Although I felt sad when I heard what she said just now, now I couldn't help but smile again on my face.
When I saw Ye Fei like that, I was really worried about something that happened to A Lan, and even more worried about an irreversible tragedy between them, but now I realize that it was just a misunderstanding.
The luckiest thing in this world is not that you encounter something good, but that you encounter misfortunes, which are just false alarms.
I smiled and said, "That's great."
When Alan heard me say this, she seemed to give me a blank look: "What's good about it?"
"Very good."
“…”
"Sister Lan, you should be glad that God is still on your side."
“…”
"You must be even more grateful that he is still alive."
Alan didn't say anything, but her breath sank slightly.
I said, "At that time, I was in the palace. The emperor told me that in fact, many times back then, he had thought about killing me. The entanglement between me and him was too deep. Not only did I feel pain, but he was also in pain. He thought about killing me and putting aside all."
“…”
"But he still didn't do it."
“…”
"I think he also understands that if a person is alive, he can have love, hate, and love. There are thousands of possibilities. Even if it is incredible, it can happen as long as people or others."
“…”
"But once a person dies, there is nothing left."
“…”
"Those who have no beginning will never begin; those who have begun must end immediately."
“…”
"Sister Lan, do you understand what I mean?"
“…”
"You should be grateful to God. He is on your side. No matter what, Mr. Ye Fei is still alive. This is already the best, the best--"
My heartbeat became heavier and heavier, and tears seemed to surge from my heart, and my throat was blocked. I choked and couldn't speak, and my eyes were already red.
Tears were like beads with broken threads, rolling down one by one.
Alan saw me like this and was shocked. She said, "Qingying, what's wrong with you?"
I also wanted to make a smile, raised my head and smiled at her, but tears had wet my whole face and I could no longer control it. I slowly lowered my head, and tears rolled down from my eyes like a dam.
Alan immediately felt something, and she grabbed my hand with her backhand: "What's wrong with Liu Qinghan?"
“…”
"You said you encountered a change, what happened that made your hair white and your eyes blind?"
“…”
"Light, tell me!"
I gritted my teeth tightly, almost biting the tip of my tongue. The salty and astringent taste of blood suddenly filled my mouth. The taste stimulated me to tremble. Alan could see what I am now. She grabbed my shoulder more eagerly and grabbed hard: "What the hell is wrong, tell me!"
“…”
I held on for a long time before I forced myself to tears and the severe pain in my heart that was almost spreading to my whole body. I slowly raised my head and looked at her: "Sister Lan..."
"What the hell is wrong?"
I smiled softly with tears in my eyes: "Cherish the people in front of me."
“…”
"I can't."
Alan suddenly gasped, and she seemed to understand suddenly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Liu Qinghan, he--"
"He's gone."
Alan's hand trembled suddenly and slowly loosened from my shoulders.
She murmured, "He, he..."
"Sister Lan, he's gone."
I smiled, but no matter how much I gritted my teeth this time, I couldn't control my tears, as if they were not my own, and kept rolling down.
I could only cry and smile and say, "He left like that when I didn't know or even see it."
“…”
"He lied to me again."
“…”
"He said that he agreed when he rescued me from Pei Yuanxiu. He would not lie to me again, but he lie to me again, and he lie to me again..."
“…”
"And I actually believed him again, and I was deceived by him again."
“…”
"Sister Lan, can you believe it? I was deceived by him again."
“…”
"I was deceived by him and didn't even see his last side, Sister Lan..." I slowly lowered my head, leaned my forehead against her slightly twitching shoulder, and tears immediately soaked her clothes. I gritted my teeth and said word by word: "I want to kill him!"
“…”
"But I want him to survive again. As long as he survives, everything will be fine..."
“…”
Alan sat there without saying a word, twitching in her body, as if the pain was severe. After a long time, she slowly raised her hand and trembled and stroked my hair.
"He is really dead?"
“…”
"how so?"
“…”
"I can't save him even if I take such medicine?"
“…”
"That medicine was specially found by the sect leader, called the "Gate of Eternal Life". Although this medicine is highly toxic and will intensify the toxicity in his body, but—"
Speaking of this, she couldn't continue.
After a long time, he whispered: "How could this happen..."
“…”
"how so?"
She also fell silent. After a long time, I finally calmed down the pain in my heart. Or maybe it was not calming down, but just made myself get used to it again. I slowly raised my head from her shoulders. She stretched out her hand, wiped away the tears on my face with her thumb, and said softly: "You are... like this for him?"
I smiled.
There were tears in the corners of my eyes that could hardly be suppressed, but I could no longer control my emotions. I reached out and gently stroked my temples, and said, "He won't let me see it, let alone let me know."
“…”
"It seems like I've just left like that, I can leave nothing."
“…”
"But there are still some things left on me."
“…”
"Sister Lan," I looked up at her, felt her breathing trembling, and said softly: "You are so beautiful, don't be like me."
“…”
"I have no choice, but Mr. Ye Fei is still alive."
“…”
"Maybe, I can survive well."
“…”
"You said that you lived too bravely in the first half of your life, but what should you do next? You should make a choice."
“…”
When she heard me say this, her breath became heavier. My words seemed to be a stone pressing on her heart, and the atmosphere in the room suddenly became tense.
And just as we were silent, a very light and thin, almost inaudible sound came from the bed—
Chapter completed!