After a while, his eyelashes that had already lowered were slowly lifting up. The more and more powerful flames appeared in his eyes. He said softly: "He is for his son, so he took risks in person. He knew that he might die, but he still wanted to come back to such a dangerous place."

“…”

"I never knew he was such a father."

“…”

"He has always been very good to us, but that kind of goodness always makes people feel uneasy."

“…”

"He is obviously very good to me, but I am just afraid, and I have been afraid since I was a child."

“…”

"I always feel that everything in my hands, everything he gives me, seems to disappear one day."

“…”

"So, I work hard to do it well. No matter how good Yuan Hao and Yuan Chen do it, I will definitely do it better than them. I hope his attitude towards me will be a little different, and I can praise me more, or scold me more. As long as it is different from them, it's fine."

“…”

"But never. He always praised and scolded us the same way."

“…”

"But I know, Yuan Hao is different."

“…”

"He gave him the least praise and suppression the most. I have even been crowned as the crown prince, Yuan Chen and Yuanfeng have also been crowned as king. Only him, not even a small reward. He can't even open a house and live in Shangyang Palace. Everyone told me that I can rest assured and don't worry, but I know it's not. I know that he must not be an ordinary emotion to Yuan Hao. I know that he treats Yuan Hao and we are different - but I have never understood what is different."

Speaking of this, he suddenly laughed.

I didn't expect him to say these words suddenly, nor did I expect that he would laugh. But I don't know if it was because I had experienced too much this night and the person was already a little numb, or because he was standing in this cold snow for too long, his face was frozen, and the smile just now seemed to be crying.

Silently, crying without tears.

He slowly turned his head to look at me and said, "I have been learning to spy on people's hearts since I was a child. I can see and see through anyone's heart."

“…”

"I can't see through him."

“…”

"I didn't understand until just now-"

“…”

"He is protecting him."

“…”

"Just just now, I was protected."

My heart suddenly felt a dull pain, and I remembered Nangong Jinhong who had just been pierced with his chest. Listening to Nangong Jinhong's words before his death, he was obviously calm, without heart-wrenching pain, and without crying loudly, but at this moment, I clearly felt the pain that penetrated my bones from every word and every voice of him.

He could not call for help, nor could he get rid of it. He could only bear the torture that his soul would be torn apart.

But he smiled again.

"It turns out that he doesn't know how to be a father, what the most ordinary and ordinary father can do. He has been doing it all the time, but we haven't understood it."

“…”

He was silent for a while, the smile in his eyes became deeper, and he murmured: "It turns out that I didn't understand it just now, I just made myself understand it."

“…”

"This is the father."

He slowly lowered his head and looked at his hands. His palms were still blood red. The blood color that had just stained Nangong Jinhong's body had already dyed his entire hand red at this time.

That kind of redness is probably more dazzling than any light at this moment.

He murmured, "This is my father..."

At this moment, I felt an unprecedented pain, not knowing whether it was for Nangong Jinhong who had just protected him, or for the risk of taking advantage of himself, or for the "father" he said, all this not only made me feel sad, but also made me feel scared.

Pei Yuanxiu said this and seemed to have dug out the deepest pain in his heart.

Now, he is afraid that he is like this place, he is bloody and has no idea of ​​his pain.

At this time, there was another sound of horse hooves on the other side of the mountain. Because the sky had already become brighter, we clearly saw the group of people running towards us. The two leading ones, one of them was Xie Feng, and the other... When he approached, I could see at a glance that was the person from Shengjing who had appeared in Yuwen Mansion before!

He is actually here?!

It turned out that the person who appeared behind the mountain and stopped Pei Ji was actually Shengjing's person!

No wonder, just when they were planning to lay down the mountain, the people on the side were reduced because of the unfrozen river behind the mountain. Later, Yan Wuyu appeared, and Song Xuan deliberately summoned all the people. Obviously, he saw through Yan Wuyu's intention, just to withdraw the people there and let Pei Ji and the others have an opportunity to take advantage of it. However, unexpectedly, the people here retreated, and a team that was victorious came from the north and intercepted them!

Is this God's will?

Seeing that they were about to arrive, I walked up to Pei Yuanxiu, and he looked down at me. Seeing my pale and panic-looking face, frost seemed to condense in those eyes, and said, "What's wrong?"

“…”

"Do you have anything else to tell me?"

My lips trembled and my throat chuckled. After a while, I said in a hoarse voice: "Are you really going to kill him?"

“…”

His lowered eyelashes fell a little further, covering the eyes that were already light. I couldn't see clearly. What else was there in his deep eyes?

I can't see through what he will do?

I can only ask him: "Do you really want to kill him?"

He was silent for a long time and said in a deep voice: "Didn't you see that there is someone who died to protect me?"

“…”

"You didn't see that, was he dead?"

His tone was originally extremely depressed and deliberately calm, but when he spoke the last four words, his voice was still broken.

It was at this time that I seemed to touch how painful he felt in his heart.

Although Nangong Jinhong said that he had resentment in his heart, he could see that he was unfamiliar and conflicted with his biological father, but he was his father after all.

Moreover, before his death, Nangong Jinhong kept telling him that he could not retreat, he could not retreat!

Kill all those who know the truth and make his life experience an eternal secret!

Can't retreat!

"Pei Yuanxiu!"
Chapter completed!