I was carried to the bed by them in a daze. When I pressed the soft mattress on my back, I felt a chill. The clothes behind me were soaked in sweat. I didn't know that I had so much cold sweat, and it was like I was falling into a pond at this time.

The people around were still talking nonstop, trembling and fearful, as if they were going to lose their lives the next moment.

After a while, someone rushed in from outside.

I vaguely remembered that they asked me to call the imperial physician. At this time, I saw the figure rushing to the bed. Everyone around me was so scared that they fell to the ground. He walked over and grabbed my hand - was he going to take my pulse? I subconsciously wanted to pull my hand back.

don't want……

But his hand was very hard, holding my hand without putting it in any way. When he saw me frowning and showing an unbearable expression, he slowly came over and gently stroked my sweaty forehead with his other hand and said, "Light..."

I shivered all over and opened my eyes from somewhere.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Pei Yuanxiu. He was sitting beside the bed and leaning over to look at me. One of my hands was still firmly held in the palm of my hand. His eyes looked at me with the power that almost penetrated people's bodies, and even the soul. It was hard to say that there was any hostility, but it was so gentle that it made people feel scared.

Cold sweat all over my body came out, and at this moment, the feeling of falling belly became stronger, as if something invisible was pulling me down, and I suddenly made a uncomfortable bass sound. He frowned, looking at my lower belly, which was not too obvious even if I was lying down, the dark darkness in my eyes became even thicker.

I vaguely felt that I had never wanted to face it, and there was something I wanted to hide. At this moment, I had to face it and could not hide it any longer.

Actually, I understand best that paper cannot contain fire.

The more I want to cover myself, the more I will be unable to control the flames and even burn myself completely.

At this time, I was so uncomfortable that my eyes were black. Cold sweat soaked my clothes and even wet the bedding under me. But I still gritted my teeth and accumulated the last bit of strength to raise my eyes and faced the black eyes, and slowly said, "I hope you haven't attacked your child yet."

“…”

The hand he held my hand suddenly trembled.

At this time, the imperial physician came.

As soon as he entered the door, the people around him seemed to have seen a savior. Two of them immediately came forward and brought him in. I could no longer control the pain in my body and let out a shrill cry. The imperial physician rushed to this side for guilt and saw Pei Yuanxiu sitting by my bed, and hurriedly knelt down and saluted: "Young Master."

Pei Yuanxiu didn't look back, but just looked at me calmly.

The imperial physician was still panting while kneeling on the ground. Obviously, he was scared to death when he heard that something was wrong with me. He ran over and saw me like this, and was even more scared. But now he saw Pei Yuanxiu not talking, as if nothing had happened. While kneeling on the ground, he carefully raised his head and looked at us.

I don’t know how long it took, or just a silent moment, Pei Yuanxiu finally let go of my hand. Perhaps because he was holding his hot palms too tightly, when he let go, I felt a cold wind blowing over. He slowly got up and said, “Take her pulse first.”

The imperial physician hurriedly said, "Yes."

After saying that, he walked up and after accusing him of the crime, he placed a small mat under my wrist, spread a silk mat on my wrist, and then knelt on the bed to take my pulse.

The pain in my body has exhausted all my strength. I couldn't even move for a moment. I just kept panting, leaning on the head of the bed with a pale face. The layers of queen's dresses on her body seemed to be piled on the bed. Not only did she not have any majesty, but she seemed particularly burdensome and even clumsy at this time. I had a pale face in such a pile of beautiful things, waiting silently for the final verdict.

None of the people around dared to speak, and none of them dared to vent their anger. There was no sound in the entire Jingren Palace.

In such an atmosphere where almost a needle could be heard, the imperial physician suddenly gasped.

Everyone's eyes were all focused on him.

Pei Yuanxiu stood aside and looked at him with a heavy face.

The doctor didn't even dare to look back at him, and hurriedly tightened my pulse. After a while, cold sweat came out on his forehead, and his fingers began to tremble constantly.

I only looked at him and closed my eyes.

As it was pitch black, I felt the imperial physician slowly shrink his hand back, then turned around and knelt down at Pei Yuanxiu, and said in a trembling voice: "Young Master, forgive me! You please spare me!"

The entire Jingren Palace suddenly fell into a kind of depression that could not even continue to breathe.

Pei Yuanxiu's voice sounded, and it was a little unfamiliar: "You said."

"Young Master, please spare me!"

"I'll let you say it!"

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"What's wrong already?"

"I've already been-got!"

As soon as he finished speaking, almost everyone around him screamed in fear. Pei Yuanxiu's eyes suddenly turned red, and his whole body was as stiff as an ice statue. At this time, it trembled slightly, and even seemed to be unable to stand firmly, and staggered back two steps.

Immediately someone stepped forward to support him.

He stared at my pale face and gritted his teeth and said, "When did it happen?"

The imperial physician knelt there tremblingly: "It's been more than a month since I look at the pulse."

Pei Yuanxiu took a deep breath.

"What's going on now?"

"Now... the fetus has been gone for a long time, and it is normal for miscarriage. In this situation, Miss Yan is afraid that the fetus will be triggered, otherwise - to Miss Yan's body -"

I almost heard his teeth gritting, and for a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "Take it out for her!"

After saying that, he turned around and walked out.

I heard the sound of the door slamming, and the impact was as if the sky and the earth were cracking. The people around me had already knelt on the ground without anyone's face. At this time, I had no idea what my life and death would be. Only the doctor returned to the bed tremblingly and said tremblingly: "Miss Yan, can you still hold on?"

I squinted my eyes and looked at him. Because of the pain, my voice could no longer be made. Only a little dry and dull sound came from my throat: "You do it."

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It is actually not too difficult to lead a stillbirth out of the mother's body. At this time, the fetus is much smaller than the baby who has grown up during childbirth. In addition, the imperial physician and nanny in the palace are in charge. Compared with the past when abortion is not as good as death, the pain during childbirth is too great. This time, it seems that it is not a serious accident.

But for a woman, this is undoubtedly a more terrifying thing than a nightmare.

My vision was completely blurred, and I could only vaguely watch the shadows around me swaying. People kept coming to feed me medicine, sucking me in an injection, and wiping my sweat. But all this was not enough to comfort me. Time passed by little, and it was like my life was passing by little. I originally looked at the skylight outside the window, but gradually, when the pain came like a tide, the light disappeared, and I only saw a dimness.

I seemed to be trapped in the nightmare last night again, but this time, I was lying in a pool of blood, feeling the ice and snow around me, and then it seemed like flames were burning again. In such torture as intertwined ice and fire, I couldn't even struggle and call for help. After they gave me a bowl of medicine, I gradually lost my support and fell into chaos.

I don’t know how long it took, a cold and stiff thing finally left my body.

The smell of blood suddenly spread, which also stimulated me to open my eyes from the chaos. I saw the doctor sweating profusely. I looked back at me and saw that I opened my eyes. I seemed to be glad to whisper: "Amitabha."

Several little palace maids walked out. I saw some of them holding a pot of bright red snow water, and some of them holding a wooden basin covered with red cloth. They were about to say something, but they heard the door being opened. They were about to walk out, but they seemed to hit someone. They were so scared that they stopped and bowed down.

A hoarse voice came from outside: "Is it over?"

"If you go back to the young master, it's over."

"She, inside this is—"

"Young Master, don't look at me."

“…”

"Yes, a daughter."

“…”

"Please don't be too sad."

I listened to the conversation outside and seemed to understand it, and it seemed that everything had nothing to do with me. At this time, I just closed my eyes weakly. The doctor had already asked someone to prepare the medicine, and I took it to my mouth while I was awake and asked me to drink some.

At this time, Pei Yuanxiu walked in from outside.

He was tall, and the outside was so dark that it seemed as if it was late at night, and the last little light was completely blocked by him. When he walked in, the doctor heard his footsteps, and his hands shook and the soup fell on my clothes.

The dress worn by the queen when she was enthroned.

This is a felony.

The doctor was so scared that he was out of his mind, but Pei Yuanxiu seemed to have seen nothing, and seemed to have nothing to care about. He waved his sleeves and said, "Go out."

Those people were as if they were amnesty and hurriedly retreated.

He stood beside the bed, staring straight at me.

There was no sadness and joy in his eyes, as if he was in a dilemma without love and trace at this moment. But I only felt that after the fetus left, my body was extremely empty. Although I was still lying in the pile of brocades, I could not resist the forced chill emitted from his body, and almost penetrated into my blood and bones.

I don’t know how long I have been watching this, but he finally said, “When will it happen.”

Actually, at this time, I was so tired that I was about to be swallowed by the darkness around me at any time and fell into a coma. But when I heard his voice, I still opened my eyes and looked at him with a tremor.

He didn't ask again, just looked at me.

I opened my mouth because I just drank ginseng soup, my lips and tongue were bitter. When I opened my mouth, even my words were filled with the hard work: "When I was in Cangzhou."

"Cangzhou?"

"I don't know when it starts, but I don't feel any fetal movement."

"Why don't you tell me?"

"Tell you?" I glanced at him: "I dare not."

"You don't dare?"

“…”

"You said you would not use your life to force me to leave this child. Yangzhou is no longer in your hands, but Cangzhou, Tianjin, and Beijing, now most of the world is in your hands. Do I dare to take this risk?"

“…”

"If you want to kill someone to vent your anger, can I stop you?"

He stood there motionless: "You didn't expect that one day, I would know about this."

"Of course I thought about it."

“…”

"But I can only take one step at a time."

"Take one step at a time," he stared at me, his eyes red and as if he was congested. I realized that he was looking at the layers of dresses on me, which symbolized the majesty of the mother's etiquette. But now, after a life-and-death entanglement, this dress is like a withered peony flower. It is obviously a beautiful name for the world, but it has long been ruined. He said in a hoarse voice: "Have you calculated today? Or tomorrow?"

“…”

"You know I will enthrone you as queen. By then, even if this child dies, you will not be affected by anything, right?"

I looked up at him and didn't say anything.

From the beginning, he was trembling like a tense bow, but at this moment, he suddenly laughed and laughed loudly. His laughter echoed in the wide and empty palace. I don't even suspect that there were people who were waiting for him to judge his fate outside the door. When he heard his laughter, those people probably were no longer possessed.

He staggered back while laughing, and then his body paused.

He bumped into the table leaning against the window, and there were still Buddhist scriptures I wrote on the desk.

His laughter came to an abrupt end. He grabbed the Buddhist scriptures and staggered to me, gritted his teeth and said, "You said you want to write Buddhist scriptures for those who died in exchange for peace of mind! Is there a word here written for this child?"

“…”

"Do you feel a little guilty?"

“…”

"You killed our children!"

While he said, he tore the Buddhist scriptures to pieces. With a sudden wave of his hand, the broken paper scraps suddenly fell down, and my eyes turned white for a moment.

My face turned pale and bloodless at this moment.

Looking up at his almost crazy eyes, looking at the paper scraps slowly scattered like falling snow, my voice became cold like ice and snow: "Why do I feel guilty?"

“…”

"It was you who forced me, and it was you who forced me to do this child."

“…”

"That's not our child, that's your child alone."

“…”

"I can't resist him. Of course I won't try to keep him."

“…”

He stood there stiffly, his shoulders trembled suddenly, as if he was whipped hard invisibly.

At this moment, I heard a very low sound from his throat, as if he had swallowed something back, but the blood color soaked out of his pupils and even spread into the entire space.

He walked over and sat down slowly, and reached his hand on my shoulder, as if he was stroking my shoulder, and as if he was stroking my neck. I had never felt that his palm was as cold as ice, as if he was pressing on my skin, making me tremble slightly.

He looked at me and said word by word: "Are you not afraid, will I kill you?"

I looked into his eyes and slowly raised my head. My slender neck was completely exposed in the cold air, and even had goose bumps. I said calmly: "I will rush to kill you."

After saying this, I seemed to be waiting.

Waiting for his decision, waiting for the arrival of a certain moment.

I saw his eyes turn red and dark again, as if two things were tearing his reason and soul in his body. Even this body was almost no longer his. Only his fingers slowly stroked my neck and rubbed it bit by bit.

His voice was a little depressed and he slowly said, "Actually, I should have known it long ago."

“…”

"No, it's not that I should have known it long ago, it's that I have known it long ago, you don't want this child."

“…”

"I've known for a long time that something went wrong with this child."

My eyelashes trembled slightly. I looked up at him. He seemed to be laughing, but he seemed to have forgotten how to laugh. A complex and almost distorted expression appeared on my face: "So for such a long time, I have never forced you. Sometimes, I clearly see through your lies. I already know that there is something wrong with your body, and I dare not let the doctor take your pulse."

“…”

"I'm afraid of getting this news."

“…”

"I'm afraid I'll lose all the last chance I can keep you."

“…”

"I still hold a little hope, hope is that I am thinking about it."

“…”

"I'm still holding a little luck. Maybe, maybe you're really too thin; maybe this child is not healthy, but he's still alive; maybe she knows you don't want her, so she stays in your belly and doesn't dare to make you angry..."

“…”

"I've thought about all the possibilities, and I've used all the ways to deceive myself."

“…”

"But today, I can't continue to cheat."

“…”

"Yan Qingying, our child - my child, her body is outside. She doesn't know the cold or the pain."

I looked at him with a pale face. For a moment, I saw the reflected appearance in his eyes, which was like a corpse. I slowly said, "When you hurt me, I knew the cold, and I also knew the pain."

“…”

"In this matter, you are the only person who has never been cold or painful."
Chapter completed!