Chapter 991 If
She said that before, she wanted to be a lawyer.
This idea is probably the closest existence in her life to "dream".
But this dream is so far away that it is vague.
That was indeed a very old thing, so many years after that, Qianxing never thought of this dream again.
Or maybe she can no longer manage this dream.
After Huang Ping's incident, she realized for the first time how helpless her life was. No one was on her side, no one would help her, no one would protect her--
She has nothing but herself.
Since then, she has gradually moved away from the so-called "dream".
After that incident, her grades plummeted.
The teacher talked to her many times and went to her uncle and aunt, but her uncle and aunt were too lazy to pay attention to her, and she could do nothing to do.
She is not that smart or lucky enough. Even if she puts all her efforts, she can only move forward in her studies while trying her best to protect herself.
But at that time, she still had faith in her heart—
My mother wants to give birth to her "love" even if she tries to death, which is her faith.
Therefore, even though life is difficult and even if she can no longer focus on her studies, she still feels that she can live a good life in the future.
Therefore, even though she could no longer get into an ordinary undergraduate degree when she was in her senior year, she did not give up on herself and became an art student.
Other art students participate in training everywhere, trying to get more certificates and certificates, and make the most adequate preparations for the future college entrance examination.
But she had nothing, no money to attend training classes, and no money to participate in extra extracurricular activities.
All she could do was steal the teacher outside the school dance classroom.
It was also in that dance classroom that she met Zhuang Yibo and finally got a little favor from fate.
Zhuang Yibo is completely different from her. She is a proud daughter who has dreamed of dancing since she was a child, so when Zhuang Yibo extended a helping hand to her, she really helped her a lot.
Later, Zhuang Yibo easily passed the dance major exam at Tong University, and she gritted her teeth and tried her best, and also used the score line to barely pass the exam.
After the college entrance examination scores came out, the two of them joined hands to enter Tongda University.
It was supposed to be where she got her new life, but Song Qingyuan appeared again.
He easily defeated her only remaining faith, and it was not an exaggeration to say that her subsequent life was wandering and giving up on herself.
The only remaining belief in life has collapsed, and there seems to be nothing to be pursued in life, and "dreams" are even more luxurious.
What's more, the dreams she has gone through are so much contrast with her own life—
That's why I feel ashamed to speak up.
Because it's too far away, too ethereal, too ridiculous, too ridiculous.
How could her life with such a traumatic life be worthy of having such a dream?
I just feel that speaking out is defiling the profession that was once a dream.
So she had forgotten that distant dream in the morning.
Until that day, when I was taking the bus with Huo Jinbei, I got off at this stop and happened to walk into the trial court to listen to the trial.
She subconsciously resisted such a place, and did not want to go in at all, nor did she want to listen to the trial that had nothing to do with her.
But the person who took her hand and took her in was Huo Jinbei, who was unable to break free.
Such an environment was unfamiliar to her and made her a little anxious, but she could only endure it so she was so depressed.
But that night, she dreamed of the trial court again.
The next day, the interview place was opposite the court.
After the interview, she stood opposite the street and stared at the strange and familiar building in front of her for a long time. She walked in again like a devil.
After that, it's like this every day.
She went out early and came back late every day, but most of her time was spent in the court, sitting in the auditorium, listening to the verbal and verbal in the court in a daze and trance.
And why?
Perhaps it was because she suddenly remembered her dream that she had long forgotten-
Even though she could never touch that dream again, she still couldn't help but want to see what it would look like if this dream could come true.
Although those are all the same as others, she still wants to see them.
Or, while watching, she can have a dream, a "if" dream,
Such secret and obscure thoughts were originally impossible to express.
But the person she met was Huo Jinbei.
In her life plan, there shouldn't be a slight existence, but he squeezed in so strongly and could no longer rule it out.
Besides, she couldn't bear to rule it out at all.
So, facing him, what else can she say?
No matter how shameful or embarrassing it... she shouldn't hide it from him.
Because she knew clearly that even if the whole world laughed at her, Huo Jinbei would not.
But when she finally said it, she still couldn't control herself and was so moved to tears by the tear and fluctuations in her heart.
Huo Jinbei reached out his hand, held her hand wrapped around his waist, and then slowly turned around.
Her eyes were red, and her face was covered with tears, and she was extremely embarrassed.
But Huo Jinbei stretched out his hand and wiped away the tears from her face little by little.
"If you want to be a lawyer, then do it." He said with a sigh, "Why are you crying?"
Qianxing was suddenly stunned, raised his eyes to meet his gaze, as if he had seen... some alien creature that had never been seen before.
...
That night, Qianxing was very silent after returning home and fell asleep quickly after taking a shower.
In the next few days, Qianxing was silent.
This silence has nothing to do with the relationship and state between the two people. Every morning and evening when she is with Huo Jinbei, she always tries to find many topics, but she always falls into a state of loss of mind as she talks from time to time.
In addition, she did not go out early and come back late as before. She always stayed at home until after 2 pm before leaving and went to work in the dance classroom.
The trial court probably has never been to it again.
A few days later, Huo Jinbei had a rare day off and took Qianxing out again.
Based on the fingers, this is the second time the two of them are going on a date, so Qianxing is looking forward to today's date content.
As a result, the place where Huo Jinbei took her to was the largest book center in Bincheng.
Qianxing was stunned as soon as he entered, and suddenly fell into a depressed state again, "Are you going to buy professional books? I wouldn't have come out with you if I had known it. I didn't like reading books the most... Otherwise, I'll go to the shopping mall next door to wait for you, and come to me after you buy the books!"
After Qianxing finished speaking, he turned around and wanted to run away without waiting for his answer.
However, Huo Jinbei grabbed her as soon as he reached out and dragged her to a certain area.
Twenty minutes later, Qianxing, who was following Huo Jinbei, held a thick stack of high school teaching materials in his hand, and was filled with horror and confusion.
Huo Jinbei was still standing next to the bookshelf and carefully picked up the information he wanted.
In this area, either students or parents are around. Qianxing looks at this and then that, and then receives the other party’s rebounding gaze, and feels uncomfortable all over his body.
"Huo Jinbei." She finally couldn't help but shouted at him, "Why are you buying so much high school information? Are you going to give to whom? Are you sure that high school students will be happy to receive these things?"
Chapter completed!