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Looking at her twitching slightly in the quilt, my heart was completely confused for a moment.

The words I wanted to say to her before were already in a mess. Not only did I not be able to say it, but I didn’t even know whether this decision was right or wrong, and I just felt that my heart was so painful that I couldn’t extricate myself.

After all, it was his own daughter, a piece of meat that fell off his body.

I was silent for a long time, but I gently reached out and stroked the high-cowarded piece of the quilt. It was her thin and thin shoulders, and it was twitching slightly with her sobbing. I knew she was crying, and I could imagine her tears. This made me even more heartache. I said softly: "Miaoyan."

“…”

She didn't say anything, just let out a low whimper.

I called her again: "Miaoyan."

“…”

Still no response.

I sighed, sat on the edge of the bed, gently stroked her shoulder with one hand, and said softly: "Miaoyan, I know you are sad. You hope that your father and you can be together forever. This wish - I understand, I have also had such expectations, so I know how angry and disappointed you will be if I reject you."

“…”

"But there is one thing, no matter you are young now, you can't understand many things, my mother wants to tell you-"

“…”

"Things in the world will not be ashamed or disappointed or angry as you imagined."

“…”

“That would be unfair to others.”

“…”

"Everything in this world has its own cause and effect, and anyone has its own path of life. For you, Mom can give up her life, die thousands of times without any complaints, and when Mom has no choice but to choose how to live for you."

“…”

"Miaoyan, life is too long."

When I heard this, it was as if a prisoner had heard his final judgment. I felt that under my palm, Miaoyan's whole body sank, and his whimpering sound became heavier, but she covered the quilt with force and did not cry at all.

Such a daughter who suppresses pain makes me feel even more heartbroken.

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Time passed by her whimper bit by bit, and I sat by the bed and quietly accompanied her. Before I knew it, the darkness around me was dispelled by the light slowly coming out of the east.

The light in the room was very dark and the candle had already gone out.

And Miaoyan, after not knowing how long she whimpered, finally got tired of crying and slowly fell asleep.

I carefully lifted the quilt a little, and saw that there were still tears on her face, her little mouth was slightly pouting, and there was endless grievances, which made my mood even heavier.

I looked down at her for a long time, and my mood became more and more complicated and heavier. It was not that I had thought that sooner or later I would face my daughter’s criticism and questioning, but I didn’t expect that her attitude would be so intense. In fact, I could understand that she left Pei Yuanhao and me since childhood. She grew up next to Pei Yuanxiu. Although she was not worried about food and clothing and was loved by her, Pei Yuanxiu was her adoptive father after all, and she had her own great cause and could not be fully equipped. Most of the people who educated her were the Han sisters, and that was not her biological mother. She felt a sense of alienation. She finally returned to me and her biological father, and she was finally together. Now, she is indeed much more sensible than before, and she has to face the separation between me and her father.

I'm not surprised that she has such a reaction.

Just sad.

There is indeed too much happiness that should be obtained and the happiness that should be enjoyed has not been obtained. Now, even if it is compensation, it is ultimately a scar left after the wound has healed, indicating the misfortune and desolation of the past.

I gently stroked her face with my fingers, and saw her nose wings twitching slightly.

At this time, a sound of horse hooves came from outside, shattering the tranquility of the morning.

I turned around and looked at the thin mist that was penetrated from the window, as if stirred by the sudden wind, and poured into the room. I hurriedly stood up, but because I sat for a long time, my legs and feet were a little numb, so I almost fell down. Fortunately, I reached out to hold the bed post and barely stabilized my body. When my legs and feet recovered a little, they walked to the edge of the bed, and the sound of horse hooves had stopped.

Through the gap in the window, you can see a group of people walking in at the entrance of the inn.

It was General Deng who brought his men to get off the horse, with his face full of tiredness and a look of frustration.

It seems that I didn't catch up.

Although I had known that they could not catch up, I still breathed a sigh of relief at this time. General Deng looked very angry. He threw the whip in his hand into the arms of the attendant who came to pick him up, and walked in dejectedly.

He asked for his own life. After a while, he probably had to go to Pei Yuanhao to apologize.

but--

I looked down again and found that he brought a lot of people. After all, Liu Qinghan also brought some people away. If he wanted to encircle the other side, the number of people naturally had to be more. General Deng had already walked into the gate of the inn, and all the horse team members stopped. I clearly saw that the smoke and dust raised on the road came from the West.

In other words, Qinghan and the others left last night and went west.

He just asked me... to wait for him, but he didn't tell me what he would do, but he thought that this place was close to Linfen and had to go west, so there was no more place to go for him.

He left, but he wanted me to wait for him.

In other words, he will come back, but what will happen when he comes back?

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After a while, everyone got up.

I didn't sleep all night, and at this time I was also head-heavy, pale and red when I walked out, Xiao Yusheng was startled when he saw me and said hurriedly: "Miss, are you sick?"

I forced a smile: "I'm fine."

He frowned, as if he was a little sulky, and said, "I know this is wrong with my senior brother, but don't be angry with him. He - he has no choice."

This chapter is not over, please click on the next page to continue reading! He thought that I was angry because Liu Qinghan left us and left like this. I smiled and said, "I'm really fine. It's not now to be angry with him."

"Then you are-"

He was still worried, but when he saw Miaoyan walking to the other side of the carriage, Eunuch Yu hurriedly asked the little eunuch to come and help her up.

Xiao Yusheng has been rushing with us these days, and he is also very clear that Miaoyan has been riding the same car with me, and was stunned.

"Why?"

I looked back and saw that she cried for a long time, and her eyes were still red at this time, like a little rabbit. She looked at us. When she saw that I was also looking at her, she immediately put the curtain down in anger. After a while, Chang Qing also walked out of it and looked at me. I smiled and nodded slightly. She didn't say anything, but just sighed and got into the carriage.

And the emperor's car was at the forefront.

Xiao Yusheng immediately understood and said softly: "Miss Sun—Princess Miaoyan, are you angry with you?"

I forced a smile and said, "Children, you're getting angry."

“…”

How could Xiao Yusheng not know that Xiao Yusheng is so smart? How could he not know that it has come to this time, and I will not allow my child to get angry with me. It must be because of what happened last night that caused the current situation. But he also knew that he could not get involved in these things, so he said softly: "Miss... relax in everything. With us here, there will be no problem."

I glanced behind him.

The people left by Liu Qinghan, plus he and the students of Jixian Palace, were almost separated from the imperial court at this time. The carriage protecting me is naturally a bit weird now, but for me, it may not be a bad thing.

I nodded, turned around and got on my own carriage.

Soon, the convoy began to drive forward.

I was sitting alone in a carriage. It was indeed much spacious, but it was much empty. Qinghan left, and Miaoyan was not around. It seemed that I was the only one left in the whole world.

I originally wanted to try to sort out what happened these days, especially what happened to Qinghan, but in a moment, my face that was about to cry, and her grievanced words suddenly became confused again and could not remember anything.

Although I told Xiao Yusheng that it was a child who was making a tantrum, I knew very well that this time, she was not so easy to coax.

In this way, we walked south.

In the evening, the carriage gradually began to slowly move. After walking along the winding mountain road for a long time, I faintly heard the sound of tigers and dragons roaring in the air. I lifted the curtain and looked forward. The sunset shone on a city in the distance. Because it was surrounded by brown and yellow mountains, and the sunset was like blood, the city seemed to be in flames.

That is Linfen.

After passing through a mountain road, our carriage finally got on the avenue and was faster. As we were getting closer and closer to Linfen City, we could see colorful flags flying on the city tower, and many people were waiting to pick up. At this time, a team of people rushed out of the city and soon arrived in front of us.

The leading man, dressed in military uniform, took the lead, rushed to the front of the team like lightning, and then forced the horses under his seat.

He raised the whip in his hand, and the horse team behind him immediately stopped.

Immediately afterwards, the man turned over and dismounted, knelt in the middle of the road on one knee, in front of Pei Yuanhao's car: "Shanxi General, the Minister of the Administration, Zhang Ziyu, welcome His Majesty the Emperor! Long live my emperor!"

Although their horses stopped, they still stirred up a burst of smoke.

I covered my mouth with a handkerchief, lifted a corner of the curtain, and carefully lit up the Shanxi general.

He was about forty or fifty years old, with a very tall figure, probably working hard all year round, with a lot of wrinkles on his face, but it can still be seen that he must have been a dignified handsome man when he was young. Even if his youth passed away, the heroic spirit between his eyebrows remained unchanged.
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