"I'll help you, you help me!"
After hearing her almost burning words, a satisfied smile slowly emerged in my eyes, almost overflowing from my eyes.
Although she was not as happy and relaxed as me, after saying this, she seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and completely put down a heavy stone that had been pressed on her heart for a long time. It would be a very comfortable thing for a person to be himself, but it seems difficult to do it really lies in the thoughts.
And she finally planned to live for herself.
However, it is easy to say but difficult to do. After a sigh of relief, she slowly frowned again, looked up at me and said, "But, how do you help me?"
This time I slowly let go of her wrist and sat around the other side of the table. Han Zitong said worriedly: "My sister has tried it once, and now she ends up like this-of course, she is self-defeating, and I don't think she is wronged at all. But if I do something wrong, will I also be..."
I smiled and said, "So, you have to act properly."
"How to do it properly?"
“Don’t do it.”
"What?"
She seemed to be unable to believe her ears and looked at me in surprise: "Don't do it? Do nothing?"
"Um."
"Then why should I—"
"If you do it, you will make mistakes; as long as you do things, there will be criticisms. Instead of doing this, you might as well not do anything."
Her brows were twisted in a ball, and she still couldn't understand it very much.
I sighed: "Don't you understand? People's hearts are uneven. People who stand on any position can have their own. Even if you take out your heart and lungs for others, some people will feel fishy. What's more, most of them cannot understand about men and women, but they like to gossip more. No matter what you do at this time, you will definitely give someone a handle."
“…”
"You must know that the Iron Whip King and the Evil Houqi are still in the palace."
She immediately understood.
Her identity is still special after all. Compared with Gardi, she does not have a strong foreign family, no father and brother who can support her, and even her own sister is unreliable. All she can rely on is herself. She is at an absolute disadvantage.
Realizing this, Han Zitong's face turned pale: "But if this happens, how much chance of winning are I?"
“…”
"If I don't do anything, will I disappear in his eyes?"
I said calmly: "I told you not to do anything, to tell you not to do anything to him, but you can still do something you should do."
“What should I do.”
"What do you think, as a queen, should it be like?"
"..." She was stunned for a while, probably she had never thought about this. She lowered her head and looked at the pool of water on the table. After a while, she said softly: "It should be... virtuous and virtuous?"
I interrogated: "The most important thing is to tolerate people."
She looked up at me.
I said, "The queen does not need to help the emperor solve his problems like the ministers in the court, because some things should not be taken care of; but when the emperor enters the harem, she must consider everything. If the queen is still jealous every day and does not accept anything, how can she manage a harem in peace and peace?"
Her brows frowned slightly: "What do you mean by saying this? "
I said, "Your sister, you should be sick now."
"What?"
"I said, she should be sick now, not necessarily seriously ill, but she must be sick."
"How do you know?"
I said lightly: "Her biggest wish is broken, and her close maid was dragged out to death in front of her. She still stayed in Yuhua Palace every day and couldn't come out. In this case, do you think she can avoid illness?"
“…”
"The palace maids and eunuchs in the palace all look at their eyes. They know that your sister is already in trouble, so even if she is sick, she will not care, and no one will tell Pei Yuanxiu that he is worried."
“…”
Although Han Zitong has completely seen through her sister and probably hasn't much warmth left, when she heard me say this, her face still showed a little sadness.
After all, the two are sisters who grew up together and depend on each other for life.
I said, "I've already said this, you know what to do."
She looked up at me: "You want me to... see her?"
“…”
"She is sick, I'll visit her. Is this really OK?"
"If you want to be a tolerant, kind person, this is a good opportunity for you."
"But," she was still hesitant: "Isn't Yuan Xiu already said that he wouldn't let her leave Yuhua Palace, and no one else could go to see her. If I go like this, wouldn't it be--"
I said, "You probably haven't gotten along with the elders at home?"
She glanced at me, her face slightly darkened, and she didn't say anything.
I think that the only two sisters left in the Jiangxia lineage, so they are naturally poor. They have lost their father since childhood. Obviously, they have not been with the elders at home, nor have they had too much happiness to live up to their knees.
I said patiently: "When I got along with my elders, I realized a truth, that is, if I follow the rules and obedient things, although I can get praise, I may not be able to get the true love of my elders; sometimes, if you push your mouth appropriately, you can make the elders laugh and make him really like you. This is also true when you get along with your elders, but also with others."
“…”
"It is difficult to see a person's true nature without breaking out of the norm."
She blinked without saying anything, but in those eyes, the dark darkness she had seen before, finally there was a little light.
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But after a while, she still said sadly: "But this is not my 'true' temperament after all."
“…”
It turned out that she was still worried that if all this was just her acting and pretending according to my instructions, then everything between her and Pei Yuanxiu would actually be fake.
But after all, she really loves this man.
I was also silent for a while, and after a long time, I slowly said, "How many people in this world can really show their true faces?"
"..." She slowly turned her head and looked at me.
I smiled faintly and said, "Everyone knows that the person who falls in love with the real face under your mask is true love; everyone desires true love. But who dares to take down the fake mask that protects you?"
“…”
"Who dares to exchange a scar for that person's true glance?"
“…”
Han Zitong looked at me blankly and didn't say anything, but her eyes became deeper and deeper.
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The next day, I heard that she went to Yuhua Palace.
I didn't stay for a long time, and I heard that it was not peaceful inside, and there were also sounds of throwing things and cursing people. I was worried that she would not be able to hold on, but after all, she had to carry a stick of incense before coming out. Although her expression was not good, she also ordered the people around me to go to the imperial pharmacy to get some medicine to send it.
Han Zitong is not stupid after all. She knows how tolerate others and also knows how tolerate others.
It's really - a child can teach.
Thinking of these four words, I couldn't help but smile.
Maybe it's because everything goes well. If it's not included the temptation and vigilance between Pei Yuanxiu's words when he comes to dinner with me every day, my life has been very comfortable these days.
However, probably because of the increasing number of people coming and going here, Hua Zhu Yunshan also seemed a little tired and yawned. That day, I just saw Miss Gardi leave when I saw Yunshan leaning against the wall and dozing off, with her eyelids drooping. Hua Zhu stood opposite her, and her little face was also very tired and pale.
I asked, "What's wrong with you two?"
They both were excited and hurriedly said, "Oh, no, it's okay."
"It seems you didn't say it's good."
"We're OK."
"It's just that recently, it's very windy at night, and we're prone to wake up."
"oh……"
I glanced at them and smiled gently, "There are so many people guarding this palace inside and outside, which is much safer than outside. You two don't need to be so nervous."
Even though I said so, they shook their heads and looked loyal.
However, the current capital is indeed very different from when we first entered Beijing. Pei Yuanxiu handed over the Nine Gate to Xie Feng. After some internal and external rectification, the situation in the capital has improved a lot. In addition, his ascension to the throne has been put on the agenda. The big figures from all over the country have returned or entered the capital, and finally restored a little bit of anger to this city baptized by the war.
That night, Pei Yuanxiu told me that a guest would come to the palace to visit me the next day.
"Who is it?"
"Madam Song."
"Oh." I was a little surprised, not surprising, but I asked in a hurry: "Will Mrs. Zhang come?"
He shook his head: "She is still not in good spirits, so I won't let her enter the palace."
"oh……"
When I heard that Mrs. Song was going to come to the palace to see me, I thought that Mrs. Zhang would come in with me and would say something to me. I didn’t expect that she would not come. Is it really just that Mrs. Song came to the palace to see me, and it was so simple to get closer?
Early the next morning, there were several news outside that the eunuch who served almost broke his legs. When it was Si, they finally led the guest into my door.
Mrs. Song was still dressed in a gentle and virtuous manner like in the past. When she saw me, she greeted me warmly. I treated her very affectionately and said with a smile: "Why is Mrs. Young man thinking about coming to the palace to see me today?"
Chapter completed!