I smiled faintly at myself whom I could not see in the bronze mirror: "All everything that made it grow up, together with this seed, is given by you."

His hands trembled violently and let me go.

I felt his chest tightly against my back also leave. After a long time, a low, mute and almost unfamiliar voice rang above my head-

"Is it me who made you hate me?"

“…”

"I have done so many things, I hope to keep you, I hope to give us two futures, and I hope you can love me."

“…”

"But, I made you hate me."

“…”

"But I made you hate me..."

I sat there blankly, listening to his voice getting lower and lower, and at the end, my throat was so hoarse that I couldn't make a sound, and there was no fluctuation in my heart. I just felt that he leaned down again and hugged me. His chest seemed to be colder than before.

Especially - his heartbeat.

I seemed to feel his heartbeat anymore.

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This night was particularly deep.

I have forgotten how I went to bed to sleep, did I walk over by myself, or was it reported by him in my drowsiness?

I forgot everything.

I only remember when I woke up in the morning and felt the light in front of me, I immediately felt a look at me.

That feeling comes from the dream late at night.

I couldn't help but turn my head. Although I couldn't see anything, I still looked at the feeling and heard a hoarse voice saying, "You're awake."

Pei Yuanxiu!

He is by the bed?

Did he come back after leaving or stay here forever?

I couldn't help frowning, but he seemed to be unable to see the expression on my face at all. He bent down and said softly: "Get up and eat something, you've been sleeping for a long time."

“…”

I originally didn't want to "show weakness" in front of him or show a little weak look, but my body was not as good as before, not to mention that I was a blind man. Many times, I couldn't help myself - my body was unable to do anything.

I sat up and immediately a few palace maids came in to serve me to wash. Listening to the movement outside, I probably guessed that it was almost noon and I had indeed slept for a long time.

After washing, someone brought the meal.

Listening to the sound of them putting the dishes on the table, they were on for a long time, and they thought they were full of food. The fragrant smell immediately spread in this originally simple room. He took me to the table and then delivered the rice bowl and chopsticks to my hands.

"Eat something."

“…”

My throat slightly stuttered.

At this time, memories that had forgotten in the past suddenly surged up like a tide. I suddenly remembered that when I was still on the ship in Jinling, he once killed those people quietly in front of me in order to force me to have a meal.

Now, in such a gentle tone, although there was no sign of what he was going to do, the familiar feeling still spread from his heart to his limbs and five bodies.

My hand holding the chopsticks froze.

Although I can't see it, others can see it, let alone him. Maybe he will see every slight fluctuation of expression on my face clearly. He was silent for a moment, picked up a little dish and put it in my bowl.

"Don't be afraid."

“…”

"I, I will not hurt you again, nor will I force you again."

“…”

"Don't be afraid of me."

“…”

I was silent for a moment, and said nothing, lowered my head and ate the things in the bowl one by one.

The meal was very quiet, without even a sound. He picked up something into my bowl and I ate it calmly. Fortunately, he did not ask me to eat more. After stuffing most of the rice, he finally put down the bowl and chopsticks.

Someone came in to clean up the dishes on the table and brought hot tea.

I took a sip of tea before I delivered all the food that was piled up on my chest. I breathed a sigh of relief, and then I listened to the rustling sound of the wind outside and the bamboo leaves.

It's so quiet here.

But, what's next?

What should I do after dinner?

I only knew that he asked Qimuge to kidnap me and asked Xie Houqi to escort me, but he hadn't seriously considered what he was going to do when he caught me and returned here.

If you want to use me to threaten Pei Yuanhao, or threaten the soldiers of Jiangnan and Xichuan—

He is not a child anymore, of course he should know that in the face of such a big event, the lives of one person, two people, or even a group of people are nothing.

No one will really be in front of the general trend of the world, and Gu Xi is a gentle face.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but raise my head and heard him say, "Let's go."

"…?" I was stunned for a moment, and then said, "What are you doing?"

He didn't answer me, but came over and grabbed my arm and helped me up. I couldn't resist his strength, and there was no need to argue with him. So he stood up and he helped me out.

Although the winter in the capital is full of wind and snow, there are also good things, that is, when the sun comes out, the whole world looks particularly bright.

As soon as I walked out, I felt like I was about to be killed.

The bright light in front of me gave people a warm feeling. In fact, the winter sunshine is indeed extremely warm. He held my arm and walked forward slowly. The bamboo leaves on both sides were rustling by the wind, and some snow foam accumulated on the leaves was blown down and fell on his face, itchy and savory.

I just don't know where he is going to take me.

After walking for a while, he felt that the road was about to be completed, but he took me a turn and went back again.

I finally couldn't help but say, "What are you doing?"

He said, "I'm just taking you out for a walk."

“…”

"It will be better for your health after a meal."

“…”

"You can rest for a while."

“…”

I was a little confused about what he was going to do, eat, spread, and rest... Isn't this the day for those old men and women?

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Although I was confused, I didn't ask questions. After all, after I couldn't see it, I was completely unsure of him, many people and things around me. I just arrived here the next day, and I still need to figure out the specific situation.

He took me back again, and then, he really let me lie down and rest for a while. The couch was placed by the window, and the window was open. Although a little wind blew in, it could not disperse the warmth in the house. In addition, the sun shone on my face, which made me feel very comfortable. I really slept for a while.

As soon as he woke up, he heard someone coming in and said to Pei Yuanxiu: "Emperor."

Finally I heard someone else coming.

However, this title made me stunned for a moment before I came to my senses - since I came here, I have been with him alone, and no third person appeared between us, and his attitude was almost the same as before, so I had forgotten the fact that he had ascended the throne and became emperor.

Pei Yuanxiu said: "Come in."

"yes."

My brows twitched slightly, and then I carefully identified that person's voice was very strange. It should be someone I had never met before. He should be very old, at least about sixty years old, and the footsteps he walked in were very light, so he was obviously very careful.

He walked in and saluted in front of Pei Yuanxiu. Pei Yuanxiu said, "Show her."

I was still a little confused and didn't know what was going to happen, so I heard the man say, "Ms. Yan please stretch out his hand."

I frowned: "What to do?"

Pei Yuanxiu's gentle voice immediately rang in his ears: "Don't be afraid, Doctor Zhang is just here to show you."

Imperial Doctor...

He asked the imperial physician to come and see me?

I hesitated a little, and the imperial physician carefully invited me once again. I thought about it and stretched out my hand.

A soft pillow was placed under my wrist, and another thin silk hand was covered with a thin silk hand. The imperial physician carefully treated me for a long time. After a long time, he took his hand back: "I'm working."

Then, he said, "I offended."

I sat down without moving. I felt him coming over, looked over my eyelids, and carefully checked a few places before retreating.
To be continued...