After all, Yao Lao was invited by the queen, and he had received the emperor's will, and he could use the medicinal materials from the Xi'an Prefecture government, as well as all the medicinal materials merchants, medicinal materials shops, imperial physicians and medical officials, as well as doctors in the city, which could also be prepared by him.

I understand that in order to save Qinghan, he is also making the best efforts.

By the time Chang Qing and Lao Yao’s footsteps were already far away, the room was all the heavy rain sounded outside the door and his heavy breathing. Although I knew this room was mine, I didn’t know what the meaning of staying, especially looking at his broad shoulders, the slightly twitching trembling traces, as if something was invisible, was pressing on it.

I don’t know how long I was silent, but I finally slowly walked behind him.

"His Majesty……"

After calling him, I felt a little ignorant. After all, I hadn't figured out what I should say to him. If I say comfort - Pei Yuanhao, I never need anyone to comfort me.

His spiritual power may not be the strongest among the people I know, but I know that he is the most difficult person to knock down.

Perhaps, as an emperor, this is not a ability, but an instinct.

I stood there stupidly, and he didn't move even when he heard my voice, but his breath was much heavier than before. The two of them stood in silence. I don't know how long it took, his hoarse voice sounded in the heavy rain, as if it was a hint of dampness.

“Light.”

"yes."

"I--Is this a ruthless person?"

"Of course not."

I answered like this without even thinking about it. When he heard my sure voice, he seemed a little surprised, and even his shoulders twitched slightly. I heard him chuckling and then said, "I thought that in your eyes, I am the most ruthless person."

“…”

"Why don't you speak? Could it be that I'm right?"

“…”

"You're just lying to me?"

“…”

"Then, should I punish you for deceiving the monarch?"

Although his words were spoken lightly and even laughed, I felt that Pei Yuanhao had never spoken incoherently and insincerely, but standing behind him and listening to his chaotic breathing, I seemed to feel how painful his mood was at this moment, so I said such words to me.

I did not answer him immediately, but remained silent for a long time, and then slowly said, "Your Majesty, I remember Your Majesty once asked me what the word "Buddha" means."

His breathing sank again.

That was a past ten years ago, but from his throbbing, I knew that he still remembered it.

After a while, he said, "You said, it's because you feel sentiment."

I nodded and said, "Actually, in my opinion, the same is true for His Majesty."

“…”

This time, he seemed to be really surprised and slowly turned his head to look at me: "What do you mean?"

I said solemnly: "Aware of the Great Way, love all living beings."

“…”

"Your Majesty just said that in my eyes, Your Majesty must be a ruthless person. Perhaps, sometimes, and in some things, indeed-I have thought about it that way, and I have blamed Your Majesty."

His eyes flashed slightly, and he was about to say something, but I continued, "But, at other times and in other things, I never hated His Majesty, and even stood with His Majesty no matter what."

“…”

"I have never changed since the day when His Majesty went south to Yangzhou, set up a cold wind banquet and set up a clear water mat."

“…”

"If Your Majesty's original intention remains unchanged, I will never change."

His eyes flashed even harder, his chest was undulating more violently, his heartbeat was beating like a drum, and even I could feel the tremor inside him. I took a deep breath and said slowly: "Duke Zhou was afraid of rumors, and Wang Mang had not usurped the time. He wanted to die in the first place, but who knew the truth and falsehood of his life? He could not even see through the truth and falsehood of his life, let alone the affection is not seen by one person, and it is impossible to see through it in such a short time in life. If Your Majesty is destined to be a ruthless person in the eyes of some people, then it would be better to be a good person in the eyes of more people - to feel affectionate."

...

After saying this, I didn't speak anymore and just looked at him quietly.

Pei Yuanhao's disordered breathing and his drum-like heartbeat slowly calmed down and eased. He looked down at me, as if there was a little light in his eyes, and it was flashing slightly. His body, which had already lost its temperature, seemed to have obtained a little more Mars at this moment, and slowly blew away a little charcoal red.

I saw his thin lips slowly lifting up a little, then he raised his hand and reached my cheek with one hand.

My heart trembled and I subconsciously wanted to retreat.

However, what was faster than me was the light in his eyes. At this moment, the hand that was about to touch me also stopped.

I was stunned and did not move, and his hand was not far from my cheek, nor did it move.

The two seemed to be in a stalemate. He looked down at me, suddenly smiled, and then slowly put down his hand.

“…”

In fact, I was still a little surprised. Although I knew that with my identity and the next situation, he would not act recklessly on me like when he was still in the palace in the past, I really didn't expect that he would do this.

Seeing me looking a little alert and a little confused, he smiled again.

"Don't worry," he sighed, and then slowly turned around: "I won't touch you."

“…”

"I won't hurt you."

“…”

"Yan Qingying, in fact, I have never thought about what to do to feel affection. I have always been me. I am not willing to cover up what I want to say or do, because I am such a person."

“…”

"But no matter when, I can't be just an ordinary person."

“…”

I didn't know what I should say for a moment, and just stood behind him and looked at him. Pei Yuanhao took another step forward and was about to reach out to push open the door, but suddenly stopped again and said, "By the way, you don't have to tell Liu Qinghan about this. If you tell him, it will only increase your worries."

I said, "I understand."

After pausing, I asked softly again: "Where is Nan--The Concubine?"

His breath sank for a moment, and then said, "I will definitely find her back. Whether it is for Liu Qinghan or--"

Speaking of this, he didn't say anything anymore, opened the door and walked out.
Chapter completed!