Chapter 1481
What he experienced and endured in his life was the pain that Zhuang Yibo never dared to think about.
During the days when he was in a coma, she looked at him lying on the hospital bed, and what often flashed through his mind was all the things he had experienced-
He has never mentioned what he has mentioned, what she has seen, what she has never seen...
She had never experienced such a life, but in the imagination of just a few days, she indulged herself in the pain of almost suffocation.
She couldn't breathe.
If this was her life, she would probably have chosen to give up at the beginning.
She has no way to get to where she is today, no way to achieve what he has achieved, and no way to overcome the disease...
He has done many things that ordinary people cannot do, but in the end he will still blame himself for his brother's incompetence.
But he shouldn't have carried another person's life at all, even if that was his own brother.
He has already endured enough in his life. If he needs to do his best to hold on, how can he have other energy to take care of others?
Besides, after experiencing many things, will he not be tired, tired, and powerless?
He will.
So in the two years he was sick, he went abroad and let go of everything in China. Even Shen Haoxuan no longer cared about it, so he let him let it go for two years.
But is this too much? Should this be criticized?
No, no one can judge his life except himself.
But if he did not fulfill his responsibilities as a brother in his judgment, it was nothing more than adding burden and pain to his life. She didn't want to watch him bear this burden and pain anymore.
Shen Wangjin probably understood what she meant.
He stroked her hand, and after a long time, he spoke softly again: "Then should I... how should I heal myself?"
"Life is still long." She looked at him with red eyes, "The future is still long... We can work together, take it slowly..."
After hearing this, Shen Wangjin looked at her quietly for a long time, then reached out to gently stroke her eyes and chuckled slowly.
Shen Wangjin stayed in a hospital in Bincheng for nearly a month.
Shen Haoxuan also lived for the whole month.
They were adjacent to the ward, and Zhuang Yibo could often hear the movements coming from Shen Haoxuan, but even if Shen Haoxuan was in pain, Shen Wangjin forced Shen Ruiwen to send someone to restrain him tightly, allowing him to cry and never be soft-hearted.
When he was discharged from the hospital, Shen Haoxuan lost weight a lot, with long hair, dark circles, and unshaven beard. The whole face had the words "abnormal".
Although the person looks abnormal, the frequency of attacks is much lower, but the eyes are becoming more and more shrunk, and they look a little sinister.
Fortunately, Zhuang Yibo didn't have much contact with him, and he didn't care much about his gaze and look.
On the day of discharge from the hospital, two cars drove to a brand new villa.
Zhuang Yibo looked at the house in front of him with some surprise, "This is..."
But Shin Wangjin didn't say anything, but just stretched out his hand and held her, saying, "The environment here is pretty good."
After hearing this, Zhuang Yibo couldn't help but pursed his lips.
The environment here is indeed very good, and more importantly, there are no painful memories.
It was prepared for himself and for her.
Chapter completed!