Chapter 1949 Really Cruel as You(1/2)
Late at night, Lin Lian woke up. The doctor examined her and found that mother and child were healthy.
After a few more days of observation in the hospital, you can be discharged if there are no problems.
The stone that had been hanging in our hearts for more than half a month finally fell and we could have a good sleep.
Hou Shude asked the others to go back first. She, Coco and Hou Shuyu are here.
After all, Lin Lian had just woken up, and it was not good to have too many people in the ward.
After everyone left, only Hou Shuyu, Hou Shude, Keke, and Lin Lian were left in the ward.
At this moment, the ward became quiet.
Zhan Keke was sitting in front of the bed, holding Lin Liang's hand, feeling particularly happy.
She is the happiest and simplest of all the people here.
She knows nothing and is carefree.
"Haha, mommy is awake!"
"Keke knows mommy can wake up!"
She was shaking her head, her face full of happiness.
Lin Lian looked at her and stroked her soft hair: "Mommy wants to eat the apples that Keke bought. Can Keke buy apples for Mommy?"
Zhan Keke's eyes widened: "Apple?"
"Coco bought it?"
"Go Coco!"
"Coco, go right away!"
The little girl immediately slid off the chair at such a fast speed that Hou Shuyu quickly held her hand and said, "My little ancestor, please slow down."
The little girl said quickly: "Grandma Yutai and Coco are going!"
"Haha, okay, Grandma Yutai will go with you."
"Um!"
"Mommy, wait for Coco, Coco will be bought soon~"
The little girl waved to the forest curtain.
Lin Lian smiled gently at her: "Okay."
The little girl and Hou Shuyu left quickly, leaving only Hou Shude and Lin Lian in the ward.
Hou Shude knew that Lin Lian had something to say to her, so she sat in front of the bed, looked at Lin Lian, and waited patiently for her to speak.
Lin Lian looked at the door
After closing the door and listening to the sounds outside, she looked back at Hou Shude.
"grandmother."
A smile appeared on Hou Shude's face, he held her hand and patted her gently: "Grandma is here."
Lin Lian looked at this kind face, much older than the first time she saw her.
He also became much thinner.
She said: "I'm sorry."
Hou Shude paused, then looked at Lin Lian's expression.
Lin Lian was extremely calm. Ever since she woke up, she had been very calm and silent.
Only the tears she shed and the vicissitudes in her eyes told them of her pain.
She couldn't accept Lian Shi's death.
But there is no way, this is a fact.
You have to accept it even if you don't accept it.
Especially, she was pregnant with his child.
It was impossible for her to take the child with him.
Hou Shude held Lin Liang's hand tightly and shook his head: "You are not sorry for grandma, it is grandma who should be sorry."
"grandmother……"
Hou Shude stopped talking. How should I tell her her life experience at such a time?
She couldn't say.
Lin Lian looked at Hou Shude, seeing the self-blame, guilt, and deep pain inside, and whispered: "That day at Alcatraz Island, Zhao Qiwei told me that I am from the Liu family, my biological father is Liu Yuwen, and my biological mother is Lin
Bright moon."
Hou Shude raised his head for a moment and opened his eyes wide.
She looked at the person in front of her in disbelief: "You..."
"That's a lot, but I didn't tell you."
"I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to do."
Hou Shude's eyes trembled, and she couldn't control her tears.
Lin Lian's eyelashes fluttered, and she looked back and looked forward: "I knew very early that I was not Lin Youding and Li Mei's child. At that time, I was shocked and couldn't accept it."
"But when I think about Lin Youding and Li Mei,
I understand why Lin Jiaojiao and I are so different."
"I am indeed not their biological child."
"But, I don't want to be without a home, I don't want to be without a family."
"Without them, I would be alone."
"There is nothing anymore."
"That feeling is so scary."
She said these words gently, still so calm.
But Hou Shude's tears kept rolling down uncontrollably and couldn't stop.
"I want a family. Even if it is a fake one, it doesn't matter. I am careful to maintain it and not break the last bit of the illusion."
"At times like this, I have thought about my biological father and mother."
"Why did you abandon me? Why can't they be by my side?"? "I have thought about many possibilities and held many beautiful fantasies, but in fact, I know that I may be abandoned."
"Such a fact is cruel, but it is not that hard to accept."
"So, I can still go on well and don't feel anything wrong."
"But I never thought that my biological father would be Liu Yuwen and my biological mother would be Lin Youding's sister."
"And knowing that in that situation, I was confused."
"I don't know how to accept and face this."
"Because I know that maybe I wasn't abandoned, but for other reasons."
"But sometimes, I would rather be cruel than beautiful."
"It's beautiful, but it hurts even more."
Hou Shude shook his head: "I'm sorry, grandma didn't find you earlier, grandma..."
Hou Shude lowered his head and held Lin Lian's hand tightly, making Lin Lian's hand wet with tears.
Lin Liang looked at her, looking at the gray-haired old man. She raised her hand and landed on the wrinkled face.
Go up and gently wipe away her tears: "Grandma,
You didn't apologize to me."
"My biological father and mother have never sorry for me."
"If I have to say sorry, there is only one person."
"He's sorry for me."
Hou Shude raised her head and looked at the person on the bed. Her eyes were scarred and they would never get better.
"He's sorry for me."
"It gave me hope, and then it made me despair. It made me despair, and it gave me hope, and then it made me despair."
"He is the most cruel person to me in my life."
Hou Shude opened her mouth. She wanted to say something, but at this moment she seemed to be mute and unable to speak.
She hates Lian Shi.
To be continued...