"January 12, 1985."

"Today I took a boat through the Muggle route and successfully crossed the border of England. I found a small town to live on the border of France. I finally didn't have to worry about those damn Aurors. After they went through the complicated and long procedures,

Before, the French Aurors probably wouldn't have cared about me."

"I have time to start my research again. This will be a new chapter in my life, so it is necessary to change to a new diary."

"As for the bold idea I had conceived before, after searching a lot of information, I confirmed that it is feasible. Unfortunately, young wizards are so hard to come by, and the entire UK is on guard against me. I was originally planning to go to Africa.

The protection of young wizards there will not be so strict."

"But now I have a new plan"

"I can totally give birth to one myself. What a genius idea. It only takes me ten months to get a baby wizard who is completely mine. I can completely train him from an early age. As long as I follow the plan closely, he or she will be born."

She will be the most powerful Obscurus in history!"

"The problem now is that I need to find a man. The good news is that I'm not bad looking, and French wizards are much better than those British wizards. At least their sexual orientation is normal."

"Of course it's easier for Muggles, but I don't want to take the risk of giving birth to a Squib. I don't have much time."

"."

"January 20, 1985."

"I overestimated my own charm, and also overestimated the responsibility of French wizards. They were very willing to have a one-night affair with me, but they were very fussy about safety measures. I really hope to find out who invented condoms - they are so

The Muggle who calls that thing - give him a hundred Cruciatus Curses!"

"Fortunately, I bought a bottle of love potion from a vampire in a tavern."

"Next, I need to choose a qualified wizard."

"."

"February 29, 1985."

"I finally succeeded. I can feel that there is a new life in my body."

"But I found out helplessly that I had no money. In order to maintain the effect of the love potion, I had to go to the vampire again and again. I didn't know that the chance of this kind of thing would be so low. Thank God, if another one is delayed,

Yue, I have to sell my blood to vampires!"

"But everything will be fine. I killed the wizard and took away all his belongings. This is of course risky, but who cares?"

"I decided to leave France, take a Muggle ship up the coast, and find an island to live on."

"."

"December 25, 1985."

"Today is Christmas. This is a special day because my sweetheart was born."

"It hurts so much. I don't want to experience it a second time."

"Looking at this wrinkled little thing, I even felt a little soft. Maybe I should find other young wizards to let her grow up well. No, Nisrael, you can't have such weak thoughts. Don't forget your dream. . ”

"Anyway, I'm a little uneasy today. I should think carefully about what to name this little thing."

"."

"December 26, 1985."

"Yesterday's idea was really stupid. There was no need to give it a name, was it?"

"Everything is for a great plan. She is just a part of the plan, a magic material. Do I still have to give a name to the materials I collected?"

"The answer is no."

"I have to remind myself of this all the time and not to have unnecessary emotions. As a wizard and a scholar of mysticism, it is important to stay calm and rational."

"."

"June 12, 1991."

"She is almost six years old."

"I can proudly say that I am a very qualified mother and she grew up very healthy."

"Muggle reading is very interesting. According to the above method, I taught her what kindness is and what love is. Obviously, she will become a kind and simple person."

"This is what I want to see. In these six years, I have never let her come into contact with anything about magic. I am happy to see her have beautiful fantasies about the future."

"By the way, she has generated fluctuations in magic power for the first time. Maybe not long after, my plan can officially begin."

"."

"December 25, 1992."

"It's Christmas again, and there's good news today."

"Her reaction to magic is getting stronger and stronger. Even though I emphasize every day that magic does not exist in the world, she always secretly sees me using apparation or flying spells. This is of course intentional on my part."

"She tried to release her magic power, but I severely stopped her. Merlin, she must be extremely wronged. I have maintained a friendly attitude in the past seven years, but this is the first time I have hit her."

"Of course, she still loves me. How could such a simple and beautiful little girl hold a grudge? She just became a little uneasy and uncomfortable, but I didn't find any signs of Obscurus in her body."

"Maybe I should try harder."

"."

"February 1, 1993."

"Maybe I made the wrong choice living alone on the island."

"She is so tolerant. Even if I torture her, she still looks at me with those lovely aqua eyes and begs for my forgiveness. Hell, she actually thinks she has done something wrong."
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"I thought about it for a long time and realized what was wrong. She has been with me since she was born and has never seen anyone else. It is like a blank piece of paper. With my own power, no matter how I paint it,

It can't make her feel more painful."

"Actually, I feel like she has begun to get used to and accept everything I do."

"I have to think of other ways."

"."

"February 5, 1993."

"I kidnapped a Muggle."

"He was very frightened. He was scared half to death. This state is not good. Fortunately, I used the Imperius Curse well and I controlled him."

"She was very resistant to this strange Muggle at first, but after two days of getting along with him, she obviously liked him. Of course she would like him. After all, everything I controlled the Muggle to do for her was when she showed magic fluctuations.

I was doing it every day before."

"I'm very skilled in this area."

"."

"February 10, 1993."

"I succeeded!!!!"

"I can feel the dark power in her body, what a magical power, just because the pain of a little girl can actually give birth to such an existence, I can't help but sigh that the knowledge of magic can never be finished, but now, please

Let me be proud, because I, Nisrael, created this miracle."

"I can't wait to write about how I did it."

"Obviously, her feelings for Muggles are getting deeper and deeper, and she even shares her secrets with Muggles. Regarding her belief in the existence of magic, and even trying to release her magic, I certainly will not tolerate this happening."

"So, I controlled them and gave the Muggles a Cruciatus Curse in front of her."

"Sir Merlin, I really don't want to recall her expression when she heard the screams of Muggles. I think her pain will be more intense than that of Muggles. After all, she is too simple. I have to admit that I am soft-hearted.

, so I gave the Muggle a death curse."

"What is gratifying is that she collapsed, and the power of Obscurus was revealed for the first time. Of course I was prepared. I have been busy for the past seven years. This tower is full of magic spells. Their effects

There is only one, suppress Obscurus."

"The plan is successful, and the next work will become easier. I need to feed the Obscurus, of course, using pain as nourishment. The method used this time is good."

"I should think about how to catch more Muggles."

"."

"August 5, 1994."

"The idea of ​​hurting her by torturing the Muggles started to stop working."

"She resists contact with all strangers. Although killing those Muggles in front of her can still make her feel pain, it is too wasteful. I can't find so many Muggles. In order not to attract attention, I have changed

There are several ways. Hell, I feel like I could go to Hogwarts and be the Muggle Studies professor now!"

"Of course, I won't do that. From the newspapers, it appears that the British wizarding world is not peaceful recently. The Boy-Who-Lived caused a lot of trouble. Ha, I'm tired of hearing this name in the past two years. Savior?

A bad dark wizard actually left the entire British wizarding world helpless, and finally ended everything with a baby. It's so ridiculous."

"Just wait, when my plan succeeds, they will know what real despair is. I can't wait to see the power of Obscurus destroy the entire London. In fact, when I wrote this line, I was shaking with excitement.

."

"."

"August 2, 1995."

"I saw in the newspaper that the Boy Who Lived claimed that the mysterious man had returned. Judging from the tone of this report, the British magical community simply does not believe this."

"They don't believe that a dead person can be resurrected."

"These idiots who clearly have magic power and are qualified to explore the mysteries of magic, but they only focus on waving their magic wands and washing dishes every day, how can they understand what magical and great things magic can do? No, of course they don't understand

, in their view, those who wash dishes are normal wizards, while those who study the mysteries of magic are dark wizards."

"When I go back, I will tell them what a wizard should look like."

"."

"December 15, 1995."

"She no longer shows any reaction in front of me."

"This is normal. I can't even remember how many methods and means I have used to deceive and torture her over the past year. I read an ancient book from the East. To be precise, it is an art of war. I have benefited a lot.

, in fact, most of the methods I adopted against her came from the inspiration of this book. Of course, these methods are useless now."

"I can recall several times when I was of great help. Once, I pretended to go out and then used the Disillusionment Charm to hide in the tower. As expected, she did not resist the temptation and went to find the Muggles imprisoned in the cage."

"Of course, she didn't want to let the Muggles go, but tried to kill them. This is not surprising. She knew that there was no way to leave here except death."

"Poor girl, she thinks that killing them is the same as rescuing them. If she is discovered by those Aurors, she will be imprisoned in Azkaban and will never be able to get out. Of course, I don't think so, at least in my case.

In the tower, what she did was right."

"Those Muggles can never imagine how many torture methods I have, and they can never imagine the extent of the pain. Of course, death is a relief. They just looked at her in fear, not knowing that she was doing this.

What is it all for? They cursed, they begged, they spat at her, I really can’t get enough of this scene."

"Of course, I still stopped her. How could it be so easy? I still need their tortured souls to strengthen the spell of the tower and suppress the Obscurus in her body."

"Another time, I pretended to be seriously injured and returned to the tower, and died soon after. My acting skills were so good that she completely believed it. The first thing she did was to eat a butter biscuit."
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"She thought I didn't know what she was secretly hiding. How could I not know? I just think it's a good thing that she can still retain some humanity. This at least shows that she can still create nutrients."

"Anyway, after eating the butter biscuits, she started to commit suicide by jumping out of the window. I secretly cast a magic spell, but she did not fall to death. This is an interesting thing. After that, she always thought that she could not fall to death from this height.

”

"Back to the topic, I watched her try various ways to commit suicide. Obviously she also wants to be free. Poor sweetheart, this day will not last long, but she has to use my method. After I have prepared for her for ten years,

Among the towers of the year."

"There are many other interesting stories about how I deceived and tortured her. I would love to record them, but this diary is already too long. I thought I should check her out. She seemed to be interested in the two newly captured people.

Oriental people are very interested, of course, I can only guess based on my understanding of her - she never has any expression on her face."

"."

"December 21, 1995."

"Today I tried to let her handle the corpses herself. Of course, it was the two Oriental corpses. They brought me a lot of fun."

"I still remember that when one of the Oriental people was tortured to the point of unconsciousness, he actually shouted that he wanted to eat his last meal. I know that there is a tradition of decapitating rice in the East. They seem to be extremely obsessed with food. I leave the decision-making power to

I gave it to her. I know she hid some snacks and was used to eating a biscuit before committing suicide several times. She should be able to resonate with this oriental idea."

"What's disappointing is that she doesn't care about the pleadings of the Easterners at all and is indifferent to the torture. I'm very sorry for this. My lovely daughter is no longer kind."

"There is only one Muggle left in this batch, but I don't need to think about replenishing it. She has reached her limit. No matter what she does, she can't squeeze out a trace of nourishment. I can see it."

"Of course, I won't waste it. Tomorrow I will use up the last Muggle, and then prepare to extract the Obscurus from her body. With the suppression of hundreds of painful souls over the years, as long as I don't take the initiative to trigger it, the Obscurus will

I should be able to stay calm for another two years, enough for me to complete the attempts I have planned."
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