Ye Fei, what's wrong with you?
What happened would make him so desperate and even feel sorry for his own life? When I thought of the time when I mentioned Alan in front of him, he became even more excited and my mood became a little heavier.
Could something happened to Alan?
However, Master Ye... If I remember correctly, I had met Qingchen before his death, and the two of them had a secret conversation. Later, I heard that he had received a lot of money and food from the Yan family, and then there was no news.
I don't doubt that he must have negotiated with Qingchen, or that being entrusted by Qingchen to do something, and it is definitely not a trivial matter. But until now, because I am in the north, I can't get any information from the outside world, and I don't know what they are doing.
Could it be that something happened to them?
But if this is true, how could Ye Fei be unscathed and even come here?
I really don't understand, but listening to his faint breathing, I was even more worried that he would not be able to hold on. I didn't know what I could do, so I could only sit by his bed and wait quietly.
Fortunately, no matter how weak his breathing continued.
During the whole day, no matter how chaotic it was outside, I stayed in this tent. The Iron-Faced King probably knew that I was worried about Ye Fei's injuries. He sent someone to ask me a few times and gave me some food. Although I really had no appetite, I still barely ate some things and asked someone to feed Ye Fei some medicine.
But he fell into a coma and couldn't eat anything at all.
In the evening, it started to wind and snow outside again. The already very cold weather was already very bad at this time, because after experiencing that sneak attack before, many things in the camp were destroyed, and so many people died, so they could not get anyone to take care of him.
I could only go out and asked someone to come in and put it in front of the bed to prevent it from being so cold in the tent. As for the matter of guarding Ye Fei, I was the only one who came by myself.
Not long after, Ye Fei began to tremble and sweat, but there were too many injured outside, and the doctor was too busy at all. I could only ask someone to boil a bowl of medicine and fumbled it down slowly into his mouth. Although I knew he drank less and vomited more, I still insisted on feeding him half a bowl. At least, it would be good to drink one or two sips.
But his breathing became weaker and weaker.
While I wiped the cold sweat from his forehead with my handkerchief, I whispered: "What happened to you? What happened to you? You are so unwilling to even take care of your own life?"
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"Will it be more painful than what I have experienced these days?"
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"You know, I have nothing."
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"Mother, brother, they are all gone, and my daughter is going to marry to the grassland to marry. Although she is willing, I am still sad. I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a mother and have not protected her well, but have always let her bear the pain she should not bear. She is still so young..."
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"Ye Fei, Qinghan is also gone."
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"I can't tell anyone, and I don't know who I should tell."
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"The world is so big, but there is no more him."
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"When he was still there, no matter how difficult or hard it was, even if he had reached the dead end, I could still persevere, because I could still dream, and dream that one day I would be with him, and we could stay away from all the troubles of the world and live a peaceful life."
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"But now, I can't even dream."
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"I'm in my dream, I can't find him."
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"Ye Fei, do I have to go to the underworld like my mother to find the person I want?"
I felt his breath suddenly become heavier, but when I leaned over, he was still in a coma, with no sign of awakening.
I touched his cold, sweaty forehead and sighed softly.
Now, I can't cry anymore.
There are even some words that cannot be said, and they can only say those words to a coma, almost nothing.
But it doesn't make any sense to say it.
I sat quietly, and I don’t know how long it took, my hands and feet were completely numb and I couldn’t even stand up. I heard a very light footsteps behind me. Someone lifted the tent and walked in slowly. I didn’t look back because I couldn’t see it even when I turned around and didn’t ask.
Because soon, I felt a cold hand stroking on my shoulder.
It was Pei Yuanhao's hand.
Somewhat surprisingly, his hands were very cold, like an ice cube, emitting a heavy chill. Although it was placed on my shoulders, the chill quickly penetrated his clothes and almost immersed in my body.
I don't know how long he has been standing outside.
I said, "Have you not rest yet?"
Maybe he really stood in the snow for too long, and his voice was cold when he spoke: "Why haven't you been back to rest?"
"Ye Fei was too seriously injured, and the doctor said he didn't know if he could hold on."
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"I want to guard him here."
After saying that, I turned around and could not see anything, but I also said calmly to him: "Your Majesty's injury is so serious, so let's take a break earlier. The doctor also told me that you need to recuperate."
He was silent for a while, and then said, "He is seriously injured, and I am also severe. What about you?"
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"You let us all rest, you're here to guard."
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"Yan Qingying, do you really want to go to the underworld?"
I was slightly stunned, didn't say anything, and slowly turned my head away.
But his hand did not let go of me, but instead pinched my thin shoulders harder, almost pinching my fingertips into my flesh. I felt that he did it on purpose. Even though the doctor had treated his wounds before, he did not use such force when it hurts. Now, I feel that my flesh is almost pinched through by him.
I didn't say anything, but he tried harder and harder, as if he had to let me speak. When I felt that my bones were about to be crushed by him, I finally frowned and whispered, "What are you going to do?"
"I want to know, what are you going to do?"
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"I thought you had come out, and I thought you had accepted the fact that he was dead."
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"You asked me to leave today, not to let me survive, but you don't care about your life at all, right?"
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Chapter completed!