The palace began to get busy again.
Pei Yuanhao has long been the emperor. This time he is just returning to the capital. Although it is a big event, it is impossible to hold a grand ceremony to celebrate this event like he ascended the throne.
Therefore, my enthronement became the first major event.
It probably became an excuse for everyone to celebrate completely.
However, as an excuse, my attitude makes people feel very strange, because I am very calm, not only without noisy resistance, but also without even the intention of noisy.
Every day, I only stay in Yihua Palace and rest assured to rest.
Although I am so rare, "well-behaved", I don't seem to be like what I usually do, so many people came to visit me during this period.
However, the first question was Ning Fei Yang Jinqiao.
She saw that I looked like this now, and she was not as surprised as other old friends. Instead, she needed me to comfort her. I only told her, "Because of some changes," she understood everything and patted my shoulder gently.
This is the best thing to interact with smart people.
You don’t have to pull away your wounds and tell her little by little why she is in pain, what it looks like when she is in pain, and how she will suffer in the future.
She only glanced at her and knew that you were full of sadness and could no longer speak with her mouth.
However, after accompanying me in silence for a long time, she said, "You really want to accept the enthronement?"
“…”
"I thought you would rather die than die."
“…”
I smiled faintly.
She was quiet for a while and said, "But I also know that you must not be willing."
I said, "You see, I don't seem to be forced."
“…”
She was silent for a long time and said softly: "Yan Qingying, no one can be resurrected after death."
She said this sentence very lowly, and it is too common. People will encounter such situations many times in their lives, and they will say it to others, and maybe they will hear others say it to themselves.
People cannot be resurrected when they die.
Yes, I have already understood this truth and have already spent many sleepless nights under the comfort of this sentence.
He won't be back.
He won't be back.
I was silent for a while, then smiled and said, "I know."
Yang Jinqiao said: "I know you won't make another choice because he left. You are not like this. But I hope you-"
I looked up and looked at her.
She looked at my eyes and looked at them very seriously for a long time. The focused look almost made me feel the sadness. I heard her say, "Yan Qingying, you are a good person, there should be more people like you in the world."
“…”
"I'll be very sad even if I only have one less."
Her temperament was as cold as hers, and when she said this, her voice was choked.
It’s not that I don’t know that for her, her life has ended early and her fate has been written in advance, so she feels extremely frustrated when she looks at me now.
I looked at her quietly, and after a long time, I said, "I know you are good to me."
“…”
"Mrs. Jin Qiao... If only I could listen to you at the beginning."
"Light!"
I felt that she was almost crying, so I smiled at her.
Looking at my smile, she seemed to have known something.
Now I have already understood everything, and no matter what others say or do, it can no longer affect me.
So, after a long silence, she gently patted my hand and left.
After that, of course someone came to see me again.
Ye Yunshuang, Liu Li, and even Wen Sisi and the others.
Everyone knows the role I played in this Central Plains War, and also knows the fact that Pei Yuanhao is about to enthrone me as the imperial concubine. It seems that the harem has never been as harmonious as this moment. All of them come to visit me with a little joy and a little sad look.
They didn't say anything they could say, and most of what they said was something I could expect. I was calm and waited until everyone was a little tired of that deliberate and calm smile, I sent them out with a smile.
The only visitor who surprised me was Gu Ping.
Since Pei Yuanhao took him away, there has been no news about him for so many years. This time, he suddenly appeared, which surprised me.
And he looked at me, naturally he was more surprised than me.
When the two met like this, it was like a different life. I realized that after being taken away by Pei Yuanhao, he had been locked in a prison in the capital. However, Pei Yuanxiu entered the capital and there was a big chaos there, so he escaped.
However, he did not escape far away, after all, there was no place for him to live in the world.
So this time, Pei Yuanhao became a treasure again, and he came back to find me again.
He grabbed my hand and repeatedly called me: "Aunt Qing, I..."
I smiled and reached out and touched his face.
I haven't seen him for too long, and I'm blind now, so I'm almost forgetting what he looks like.
Maybe, even if I see him now, I will not recognize him. After all, a boy of this age has changed a lot. I can only vaguely remember the thin back when he accompanied Li'er and me to Jixiang Village, took Li'er by the river, and gently reasoned with her.
His life is about to end.
I said softly, "It's all over."
“…”
"Ping'er, live a good life in the future."
My fingers stroked his face, and felt warm tears constantly falling. He choked and said, "The Emperor asked me to protect His Highness the Crown Prince and be his guard."
I smiled gently: "Okay."
“…”
"My Ping'er was originally a capable person, and now she can do something.
“…”
"Your parents... and your sister, they will feel relieved to watch you in the sky."
"Aunt Qing!"
He knelt down in front of my bed crying and burst into tears: "I'm sorry for you!"
“…”
"If it weren't for me, and I did that, wouldn't Aunt Qing become what she is now?"
I couldn't help laughing.
There was also a little hot stuff flowing in my eyes, but I just smiled and didn't really let it flow down. I reached out and gently wiped away the tears from his face. I said softly: "Don't be stupid."
“…”
"Everything is fate, no one can do anything."
“…”
"Many things are unavailable for you."
“…”
Chapter completed!