In the end, I didn't answer her question, but just held her tightly in my arms.
Miaoyan seemed to be able to feel my reluctance to her. She didn't say anything, but just held me with both hands. After a long time, I felt the clothes on my chest, which were tightly pressed against her face, slowly becoming wet.
My daughter, maybe I really don’t have to worry about her anymore.
The matter of holding their marriage spread quickly, and the surroundings began to get busy. I couldn't see it, so I naturally couldn't help, and I couldn't even take out the money from my "mother-in-law" to make a decision. I could only listen to the excitement outside, and red lanterns hung under the eaves one by one. Every morning when the sun came out, I looked at the light in front of me, and seemed to have a joyful red color.
Later, I went to take a look at Yangchu.
This time this time this child saw me was a little different from seeing me in the past, and he became much less angry.
I sat beside his bed and could smell the strong smell of medicine in the air.
I asked, "How is your injury?"
"Okay, much better."
"Can your hands still move?"
"It's possible to move. The doctor said that it didn't hurt his muscles and bones, but he couldn't use force these days."
"But no matter what, you should rest more and not leave any root cause."
"I know."
Feeling that he was so well-behaved, more obedient than the meat dumplings he was when he was a child, I smiled faintly: "You don't have to be afraid of me."
Hearing my words, he seemed to be stunned for a moment. After a while, he whispered: "Aunt Qing, I'm just worried that you'll be angry with me."
"Why am I angry with you?"
"I--"
"Because you are going to marry Miaoyan?"
"……Um."
I sighed and said calmly: "You two are too young, especially Miaoyan. She hasn't been by my side for many years. I really don't want her to get married so early, let alone see that she got married in this way for some reasons."
Feeling that he was anxious to say something, I didn't give him time and said calmly: "But sometimes, the power is stronger than the human being."
Yangchu was stunned: "The power is stronger than that of others?"
I nodded and said, "Many people want to compete for the supreme position, thinking that after sitting in that position, they can be as they pleased. However, they do not know that there are no people or things in this world who can really do whatever they want. The more noble the status and status, the more constraints they will be, and the greater the sacrifices they will have to make."
“…”
"His Majesty the Emperor sacrificed his life to create a peace with you, and I, although as a mother, I am unwilling to let my daughter sacrifice this way-"
He heard my voice and choked up. Yangchu sat up from the bedside with difficulty, as if he wanted to comfort me. But I reluctantly swallowed the bitterness in my heart and said in a stern voice: "But someone once told me that people always have to do things in this world, and some people can do better than others, so naturally they will let them do it."
“…”
"Maybe Miaoyan, that's the same person."
"Aunt Qing..."
I raised my head and looked at Yangchu, and said calmly: "Yangchu, I have seen you since I was a child. I know that you are kind-hearted and not the kind of cunning person. In fact, if Miaoyan really wants to choose a husband, you must be a good candidate in my mind."
“…”
"But I still have to say--my daughter is a very good girl."
“…”
"You have to treat her well."
“…”
"She is already very sensible, but it is because we are not good enough that we are parents that we are so sensible in some things. But she is still young after all, and sometimes she is willful. You have seen these things."
"I know, Aunt Qing, I like all her looks."
I smiled faintly.
The two of them actually didn't spend a long time together, but Yang Chu was indeed very good to Miaoyan, and it was quite meaningless.
But what he said was like was actually too shallow.
I smiled and said, "I know you like her, but it's not enough for two people to be together. You like her appearance, but her appearance will eventually change. In the future, there will be more girls with more beautiful appearances and better personalities."
Yangchu was stunned for a moment: "Then-"
I said gently: "I hope you and Miaoyan both understand the value of each other, because their appearance will change, but some things are not only unchanged, but they are also irreplaceable by others."
“…”
"Even, except him, there is no more possibility in the world."
Yangchu listened to me very seriously. He thought for a while and said, "Aunt Qing, is this the end of the world?"
I smiled faintly: "The so-called ending with oneself does not mean being stubborn. Even if a person falls into depravity and has a decay of character, he must guard it. It is not that two people have clearly embarked on two paths, but give up their own lives for the so-called "end with oneself" and follow other people's lives. That is stupid. People should not be like pigs and dogs, and they should follow them if they have food."
“…”
"Like someone, perhaps as you said just now, at the beginning, it starts with liking her like her; as for deep love, you should love her talent, her responsibility, and her will be stronger than others."
“…”
"From one's end, one's character will be valuable."
“…”
"Yangchu, there are many numb and ruthless couples in this world. There are many children who are greedy and unrighteous in their lives, and they are not a few of them who are tempted by love and love, just to have people who can live with them and protect themselves from food and clothing for the rest of their lives. Even if such people sleep in the same bed for the rest of their lives, they are just living together."
“…”
"And you and Miaoyan, I know that neither of you is such a person, so I hope you don't just live together. Being together is actually a kind of fulfillment, and each other can achieve a better self."
“…”
"Can you promise me?"
Yangchu's breathing was heavier than before. I heard him slowly sit up from the head of the bed and say seriously to me: "I know what Aunt Qing means. I am not as good as Aunt Qing said, but I will become a better self as Aunt Qing said."
“…”
"I will also be nice to Sister Miaoyan."
I smiled and said, "Actually, I believe in you. As long as you become a better self, Miaoyan will definitely be happy."
As I said, I reached out my hand tentatively. Yangchu immediately reached out and held my hand. I touched his finger. As Miaoyan said, there were some injuries on it and it was not completely scabbed, so it hurts a little when I touched me. I said, "Yangchu, I will leave it to you."
Chapter completed!