After she said this, I was calm and did not make any hypocritical faces, saying, "So, have you thought about it before I really caught you and bleed?"

Nangong Lizhu looked at me for a while, then turned around and walked in.

"Come in."

“…”

"I feel uncomfortable if there is light outside. If you want to talk, come in and talk."

She took two steps, turned around and saw that I was still standing at the door, and said with a smile: "What, can you still be afraid of me now?"

“…”

Of course I'm not afraid of her.

In the past, she was high and had great honor and favor, and had been pressing on my head. Now, our identities seem to be completely altered. I am no longer the Yue Qingying who was bullied everywhere and was in danger of being at ease.

If you want to be afraid, it is actually because she is afraid that I will really catch her back and bleed.

However, looking at her dull tent with almost no light, I really didn't want to walk in. It was not because I was worried that she would be unfavorable to me, but because I felt an inexplicable uneasiness.

It seems that something will be lost?

I thought a lot in my mind at this moment, but Nangong Lizhu just looked at me coldly and said, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk to me."

“…”

Of course it doesn't matter.

Of course, Qinghan's life will not be "indifferent".

I took a deep breath and took a step in slowly. Only this step did the man step into the tent from outside and immediately felt the cold smell inside. The heavy tent fell behind him, blocking the light outside.

In the somewhat dim light, Nangong Lizhu sat in the dark place just now, on her bed, and I slowly walked to the bed opposite her and sat down.

I think this picture is quite dark.

But when I looked up at her, I was stunned.

Because, her red eyes flashed slightly in the dark light, but not the gloomy and cold light, but rather hot - tears.

I frowned: "You—"

"Yan Qingying," she suddenly called my name, but her voice had an unimaginable hollowness, as if it was not from her throat, but from a bottomless deep cave. I was trembling slightly by her voice, and then I heard her say, "Why did you show up?"

“…”

"Do you know that your appearance and your existence are a great irony to me?"

A great irony...

Looking at her red eyes, I thought for a while and smiled faintly.

She looks very familiar now. I thought about it and then realized that I had been like this in the past. Although I couldn't see myself, I guess that when Pei Yuanhao slapped me to the ground with a palm in front of her, my expression should be almost like this.

At that time, she looked at me like a fairy on the high clouds. Looking at the mud on her feet, she never regarded me as an opponent. She even came to see me after I was sent to prison and suffered torture.

At that time, she thought she could beat me.

And many years later, looking back at us at that time and then at the present, maybe it is really a great irony.

I also looked at her for a while and said lightly: "Why should Concubine Nangong say that?"

"The Imperial Concubine..."

When she heard these two words, she trembled slightly, as if an invisible needle was stabbed into her body. She smiled, but she seemed to have a salty and tearful look on her face: "Concubine... What else do I have besides this name now? What else do I have?"

“…”

"Yan Qingying, I have nothing."

“…”

"And you, no matter if you say you don't care, you already have everything. The emperor's heart is you, Yuan Xiu's heart is you, you have a child, and a so sensible and beautiful daughter."

Speaking of wonderful words, my heart also softened.

And her eyes flashed, as if her whole person was trembling violently: "You have one, Liu Qinghan, and a man who can give anything for you."

“…”

"Yan Qingying, why are you?"

“…”

"You have everything, why do you have it? What do you want, you get everything I want?"

She became more and more excited as she spoke. Even the hand clenched into a fist was still exerting force. Even if the light was dark, I could see the blue veins rising on the back of her hand.

I thought she had already figured out these days, and at least she could calmly deal with some things, but she didn't expect that she was still so excited.

At this time, I became calmer.

I looked at her for a while and smiled faintly: "Is that so? It turns out that you think I have everything. But do you know, what I want?"

She was slightly stunned.

I said, "I want a happy family. No matter how poor or low, I hope that my parents can be with me, love and protect me; I hope that I can support myself, whether it is embroidery or textile, at least it belongs to me; I hope to marry a good man, I am willing to follow him and play with my husband and wife; I want a cute child, I will accompany her to learn to speak, learn to walk, and wait until she grows up, and then choose a kind husband for her and send her to get married..."

The more I said, the heavier her expression became.

And I looked at her red eyes without blinking and said seriously: "Do I want more?"

“…”

She didn't speak, and even if she spoke, I knew that she only had one answer.

This is just an ordinary woman, and the most ordinary life in this world.

I smiled and said, "It's a pity that God doesn't care about me very much. My mother has a weak relationship. My father has long left me. I have lived to this age and have no career of my own. Although I look rich, I am just a rice worm raised by others. My daughter, she has left me since she was a child. After so many years, I have spent only a few years with her. Even when she suffers from abscess, she even called you a mother!"

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"As for you, Pei Yuanhao and Pei Yuanxiu, they have me in their heart..."

Speaking of this, a little hotness surged in my eyes: "But so what?"

“…”

"They are both powerful. I have a fight with them, but even a better body has not fallen behind."

“…”

"Nangong Lizhu, you and the emperor imprisoned me in the cold palace for more than two years, and my stomach has been bad until now. In one month, I only have two or three days to have a good appetite; and Pei Yuanxiu - I can only have Miaoyan, a daughter in this life."

She trembled violently and looked up at me.

I looked at her and said calmly: "How much better do you think I can be than you?"

“…”

"I said so much, but I didn't want to say these things at first, because they were all over, and I was too lazy to think about them myself. I just wanted to tell you, what you call - I have everything, but that's what I don't want."

“…”

"The man I want, his life is in your hands!"

“…”

"Can you save him?"

Nangong Lizhu slowly calmed down. She looked into my eyes and looked for a long time. Suddenly, "These days, I have been with Princess Miaoyan day and night. She has talked to me a lot, and I have also heard a lot. She is really a good child. You taught her very well."

This sentence seems to be something that an outsider should not say to me and my mother.

But I felt that she seemed to have something in her words, so she didn't say anything, just looked at her.

"I only realized that this child had such a bitter love." She chuckled and looked up at me: "You mother and daughter will fall in love with the same man."

My face slowly sank: "Do you think it's funny?"

She only chuckled that lightly, but there was no smile in her eyes. On the contrary, she lowered her head and her long eyelashes covered her eyes, revealing a little sadness: "I just think that child is pitiful."

“…”

"Probably, this is my retribution. At that time, I wanted to hurt your child, and now--"

Speaking of this, she couldn't even talk about it herself.

My eyes were red, too.

This is indeed the heaviest knot between me and her. It is not Pei Yuanhao, not Pei Yuanxiu, but my daughter. The deepest wound in her life is probably that no matter how she expects, she will never be able to be a mother.

Her breath was strong, and she sobbed for a while before she looked up at me again and said, "Do you know that your daughter is actually still like Liu Qinghan?"

“…”

My breathing suffocated and I looked up at her.

She tilted her head and looked at me for a while, then said, "You know."

I was silent for a while, and then said, "When you are moved by a person, sometimes it is just a sudden collision, and sometimes it is a tacit understanding forever. In fact, it is the same with a person's heart. Sometimes, it may be difficult to forget someone for a lifetime, but if he does something that is enough for you to give up, give up, that is, for a moment."

“…”
To be continued...