"Liu Qinghan, how could you treat me like this?!"

He heard this and his whole body shivered fiercely, as if a knife had pierced into his chest, but he did not cry out, but just hugged me tighter, no longer giving me any resistance and a chance to break free. He buried his head in my hair, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "I'm sorry, light, sorry!"

I burst into tears and vented all the pain and grievances in my heart at this moment. When I hated to the extreme, I even wanted to kill him.

And he just endured it motionlessly, and even the shoulders were beaten and bitten to pieces, and he didn't let me go.

But I can't calm down.

Every scene in the past was resurrected in my heart. I remembered all his appearance - his smile, his coldness, his alienation, his coldness. He watched me marry Pei Yuanxiu, and he witnessed my closeness with Pei Yuanxiu along the way. He accepted the marriage to marry Pei Yuanzhen, and his words - "I have no intention of leaving me."

What a good person, I have no intention of stopping!

I was so weak, but at this time I was almost struggling to fight with my last distraction. He endured everything, but when he found that I had started to hurt myself, he suddenly panicked and grabbed my hands: "Glow, don't do this!"

"You go!"

"Light..."

At this moment, he seemed a little uncontrollable. He grabbed my wrist and almost twisted my bones with force. He felt me ​​trembling slightly. He realized his strength and hurriedly relaxed a little, but did not dare to let go of me completely, nor did he dare to watch me hurt himself.

He had deceived so many people and was at ease among so many forces, but at this moment, he seemed to be at a loss.

Finally, he gritted his teeth and pressed me down on the bed. His hands were pressed against him and could no longer move. He looked down at me panting: "Light!"

At this time, I was already at the end of my strength. I couldn't struggle or break free. I was locked by him like a puppet with a broken thread. My face was covered with tears, making me feel embarrassed at this moment. I smiled and cried: "Liu Qinghan, what else do you want?"

“…”

"Aren't you leaving?"

“…”

"I'm going crazy, you know?"

“…”

"I'm about to be driven crazy by you!"

My words seemed to be slashing him one after another, and there was a painful expression on his face. After a long silence, he finally slowly let go of my hands. After watching me not struggle anymore, he slowly got up and took a step back.

I closed my eyes and let the tears raged, and stopped looking at him.

He took another step forward, as if he wanted to say something, but this step froze for a long time, and then retreated.

His low voice sounded in his ears: "Light."

“…”

"I know what I do, which hurts you very much, and I know that you have the right to choose not to forgive me."

“…”

"I'm just here to ask for your forgiveness, I want to be with you."

“…”

"I will wait for you to forgive me."

“…”

"I'll wait for your answer."

After saying this, he paused for a moment, turned around and walked out slowly.

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All night, I curled up on the bed with a baby-protecting position, hugging my arms tightly, and I couldn't curl this body until no one could find me, touch me, and hurt me.

And that night, my tears never stopped.

I never thought that I would hate someone like this, so much that I gritted my teeth and almost wanted to kill him. And this person would be him, the person I trust the most, and I gave all my trust to him, lying to me the deepest and hurting me the deepest.

But why am I still crying for him?

Why do I want to forget everything, but I just remembered the scene that had been covered in dust in my mind.

I was still thinking about his back in the biting ice rain in Jixiang Village, which was gone in the pouring rain; his fearful but firm eyes were in the towering fire of Jixian Palace; he thought about his fearful but firm eyes on the deserted island; he tried a sip of herbs and gave me a medicine until I was interrupted by me; he was holding Pei Yuanzhen's body in his arms, holding the silver lock in his hand, carrying all the blame on his shoulders alone.

I remembered even more that at the bottom of the Juma Valley, he said to me with red eyes—

Light, I, not the best.

Light cold...

Light cold...

Why is this happening? Why did we both come to this point?

I don’t know how long I had shed tears, but I almost felt that all the tears were about to flow. When I opened my red and swollen eyes, I saw a faint morning light coming out of the window.

It's dawn.

And I used this child-like posture to protect myself and shed tears all night.

I thought I had suffered too much injuries and was strong enough, I thought I would never be hurt by love again, and I thought I could calm down no matter what the future path was, or even go down coldly, but I didn't expect that the most ordinary fact could hurt me so thoroughly.

Yan Qingying, you are really useless.

I slowly sat up from the bed. When I got up, I was about to shake and stagger, and walked to the door one by one and opened the door.

The cold air suddenly poured in from outside.

I couldn't bear it, and subconsciously shivered, almost thinking that I was about to faint, but in my blurry sight, I saw a familiar outline standing in front of me. When I heard the sound of the door opening, he immediately raised his head to look at me.

I was stunned for a moment.

He actually stood outside my door?

And the moment I saw me open the door, my eyes lit up, as if a person who had been in the dark for a long time suddenly saw the sunshine, and even his entire face was illuminated. He looked at me calmly, then took a step forward and said, "Light."

“…”

"Did you forgive me?"

I couldn't believe my eyes, and I just looked at him stupidly, looking at the bloody and red eyes. Somehow, my nose felt sore, and the dry eyes were hot again.

I said sternly: "How do you ask me to forgive you?"

His eyes suddenly became dim.

But the next moment, he seemed to remember something, looked up at me: "I'll put--"

Before he finished speaking, he felt his breath weakened. His eyes, which were already full of fatigue, suddenly lost their luster. He seemed to have been pulled away and fell softly towards me.

"Qinghan!"

I screamed in fear and wanted to catch him, but I was so weak that I was almost unsteady that I was almost crushed to the ground by him. Fortunately, at this time, Xiao Yusheng was coming from the side. When I saw this, he hurriedly came forward to help me support him: "Senior Brother!"

I was in a mess: "What's wrong with him?"

Xiao Yusheng didn't say anything, but grabbed one of his wrists and pressed the pulse door for a while, and then immediately said, "I'll help him in first."

I nodded and hurriedly moved away. Xiao Yusheng helped him stagger into the room and put it on the bed. He was already lying there softly without any sense of consciousness, and even his breath was almost weak. Xiao Yusheng grabbed his wrist and took a while to check his pulse, and frowned slightly.

I was so anxious that I was sweating: "What's wrong with him?"

"He—" Xiao Yusheng hesitated for a moment and said, "His pulse is very messy."

After saying that, he looked back at the door and looked at me again: "Miss, has he stood at your door all night?"

“…”

I couldn't speak, and looking at Liu Qinghan's pale lips, which were almost bloodless, a heart-wrenching pain once again surged into my heart.

Xiao Yusheng looked at me, then looked at him, and said, "Maybe he was too tired and had not touched the rice for too long."

“…”

"I'll have someone prepare some food first."

After saying that, he turned around and walked out.

I walked to the bed with my weak body, sitting down, looking at the man who had coaxed me for one night and stood outside the door for another night - he was clearly admitting his mistake and begging for my forgiveness, but now he was lying on the bed and I was guarding him; I obviously wanted to kill him, but now I still felt heartbroken when I looked at him haggard.

I laughed, laughing at my own confusion.

Tears, like beads with broken threads, dripping one by one, falling on his pale and dry lips. I heard him breathing slightly, as if he was in a coma, he felt very uncomfortable. In the deep hanging needle pattern between his eyebrows, every pattern seemed to have accumulated too much hardship and pain in these days, but he could not even tell a word.

Liu Qinghan...Who are you and I, and who do you owe?

After a while, Xiao Yusheng brought someone to bring hot water and food, but he was unconscious now and could not eat anything. He could only feed him a few sips of water in front of him. Seeing the pain between his eyebrows slightly relieved, and the person lying there was much calmer, Xiao Yusheng breathed a sigh of relief.

Looking back at me, he said softly, "Miss, do you want to go to my room and rest for a while?"

“…”

"I think my senior brother will not wake up for a while."

I shook my head gently, sat by the bed and looked at him without moving.

Xiao Yusheng probably knew that he couldn't persuade me, so he sighed and wanted to turn around and leave, but when he had just taken two steps, he seemed to be unable to hold back and turned around: "Miss."

“…”

I looked at the haggard face motionlessly, as if I had heard nothing.

Xiao Yusheng looked at Liu Qinghan on the bed and said in a deep voice: "I, I know, he lied to the eldest lady."

“…”

"I know, too, that he hurts the eldest lady very deeply."

“…”

"But, he hurt the eldest lady, and he hurt eight hundred enemies and ten thousand of them."

“…”

"He himself is the one who hurts the most."

“…”
Chapter completed!