I said, "Miaoyan went back with the Queen."
Pei Yuanhao glanced at me and looked faint: "Don't you want to see her?"
“…”
I knew there was something in his words, and Miaoyan's attitude was always a thorn between me and Qinghan, which pierced him and stabbed me. He was unable to deal with it, and I was even more so. Even when someone mentioned it, my heart would ached faintly.
The reason why Miaoyan was asked to follow Chang Qing back first was because I knew that there were some things that I had to explain clearly to Qinghan before being influenced by her. If there were some misunderstandings, I had to solve them first.
Otherwise, next time, he will remain silent and swallow all the pain.
I thought about it and said, "Men women have their own arrangements."
“…”
He looked at me silently for a while, but did not say anything, but reached out to call Zhang Ziyu over. The two of them were whispering something and walked out. I originally wanted to turn around and leave immediately, but after taking two steps, I looked back and saw Zhang Ziyu taking the order and immediately left with a few deputy generals.
It seems that there is still some task.
However, after winning this battle, the danger in Linfen City was solved. As long as Xie Houqi retreated, Xuchang's troops would not be afraid at all. Even if he had to send his troops out to pursue the enemy, there would be room for him. Zhang Ziyu would take the order now, so he was afraid that these tasks would be the ones.
I didn't care much and turned around and walked back.
Although I knew in my heart that it was best to meet Qinghan alone and not to meet Miaoyan before explaining everything clearly, I did plan so, but as I walked back, my legs involuntarily took me outside Miaoyan's door.
As soon as he approached, he heard Chang Qing say softly: "Silly kid, just say stupid things, why would your mother want you?"
The room was quiet for a while before I heard Miaoyan's voice sound with a strong nasal sound: "Isn't it? When others come, she doesn't even look at me."
As soon as I heard her words, my heart tugged.
Sure enough, as soon as Qinghan came back, she began to re-report the old things, and the things that she had almost ignored were once again pressed on her heart!
I just felt that the thorn in my heart seemed to have pierced in again, and my breathing became heavy.
After taking a step forward, I saw that Chang Qing was sitting by the table with her. There were still food on the table, but it was already cold and didn't move a single chopstick. Chang Qing was still patiently advising her: "I'm talking nonsense again. When your mother is busy, don't she often have time to take care of you?"
"That's different!"
“What’s the difference?”
"No matter how busy she is, she doesn't have time to take care of me, she is my mother. But, but-"
"But what?"
"But if she had been with someone else, she wouldn't be my mother."
“…”
"If she had another child, she wouldn't pay any attention to me!"
“…”
Chang Qing frowned slightly, and when she looked down at her, she seemed to be speechless and speechless.
And the invisible thorn seemed to pierce my heart at this moment, and a severe pain came overwhelmingly. I felt that everything was dark in front of me. I hurriedly reached out to support the wall and barely supported myself to stand firm.
Chang Qing immediately heard the sound outside, turned around and looked: "Lighty?"
Miaoyan immediately raised her head, her eyes filled with tears, and she was about to cry. When she saw me standing at the door, she immediately smiled, but the next moment, she pursed her mouth and turned her head to one side.
Chang Qing had already gotten up and walked out. She was about to say something, but when she saw my pale face, she immediately asked, "What's wrong with you?"
“…”
I took a deep breath before I barely helped myself a little, and I only breathed slightly and said, "It's okay."
"It's really okay?" She also looked at me: "Your face looks so ugly."
"I'm really fine, the Queen doesn't have to worry about me."
She looked at me again, obviously not believing me, but probably knew why I was here, so she said softly: "It's good that you're here, Miaoyan again--, please persuade her and speak well."
"Um."
I nodded, she patted the back of my hand and turned around and left.
Miaoyan was still sitting at the table, with a grievance and stubborn expression on his face, and refused to look at me. I stood with the door frame for a long time until I was no longer so sad, and then slowly walked in.
She immediately turned her body to the side.
I walked to the place where Chang Qing just sat down, and then said softly: "Don't you really look at my mother? If you don't look at me, then don't tell anyone anymore. My mother is busy and doesn't even look at you."
When she heard this, she immediately turned her head and said, "I haven't!"
But as soon as he finished speaking, he remembered what he said to Chang Qing just now and became hoarse.
The next moment, she was so angry that her eyes turned red, and she held her mouth and turned to the side.
I just felt very heavy in my heart, but I reluctantly raised my hand to cover her thin shoulders and said softly: "Don't be angry with my mother. I know that your third uncle is here, and you feel sad, but some words, have you already explained to you?"
Her back is facing me, her shoulders are trembling: "So, you're leaving with him, are you?"
I sighed, "What nonsense?"
“…”
"Why would my mother go with him?"
“…”
"We will still walk together in the next path."
She then looked back at me: "What about the future?"
“…”
"Will you leave me and my father behind and be with him?"
“…”
"Will you give birth to a baby for him? After giving birth, I will not be my mother's only child."
I don't know why she suddenly had this idea, and suddenly thought of the "child", but these words hit my chest like a heavy fist. My hands subconsciously grabbed her shoulders. Miaoyan himself felt it, and was slightly stunned, and saw that my face suddenly turned pale again.
She was also startled and hurriedly stood up: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"
“…”
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me!"
“…”
I couldn't speak, so I just grabbed her shoulder and fought for a long time before I took a breath and slowly raised my head to look at her: "Miaoyan, stop talking about this."
“…”
"You, you are my mother's only child."
“…”
"No matter what, my mother will not leave you."
“…”
"How can I bear to bear it?"
Chapter completed!