If you are in hell, he will accompany you.
When I heard this, I smiled bitterly, looked down at his thin and haggard face, almost slimming his pale hair with pale fingertips, and said with sobs: "You are the only one, so stupid..."
Xiao Yusheng looked at us, his eyes seemed to be a little red.
He didn't say anything else, quietly exited and closed the door.
In the quiet room, you can actually hear everyone getting up and starting to walk around and preparing, as if the whole world is still moving forward as it is. Things in the world are like clouds and will not stop for anyone, but in this small corner, he and I are left. Keeping this short time can enjoy the most rare peace.
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When the sky is completely bright, such calmness can no longer be maintained.
No matter how weak my body is, Liu Qinghan is still unconscious and we must continue to rush, because we can't tell when the army chasing us will arrive.
When Xiao Yusheng helped me downstairs, he saw a carriage parked outside the door. I said with some concern: "Will it be too slow to ride in a carriage?"
"Don't worry, Miss, we have made arrangements."
Just as he was about to ask what arrangements he had made, he looked back and found that the students who followed us yesterday were not here today. Only Zhesheng and the others were injured slightly more seriously and followed, and they all changed into clothes of ordinary people, looking like a group of ordinary people.
I asked, "What's going on?"
Xiao Yusheng said: "These students from Jixian Palace will not go back to Xichuan with us."
"Don't go back to Nishikawa? Then where are they going?"
"They are going where they should go."
Where should I go?
At this time, the war was in chaos, and they all broke out from the imperial city. Once Pei Yuanxiu ascended the throne, all of these people would be convicted. At that time, I am afraid that they would be chased. At present, except for Xichuan, they could accommodate them, what else is there for them to "go to go"?
I was surprised and was about to ask, but at this moment, I saw several guards dressed in a carriage carrying Liu Qinghan down from the upper floor and put them on the carriage. I hurried over. He was fiddled with by these people without any sense. After being sent to the carriage, he lay on the thick felt, his face was pale and almost the same color as the felt.
Xiao Yusheng said, "I'm afraid I'll be in a coma for a while now. Miss, you're the only one to take care of him."
I didn't say anything, and was about to get on the carriage, but suddenly I felt something. When I looked back, I saw that there was no most conspicuous figure among the escort crowd.
"Where is Chabixing?"
Yesterday he came to the room to deliver food to us and left. Why haven’t you seen him yet?
Xiao Yusheng said: "His appearance is too conspicuous, and it is easy to be discovered when he is with us. I asked him to take another team of people on the road, so that he could restrain the people who came to chase us in the capital. As for us, we would disguise ourselves. Now, they could only send people to chase us, and they would not have time to issue a decree to set up levels on the official road, so as long as they are not caught up, we will not be in great danger for the time being."
It turned out that Chabixing was the target.
Doing this can indeed ensure our safety more, but I am still a little worried: "Will he be in danger?"
Xiao Yusheng smiled faintly: "He took his men to travel lightly and simply and ran faster. Although he was asking him to restrain the pursuers in the capital, the pursuers really may not be able to catch up with him."
“…”
"Besides, is the young lady still worried about him?"
“…”
That's true. Although no martial arts master is just a mantis chariot when facing thousands of troops, just in terms of his personal ability, ordinary people will not be said to be his opponent.
Xiao Yusheng said: "Wusheng and I will protect the eldest lady and senior brother along the way. Please rest assured."
I nodded gently, and he held my hand and sent me into the carriage.
As soon as I got on the car, I found something wrong. Although the felt was thick, it was a little hard. Liu Qinghan was lying on the car board like this and would be bumped very hard. Xiao Yusheng immediately turned around and asked someone to go up and get a soft pillow. I thought about it and said, "No need."
He turned around and saw me holding Liu Qinghan's shoulders and gently let him pillow in my arms. A hint of relief immediately appeared in his eyes, and he turned around and turned around.
After a while, the carriage staggered on the road.
I leaned on the car board and looked down at the person pillowing in my arms. He was not awake yet. Although I fed him half a bowl of medicine before leaving, it didn't work at all. I couldn't help but reach out and gently stroked his thin cheeks. When my fingers passed by his white hair, my eyes couldn't help but get a little hot again.
This carriage was prepared for the journey, so comfort was naturally placed in a less important position. After walking for most of the day, he leaned in my arms and slept very comfortably, but my waist and back were sore that it hurt slightly.
Just as I gently tapped my back with my back hand and wanted to relieve the pain, the person in my arms felt a vibration and slowly opened his eyes.
I looked down at him.
I don't know if he had been asleep for so long, was in darkness or had a dream, but when he saw him open his eyes, his eyes were clear and seemed to be flashing slightly, he felt that he had a very long and stable dream.
Sure enough, even when he woke up, he did not have any emotional fluctuations. Instead, he leaned in my arms and looked at me quietly for a long time.
After a while, he slowly said "um".
I thought he was going to say something, but I felt his hands wrap around my waist and hug me tightly. His cheeks rubbed in my arms twice, and he smiled very satisfiedly, and murmured in a low voice: "That's great..."
After saying that, he closed his eyes again.
I stared at him blankly, and it took a long time to come back to my senses.
This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! He thought he was in a dream.
He thought that seeing me was also a part of the dream.
This person is probably really too tired and rarely get such a rest. I couldn't help but want to know what he dreamed of, and he would even smile so satisfied.
But the fact is that no matter how satisfying the dream is, it is just a dream. Such a dream is not only short, but it will even give people a greater sense of loss when waking up. After he continued to shake and move forward for a while, he seemed to finally feel something. He frowned slightly and then opened his eyes.
This time, his eyes were a little more clear than just now, and when he looked at me, he was a little surprised.
He said: "Light..."
I looked down at him and said calmly: "Are you awake?"
Although he woke up, he obviously had no real understanding of everything in front of him. He only looked at me firmly and couldn't say a word for a long time. At this time, the wheel just ran over a stone, causing the entire car to shake for a while. He also shook, becoming more awake, and said, "Light?"
"Um?"
"I'm not dreaming, aren't I?"
"If you're still tired, you can sleep for a while."
“…”
"We'll stop for a while."
Although I said that, he could not sleep well. The feeling that he was lying in my arms made him feel a little restless, but when he wanted to sit up with his body, his hands fell back when they softened.
I sighed and said, "What else do you want to do when you look like this?"
“…”
"Want to go down and ride a horse? Or do you run a thousand miles away again?"
He looked at me with complicated eyes. From these two sentences, he probably heard that I knew everything and didn't move for a moment.
I lowered my head, he raised my head, and the two of them looked at each other quietly in the bumpy carriage.
I don’t know how long it took, but he said softly: “Did you forgive me?”
“…”
I didn't say anything, and the carriage suddenly became quiet.
The sound of horse hooves outside and the sound of wheels hitting the gravel road seemed particularly harsh. He was bumped even harder, but at this time he didn't even dare to breathe. He looked up at me and I was almost familiar with it. But the cold eyes under the half-cold mask were discovered for the first time that he had a look.
I was silent for a long time and said slowly: "Liu Qinghan, you regret it and want to turn back, right?"
He nodded silently.
"Do you think if you want to turn around, I must wait for you behind you?"
The body in his arms immediately froze.
"You don't have such power, and I don't have such obligations, right?"
He looked at me and hurriedly wanted to say something, but I said calmly: "Don't say it first, listen to me."
“…”
"You said you want to change your temper, but how do you change your temper? That's how your temper is. When you were in Jixiang Village, you didn't know anything and looked honest and honest, but none of the people in your village, even the officials and yamen runners, could really bully you. You seemed to obey me, but in fact you did everything you had to do. In fact, you are a person who is more cruel than anyone else, otherwise you wouldn't have walked from a small fisherman to today. Now, the teacher has left, and no one can control you. If one day comes, you feel that you are not worthy of me, and you think there is someone better than you, suitable for me, are you planning to push me out again?"
"I don't--"
"Take a step back, even if you really can change it," he hurriedly wanted to say something. I interrupted him and said slowly: "But I have no obligation to stand still and wait for you to change it."
“…”
"After all, Liu Qinghan, we are strangers."
Hearing the last sentence, his eyes suddenly dimmed.
The body in his arms suddenly became cold, as if the blood in his body had condensed into ice and froze. But perhaps because of this, he didn't feel that I, who was holding him, was actually trembling constantly.
After saying those words, I was also waiting for the judgment.
It is not the responsibility of him and me to this day, but if I don’t say everything I should say, no matter what I separate or what I am, I will not be willing to do so!
He slowly supported himself from my arms, and his hands were so soft that he almost fell down several times, but I didn't go to help him anymore. In the end, he forced himself to sit on the other side of the carriage. The two of them faced each other, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and I could almost hear it clearly every time I breathed heavily.
And his eyes were unprecedentedly firm.
I thought he was going to say something to me, but he slowly reached out his hand in silence, took something out of his arms, and held it in front of me.
I looked closely and found that it was the red jade ring.
When I was in Gantang Village, I entered the ancestral hall with the belief that I would die with Pei Yuanxiu, and kept this thing and told them that if Liu Qinghan came back a year later, I would return the ring to him; if he could not come back, I would hand the ring to Yan Qingchen.
After all, it is hard to tell how far the war in the Central Plains will be ignited. Only by unifying the power of Xichuan can we better deal with it.
And now, the ring has returned to his hands.
I looked up at him: "You—"
He said: "I brought this too."
I slowly turned my head and said, "This family was originally given to you by Yan Qinghan, and now it is a property that has returned to the original owner. I have no regrets."
"No," he looked at me seriously: "I gave it to you, it's yours."
“…”
"Qingying, I said, I don't want to see you alone. Whether you accept me or not today, this family belongs to you. Every word I have said will still count."
His words reminded me of the way he was when he was poisoned. A sudden fear slammed me again. I raised my head and looked at the person in front of me, wanting to confirm again that he was really in front of me - and he was really in front of me, with thin calluses on his hand and palms, holding the red jade ring, and holding it in front of me.
For a moment, I was stunned.
Feeling my trembling slightly, he seemed to realize that I was remembering something again, so he sighed lightly and slowly moved towards me with the felt. When he moved to me, he reached out and pulled my hand that was hanging aside, slowly putting the red jade ring on my finger.
"This home is still yours."
“…”
I couldn't stop it, and forgot to break free. Until the ring with his body temperature was completely put on my fingers, and the familiar and gentle feeling suddenly caught me. I suddenly came to my senses. I looked up at him and saw that the eyes behind the mask bent slightly, smiling, and it seemed that there was an indescribable relief, as if he could completely relieve himself as long as he handed this to my hands.
I struggled and said, "You—"
He said, "Now, I am yours."
“…”
"Qingying, if I do anything that makes you unhappy, you can drive me away and drive me out pennilessly, so that I can be as embarrassed as I am."
“…”
Chapter completed!