"Why, you have a third uncle around you, and your father wants to find her back? Why can't we be the only three of us?"
My throat twitched for a moment.
I didn't expect that Miaoyan would say this to me, nor did I expect that she looked willful and resentful because she was angry for me, and she looked arrogant and domineering because she didn't want anyone to destroy the "three of us" - this whole that seemed extremely important to her.
I didn't say anything, but tears kept pouring out from Miaoyan's big eyes and slid down my eyes, dripping on the back of my hands.
A low mood was conveyed from her heart to my heart. I looked at her and felt so distressed. I reached out and put my hand on her shoulder and gently hugged her into my arms. This time, my daughter did not fight with me in a willful manner, but obediently pressed her to my chest. Tears wet her clothes in a short while and brought a lot of wetness to her chest. She sobbed and said, "Mom, please don't ask my father to come back, okay?"
In an instant, all the anger just now disappeared.
I also seem to understand why some parents are infinitely indulging in their children. Sometimes they are so angry that they are half-piercing and even want to beat her up, but when they see that their children are sensible and considerate, they can't get angry. They just want to agree to everything and even pick the moon in the sky to her.
However, I was still rational after all, reaching out and stroking her back: "Miaoyan, you have grown up, you should know that in this world, you can decide everything by your liking and hating."
“…”
"No matter what Concubine Nangong did to her... it was a matter between her and her, but your father, the two of them are different from us."
“…”
"She has saved your father before, and she will not save her life."
“…”
"Can you let your father treat his savior like this indifferent manner?"
Miaoyan probably didn't expect me to say this, and she didn't expect that Nangong Lizhu and Pei Yuanhao would have such a past. She raised her head from my arms in shock and looked at me: "Really?"
"How could Mom lie to you?"
“…”
"So, for reason, your father cannot leave her alone."
Hearing me say this, Miaoyan immediately fell into a confused situation. She pursed her mouth, tears filled her eyes again, and she said in a grievance: "But I really don't like her. I don't want her to be by my father's side. Mom, she treats you so much, I hate her!"
“…”
Seeing my daughter holding on to me like this, I also remembered that after I told her the two years I spent in the cold palace, she could say "Don't hurt her anymore" to Pei Yuanhao, and I felt warm and I felt nothing uncomfortable.
I hugged her and said softly: "Mom understands, mom understands."
“…”
"It's just a wonderful saying, your father, he is the emperor."
“…”
"No matter how much you hope, he can't be with you and the three of you. He also has his queen. How nice the queen is to you, do you want your father to leave her? And the prince, your prince brother, do you want your father to leave him?"
She was blocked into a dead end, as if she could not find the exit, her breathing and heartbeat were a little confused. After a while, she looked at me in a panic: "I-I-"
I held her shoulder, looked at her panicked eyes, sighed lightly, and said seriously: "Miaoyan, hating someone and hating someone requires a lot of effort. You are still young and have a lot of effort and time, so you won't understand, but when you grow up and experience it, you will understand that the limited strength and time are best spent on the person you love, so that you will be truly happy and peaceful in this life."
“…”
She looked at me blankly, as if she could understand what I said, but I didn't want her to really know too much, because this principle was that she would be able to truly understand the truth after suffering a lot of hardships and even understand the helplessness of life.
She would better never understand.
She is better qualified to be willful.
I hugged Miaoyan, my most caring daughter. All the cold wars and contradictions before seemed to disappear in this moment. Although I could still feel the heavyness and grievances in her heart, and there were too many doubts in her, at this moment, I hope to hold her forever and protect her forever like this.
And she will never understand these principles and will always be protected by me.
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Three days later, the team escorting the coffin of the Tomorrow Concubine was ready.
There were more than a dozen carriages and thousands of people following the team. What Chabixing said to me already showed that this trip was definitely not as simple as escorting the coffin, so I was not surprised at all when I saw such a formation.
Qinghan saw it and just nodded slightly.
Our carriage followed the imperial carriage. Originally, this time there was only the emperor, King Ning, and Qinghan and I followed. Later, I didn’t know what Miaoyan went to Pei Yuanhao to say to him. In the end, Pei Yuanhao agreed to take her on the road. Although I was a little worried, he just said lightly - "It’s time for the child to worship his ancestors." I had nothing to say.
Speaking of which, the imperial tomb is probably not a place that everyone can go to.
Lao Yao, of course, went with him.
I have discussed with him privately, and most of the antidote refining has been completed, waiting for the final "medicine induction". So this time he went on the road, he only wanted to take care of Qinghan, and said nothing else.
Chang Qing took the imperial guards who had been sending the emperor to the city gate. The sun rose to the east, and the golden sunlight shone on the gray city walls, as if it had coated the ancient city with a layer of golden cloak. Pei Yuanhao explained to the queen for a long time, and all the people around him were kneeling at their feet, solemn and respectful, and did not even dare to raise their heads.
Finally, it was auspicious time.
The city gate let out a long and hoarse sound in front of us, slowly opening. A gust of wind blew in from outside with yellow sand, blowing the white banners held high in the hands of the servants on both sides of the team, and swaying. Although it was midsummer, it gave people the illusion that white snow fell.
For some reason, a little chill rose from my heart.
Pei Yuanhao waved his hand to the front-
Chapter completed!