I know that what he still misses is not Concubine Zhao, but Zhao Shuyuan, the mother of the eldest princess Pei Yuanzhen. No matter what, he is also her son-in-law. He finally knows that she is not dead and is still in the world. He must have wanted to be filial to Pei Yuanzhen in his heart.

But unexpectedly, as soon as I entered Xi'an Prefecture, so many things happened that it was too late to have anything.

It's too late.

My tears slid down like beads with broken threads. I felt a burst of sorrow in my heart kept surging up. He looked up at me, and seemed to feel a little reluctant, and said softly: "Qingying, I--"

"You need to say nothing."

I wiped my tears and said, "I can understand and understand your current mood."

“…”

"The old concubine suffered so many years, and even I thought that she should be able to enjoy her old age from now on, and she can spend the remaining years with King Ning, but I never thought that she would be so soon--"

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but remember what Pei Ningyuan said to me yesterday.

He asked about what happened back then and the concubine also said something, but later she became depressed. But I thought it was just the old man who was sad for a moment, but I didn't expect that she would be in the morning.

Could it be that it is because of what Pei Ningyuan asked?

My mood became a little confused for a moment, and Qinghan's expression became even more depressed when he heard me talking about King Ning, and said, "Where is King Ning?"

"Being guarded by the concubine."

“…”

He was speechless for a moment. I watched his Adam's apple roll up and down for a long time. After a while, I murmured: "He must be very uncomfortable."

“…”

"I finally found my relatives and thought I could have a home."

“…”

"I thought I would never have to be lonely anymore."

“…”

"Who knows it's still--"

“…”

"He must be very uncomfortable."

As I said that, I almost saw tears flashing in his eyes again. Although I heard the old doctor say that he would spit out the blood stasis and be very good for the body, suddenly such great sorrow and joy were not a good thing for a person who was poisoned, had great damage to his body, and even had not completely resolved the toxicity. I hurriedly said, "Don't think about this anymore."

“…”

He choked and said, "I have no way not to think about it."

“…”

"I should take good care of the old concubine."

“…”

"Even, there are some words that I should give her an explanation, but I don't have them. I--"

Speaking of this, seeing him breathing a little again, his face suddenly turned red. I was so scared that I hurriedly grabbed his shoulder: "Qinghan, don't think about it anymore, this matter is not your responsibility. The concubine is old and she has suffered so many years. Even if she really leaves, it is a relief for her, right?"

“…”

"You said you wanted to give her an explanation, but in fact, she understood in her heart, and she didn't blame you."

“…”

"She knows you're poisoned and still cares about your body."

“…”

"If she still complains about you in her heart, if she can't let it go, how could she still care about you?"

He looked up at me, his eyes full of struggle and pain. I could almost feel the torment inside him from his trembling. Even I felt the pain. I hugged him hard, and he didn't say anything. I was quietly hugged in my arms and felt the wetness on my shoulders.

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After a while, his emotions finally calmed down.

When he leaned back to the bed, I could no longer see the tears on his face. I could only feel a little emotional collapse from his red eyes.

Although, he had already been cleaned up in a mess.

Looking at his red eyes and a little red nose, my heart was heartbroken and bitter. After he took a break, his breath calmed down slightly, and he struggled to get up.

I hurriedly stopped him: "What are you going to do?"

"I, I want to go over and take a look."

"This is not good, your health is not yet well."

"The imperial physician just said that I have-"

He originally wanted to use the words of the Imperial Doctor to block my mouth, but before he could finish his words, his hands softened and he fell down. I hurriedly held his arm and said, "The Imperial Doctor said that you have vomited blood, but the poison has not yet been relieved and your body has not completely recovered."

He looked up at me anxiously: "But I-"

Looking at his pale face and slightly red eyes, I thought for a while and said, "Do you want to go over and send the concubine a ride?"

His eyes flashed, and he lowered his head: "I can only do this."

“…”

Another feeling of sorrow came up in my heart.

In fact, I also understand that for him, there is only one thing that can be done to make him feel better. In my heart, in the deepest part, I even know that he should go and he must go!

But looking at him like this, how could he get there?

I sighed and said softly: "Qinghan, I understand your mood, and you should also go over to send the concubine to the last journey. But you also understand your current body. If no one supports you, you will not be able to get through. Even if it goes through, can you last?"

“…”

"If you fainted there, the funeral of the concubine will be even more chaotic."

Hearing my almost cruel "truth" he felt even more hurt.

I said softly: "You take a break first, and the Imperial Doctor said that you will get better. At least you can only kneel down and guard the grass when you have some strength."

Hearing me say this, he thought about it and nodded helplessly.

I felt relieved and helped him sit back. After struggling for the past two times, his face became a little ugly again. I poured him a cup of hot tea for him to drink. My face slightly regained a little rosy. I handed me the teacup and said, "Then, what was going on over there when you came from there?"

"The Queen is presiding over the funeral."

"Where is Your Majesty the Emperor?"

"He's not in now."

"Not here? He is not here?"

"Well, I asked the Queen too, and she didn't even know where the Emperor was."

“…”

Qinghan frowned slightly and fell silent.

I put the cup on the table, then walked back to the bed and sat down, saying, "It's still the same as the previous two days. No one knows where he went and what he was doing."

Qinghan was silent. After a while, he slowly said: "The major affairs of the country are about sacrifice and military affairs."

“…”
Chapter completed!