Hearing what Qianxing said, Huo Jinbei was still calm.

Hearing her say "I like you", there was no expression on his face;

Hearing her say "Do you want to know what the real me is like?", there was still no expression on his face.

He didn't even intend to answer her, but just stared at her quietly, as if he was just talking or not.

Qianxing seemed to have no expectation of his answer, so she was not disappointed at all in his appearance.

Instead, she continued to speak-

"You already know about Huang Ping." Qianxing looked at him, his expression no longer had the erratic and rebelliousness he used to be. She was very calm and calm, as if she was still telling other people's stories. "I was very obedient before meeting Huang Ping."

Because she clearly knows her origin and situation, she is very obedient.

Because she has no father or mother, she relies on her uncle to raise her up. Therefore, even though her uncle and aunt are not kind to her, her cousin is domineering to her, and she is still very obedient.

Until, she met Huang Ping.

After that incident, she realized that sometimes, no matter how well-behaved or obedient it is useless.

"Do you know what kind of people the hooligans and gangsters like to bully the most?" Qianxing said, "It's the girls who look honest and timid - the more well-behaved, the easier it is to grasp them."

That's why Huang Ping likes her.

But at that time, no one was standing on her side.

No one speaks for her, no one stands up for her, no one even believes her-

When such a thing happened, she was closest to the only person she could rely on and rely on, but she felt that she was embarrassed and caused trouble.

Since then, she has lost her last loved one.

"Since there is no good result to be a good girl, then I'll be a bad girl." She said lightly, "At least that way, I can protect myself."

Huo Jinbei's eyes froze slightly, but his expression still changed no major changes.

"I may not care about other people's opinions, and do not care about anyone's concern and help, but I must protect myself." Qianxing said, "I did nothing wrong. I should live well, live openly, bravely, and better than anyone else."

Huo Jinbei finally spoke deeply: "That's true."

However, Qianxing slowly shook his head and said, "But later, I realized how ridiculous my existence was."

Huo Jinbei couldn't help but stare.

"Before that, no matter how difficult life was at my uncle's house, I had never been disappointed." Qianxing looked at him, as if he was trying hard to smile, but his eyes could not be controlled. "Because I always felt that no matter how hard life was, I could not let my mother down."

Speaking of this, she finally laughed and said, "Although I have never seen her, I think she must be a woman full of tenderness, surrounded and filled with love. Otherwise, how could she rather be mocked and scolded by her eyes than giving birth to me, but why would she not reveal my father's identity to my uncle? It must be because they fell in love, but something forced to separate. But even so, my mother has to spend her life to give birth to me, so I cannot let her down."

She bit her lip, and her face gradually filled with self-deprecating: "But Song Qingyuan appeared. He broke the last beauty in my heart and made me wake up. It turned out that I was not a witness of love, nor a crystallization of love. I was just a tool for blackmailing."

The hand Huo Jinbei placed behind him could not help but clenched into a fist.

"The reason why she was pregnant with me was that after I was born, she could use me to give Song Qingyuan conditions, or even beat him hard." Qianxing said, "So she couldn't tell my uncle who my biological father was, because according to my uncle's uncle's temperament, she would go to Song Qingyuan to get benefits when I was born, which would ruin her plan. But what she didn't expect was that she would die when she gave birth to me. I don't know whether this was a tragedy or a comedy."

"It's not your fault either," said Huo Jinbei. "We don't have any choice about origin."

Qianxing nodded slowly, as if he agreed with his words, but the next moment, she slowly lowered her eyes and said, "But my belief in life has collapsed. Nothing in my life can support me to live openly and bravely like before."

Huo Jinbei's eyes fell on her lowered eyelids and slowly spoke, "I can't either, right?"

Qianxing didn't expect him to ask this. After a moment of silence, he slowly shook his head, "You can't at that time."

It’s not that it’s impossible, it’s that the time is too short and the bond is too shallow, and it’s not enough.

At that time, Huo Jinbei was not enough to become her belief.

"What about me now?" Huo Jinbei said, "I am still not allowed now, right?"

Qianxing suddenly raised his head and met his gaze. His lips moved, clearly trying to argue something, but he seemed to be unable to say anything.

Indeed, from the beginning to the present, all her performance seems to show that he still cannot.

"So what is the meaning of saying these words to me today?" Huo Jinbei asked again.

Qianxing paused for a while before finally speaking: "I don't want you to be unhappy because I'm unhappy... I want you to know that you are not worth being unhappy for me."

"Okay." Huo Jinbei actually replied bluntly, "I received it. Is there anything else to say?"

Qianxing stared at him again, but couldn't say a word.

"Since there isn't, I'll go back first."

After saying this, Huo Jinbei turned around and walked towards the gate of the community.

Qianxing looked at his back and saw him walking further and further away without looking back.

The security guard at the entrance of the community had been standing there and looking around for a while. When he saw him strode, he quickly opened the door for him.

Huo Jinbei was about to enter the door, but suddenly there was a panic and anxious footsteps behind him-

Then, two slender arms were added to his waist, tightly wrapping him around.

Qianxing was almost out of control, buried his face in his vest, and tears rushed out uncontrollably.

"You can, you can..." Her voice was fragmented and chaotic, mixed with crying, and she could hardly hear it clearly.

But Huo Jinbei could hear every word clearly.

“…I just don’t dare…”
Chapter completed!