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I suddenly became anxious: "Why don't you tell me?"

Kou'er said softly: "The Empress thought that she could always enlighten His Highness the Princess in just one day, so she would not make a big deal about this matter for now. Princess Yu's reputation is not good... Miss Yan, don't misunderstand it. The Queen definitely didn't mean to hide it from you."

“…”

Of course, Chang Qing didn't mean to hide it from me.

However, I never expected that Miaoyan would treat this matter with a hunger strike! Could it be that the answer I gave her was really so difficult for her to accept?

At this time, I was no longer concerned about whether this matter could be solved well. When I thought that my daughter hadn't eaten for a day, I could not eat anything else. I was so anxious that I immediately put down the dishes and chopsticks and walked out. Kuoer hurriedly caught up: "Miss Yan, are you just going here?"

"I'm going to see her, she can't be hungry."

"The Queen will persuade her."

"No, I still have to see her."

Seeing my attitude so firm, Kouer knew that he could not persuade him anymore. He saw that it was getting late outside and lanterns were hung under the eaves around him. He hurried back to the house and lit a lantern, and chased me to accompany me to Chang Qing's residence.

However, just as I walked to the gate of the yard, I saw a lantern slowly moving over on the other side.

I looked closely and found that it was Pei Yuanhao, followed by Eunuch Yu, a few little eunuchs, and four guards, carrying lanterns, coming from the twilight. Both sides walked to the gate of the courtyard at the same time. Guer hurried forward to salute Pei Yuanhao. Although I was anxious to see Miaoyan, I could only stop and salute him at this time.

Pei Yuanhao walked up to me and stood still, then looked inside again: "Are you going to meet Miaoyan?"

I lowered my head and said, "Yes."

"Have you thought about what to say to her?"

“…”

I didn't say anything, but my brows frowned even tighter.

Since Kouer just told me that Miaoyan refused to eat all day, my whole heart was already in chaos. I had no time to think about what I would say when I saw her, but his words now were like a bucket of cold water, so that my hot mind was calmed down.

What do I want to tell her?

I really didn't think about it. She was sad and angry with me. She even refused to eat now because of my relationship with Liu Qinghan, and because I refused to make up with Pei Yuanhao. If I went, how would I coax her?

Do you want to agree to her?

When I think of this, my mind gets a little colder.

Looking at my silent look, he let out a breath, as if he had known it would be like this for a long time, and then said, "If you haven't decided what to say to her, it's better not to see her."

“…”

"She has grown up, and what she wants is not comfort, but a definite answer."

“…”

I was not surprised, and I knew that the content of the argument between Miaoyan and I last night must have been known to him. I thought for a while before saying, "It's already at this time. I don't want to light the fire in His Majesty's backyard. If the answer I gave her was what she didn't want, at this time, it was just a little trouble. I came, just to comfort her."

His face slowly sank.

Eunuch Yu stood behind with a lantern. The bright red light emitted from the lantern shone on the particularly old face and the already turbid eyes, showing a little anxiety. He looked at me, as if he wanted to signal me something, but at this time, Pei Yuanhao had already said: "You all retreat."

Eunuch Yu still hesitated: "The Emperor..."

"Get out!"

"yes."

He responded, turned around and waved his hand, and Ku'er hurried over, and several eunuchs and guards also hurriedly left with him.

At this time, it became darker.

As soon as the lantern was taken away, the light in front of me disappeared. I heard him take a step forward and walk in front of me. The tall figure blocked the last little light. I felt like I was in the deepest night, almost suffocating, which made me subconsciously take a step back.

His eyes were fixed on me: "Are you still afraid of me?"

“…”

"Are you so afraid that I will approach you?"

“…”

I was silent for a while and said slowly: "The folk girl is not afraid of His Majesty the Emperor, but it is not good to get so close."

Looking at my cold and hard face, he took a deep breath and said, "Do you have to be so nervous with me?"

“…”

I thought about it and it was not actually a tense thing. But when I see him now, I don’t have to be as cautious as I did when I was in a daze, for fear of saying something wrong or doing something wrong, it will be a tyranny. I can say what I want to say or what I want to do, but it becomes a tense thing.

I smiled bitterly in my heart, but naturally I couldn't say this clearly.

I just said softly: "Your Majesty just say anything. I still want to go and see Miaoyan."

He looked at me and said, "I advise you not to go."

“…”

"You should know what Miaoyan is now for."

“…”

"If you haven't figured out how to answer her, or..." His eyes flashed for a moment, and he didn't finish the sentence, and said in a deep voice: "Then when you go in now, it will only make the situation worse."

“…”

"You are her biological mother. Are you really willing to force her to death?"

“…”

Every time he said a word, my mood became heavier. When he said the word "forced to death" in the end, he knew how ridiculous it was, but I had no strength to refute it. I just turned my head slowly and looked at Chang Qing's room. The lights were dim, and it seemed that I could still hear Chang Qing's murmuring. It should be that I was persuading Miaoyan.

Pei Yuanhao looked at me and said, "You go back first."

“…”

I gritted my teeth, and after a long time, I still said, "I will only look at her now, but I will not see her. I will just look at her."

This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content behind! He thought for a while and sighed: "Okay."

After saying that, I walked in and I followed him.

He walked over and pushed open the door directly, and immediately a gust of wind blew in. Chang Qing hurriedly stood up: "Master?"

"I'll take a look at Miaoyan."

After he finished speaking, he closed the door a little with his backhand and walked in.

I stood at the door and hurriedly looked inside through the gap in the door. I saw Miaoyan leaning against the head of the bed. Because of the dim light, her already thin little face looked even thinner at this time, as if even her cheekbones were timid, and her eyes were dull. When Pei Yuanhao came in, she reluctantly stood up and said, "Son Master... pay homage to my father."

"I heard you are unwilling to have a good meal? What's going on?"

"No, no."

Chang Qing hurriedly said, "Miaoyan, you see that your father has come to see you too. Are you still unwilling to have a good meal?"

“…”

She didn't say anything, just held her mouth, suddenly felt something, and looked up at me.

I didn't avoid it either. I only saw Miaoyan's pale and thin little face showing a stubborn and resentful look, and immediately turned his face to one side.

It turns out that my heartache is like a thorn, and this is the feeling.

I took a step back and saw Pei Yuanhao walking back to the bedside, his broad back immediately blocked the little Miaoyan, and could not see anything... But even if I couldn't see it, I could almost imagine the resentment and anger in her eyes.

I stood at the door blankly. After a long time, I slowly turned around and left with my slightly numb legs.

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That night, I didn't close my eyes.

What I saw in front of me was Miaoyan's crying, her tears, and her stubborn and resentful eyes when she finally looked at me.

But the words that Qinghan said when he left—

wait for me.

It seemed that there were two invisible hands that were tearing my body and my soul invisibly. I couldn't see my own wounds and didn't shed blood, but my heart was already covered in blood.

As soon as the sky was dawn, I immediately turned over, but didn't know what I should do, so I just sat on the edge of the bed and stared blankly.

Kua'er carefully pushed the door in with hot water. When he saw me sitting by the bed, his eyes were wide open, and he was stunned. He was shocked and hurried over and saw that even the quilts were neatly arranged on the bed: "Miss Yan, you haven't slept all night?"

“…”

"If you do this, your body will collapse!"

“…”

I looked up at her with a daze, but did not answer her words, but asked, "Have Miaoyan eaten?"

“…”

She was stunned.

Without waiting for her to answer, I continued, "What do you say about the Queen?"

“…”

Kou'er looked at me with a hint of pity. She thought for a while before saying, "Last night, although the emperor went to accompany the princess for a while, His Highness the Princess still refused to eat. I just went there to see it. The Queen said, "Miss Yan, you still have to know about this, because--because His Highness seems to be sick."

"ah?!"

This time, my heartbeat stopped even.

A few days ago, she followed Chang Qing and the others out of the capital. Although she knew that she was His Royal Highness the Princess and could not endure hardships, she was frightened and saw so many tragic situations along the way. After leaving Taiyuan, she was rushing on the road, and the adults were consumed a lot, let alone how could a child like her not get sick if she was hungry for a day?

I was about to go out quickly, and Kouer was so anxious that he almost overturned the basin of water. He hurriedly grabbed me: "Miss Yan, you can wash up and eat something."

I didn't care about it, so I shook her hand and rushed out directly.

Walking all the way to Chang Qing's residence, some servants and maids from Linfen Office passed by on the way, and they stepped down to pay their respects to me. I ignored any of them and walked directly there. Just as I was about to push open the door, I heard a low voice from Chang Qing: "Miaoyan, have you ever thought how sad your mother would see it?"

My heart was sure and I couldn't help but stop.

The room was quiet for a while, and Miaoyan's weak voice sounded-
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