Chapter 993 The future is still very long
In the past, Qianxing never thought about what his future would be like.
Later, after being with Huo Jinbei, she thought about it, but it just flashed by, like a glimpse of light, and she didn't dare to think about it carefully.
First, she is still immersed in the joy of love and subconsciously avoids something that will make her unhappy;
Second, such a future is too empty and too ethereal, or she can't think of it at all.
But now, Huo Jinbei told her that she could live to 80 years old and that she still had to live in the next fifty years. He said that it is not too late to do anything now.
Qianxing actually knew what he meant. She had already noticed what he meant since he took her to the book center-
He felt that she could take the college entrance examination again. This time, she would no longer be affected by the living environment and shadow events. She could focus on her studies, go to college again, and choose her favorite major, so as to do what she wanted to do.
Such development is too ideal for Qianxing.
She has long been accustomed to facing the pure reality. The future Huo Jinbei refers to is something she dared not even dream of.
So she escaped, she retreated, she was cowardly.
She didn't have the courage to beat herself back ten years ago, and everything started from scratch - even in the past ten years, she had nothing in her life.
Because everything starts over and may not be success, what if it is another failure?
If she fails once, she can live in this world in a daze. What if she fails for the second time?
"Even if you fail again, you can do it for the third time or the fourth time." Huo Jinbei suddenly spoke, "Even if you fail, it's just a year of extra work and a year of waiting. You have a few decades to come. What can't wait for?"
Huo Jinbei seemed to see through her inner thoughts, but even though that was the case, there was still a deep anxiety buried in Qianxing's heart.
It took a long time before she finally whispered: "I want to think about it."
Huo Jinbei reached out and rubbed her hair, just whispered: "Okay."
After breakfast, Huo Jinbei went to the hospital to work on time, and Qianxing had to wait until the afternoon to go out. This morning, she almost sat in her room in a daze.
If the phone didn't ring suddenly at 2 pm, Qianxing would probably have been able to send it until dark.
When she heard the phone ringing, she suddenly came to her senses and picked up the phone, but she saw an alarm.
The note on the alarm is - Prepare to go to work.
She had never set such an alarm, and the only one who could choose to set this alarm on her phone today was Huo Jinbei.
He probably guessed that she would be in a daze all the time, so he set up this alarm to remind her.
Qianxing looked at the mobile phone interface quietly, and tears suddenly fell off guard.
No one is so kind to her, no one is so kind to her, only him, thinks about everything, and even helps her think about her future life.
Actually, what else is there to consider? She clearly knew what the right choice was, but she still wanted to find a little courage.
A trace of courage to face yourself completely, fully recognize yourself, and be completely responsible for yourself.
...
At 2:30, Qianxing boarded the bus to the Art Center on time.
At this time, there were not many people on the bus. She found a seat by the window in the back row and sat down, lowered her head and started a message with Zhuang Yibo.
Even if you are not talking about Zhuang Yibo, you can choose Qianxing.
Sure enough, after Zhuang Yibo knew about the matter, he immediately said, "This is a good thing. Huo Jinbei has indeed thought about you carefully. What should I be afraid of? Just try it."
After reading her reply, Qianxing couldn't help but raise his head and slowly exhale.
However, before that breath could be relieved, her gaze suddenly fell in front of her.
Against the aisle, a man in his thirties was sitting there, next to the aisle, a young girl in a short skirt stood with a hanging ring.
Both of them were holding mobile phones in their hands. The difference was that the girl's cell phone was holding it on the phone and sending messages, while the man's cell phone was wandering under the girl's skirt, as if it were not.
In an instant, Qianxing's heart burst into flames.
"Please let me go." She said to the passenger sitting outside her, then got up and walked out.
She walked straight to the girl, and when she passed by her, she gently hit her arm. The girl looked at her, and seemed to have not realized anything, and continued to look down at her phone.
Qianxing walked in front of her, then turned around, his eyes fell on the man, and he stayed for a long time.
The man's gaze originally fell outside the window, probably because he noticed something. He turned around and paused slightly after looking at thousands of stars, and then continued to look out the window.
However, he turned his head several times next and found that Qianxing was looking at him.
He felt guilty and put away his cell phone suddenly, stared at Qianxing and said, "What are you looking at?"
"Look at you." Qianxing smiled slightly and spoke.
"You..." the man was stunned, "Do you know me?"
"I know it." Qianxing said, "Do you have a name or a wolf?"
A few seconds later, the man and other passengers around him reacted at the same time. The man changed his face instantly, and the people around him were all looking at the show.
"You fart!" The man was furious in an instant, "I'm sitting here well, never moving, don't slander me!"
"Is that true?" Qianxing said, "Then do you dare to let everyone see the photos or videos you just took on your phone?"
"That's my privacy!" said the man, "Why do you just want to read it?"
"Oh, it's okay." Qianxing shrugged, raised the phone in his hand, and said, "The videos on my phone are not privacy. You can share them with everyone to see what your phone is doing just now."
The man's face instantly turned into a pig's liver. At the same time, the girl standing in front of Qianxing seemed to realize something and pulled her skirt uneasy.
"You don't have to be afraid." Qianxing looked at her and said, "A vulgar man who only dares to secretly photograph people under his skirt on the bus will be honest as soon as he is sent to the police station."
"Don't fuck you, don't fart!" The man jumped up in an instant, "Why do you say I'm secretly taking pictures! My fucking phone accidentally put it next to her skirt and it was secretly taking pictures! What about her? She came out with such a short skirt, didn't she deliberately reveal her flesh for the man to see? I also said that you two joined together to frame me on purpose!"
As soon as he jumped up, the girl shivered again in an instant, and stood forward with a red face.
"Don't be afraid." Qianxing gently pulled her and said, "Don't listen to his nonsense, I will testify for you."
There was a bus stop ahead, and the bus was slowly pulling back. Seeing this, the girl hurriedly broke free from Qianxing and said, "Forget it... Forget it... Anyway, I have no losses..."
"Did you hear it?" The man became proud in an instant, "They wear so short just to make people see it. They have no objection. What are you? Message nobody!"
When the girl heard this, her face seemed to turn redder, and her ears and eyes turned red, but she just gritted her teeth and didn't dare to speak.
Qianxing was instantly angry again, turned to look at the man, and sneered: "What am I? When I send you to the police station, you will know what I am--"
She was used to being in a smoky nightclub and seeing all kinds of hooligans and rogues. Once her eyes became sharp, she immediately became a little sharper, with a very imposing momentum.
Seeing this, the man was stunned for a moment, then suddenly stood up and said, "I'm too lazy to argue with you! I'm at the station and I'm about to get off the bus-"
After the words were finished, the car door had already opened. The man was walking slowly. When he saw the car door open, his eyes suddenly changed. He suddenly jumped out of the car quickly, and he rushed into the crowd on the platform, and quickly flashed.
Qianxing was about to jump out of the car and chase after him, but the girl next to her suddenly pulled her, looked at her with red eyes, and said, "Don't go, don't chase..."
"Why?" Qianxing was only surprised.
"This kind of person is terrifying..." the girl whispered, "You can do anything, forget it, forget it..."
After Qianxing heard her say that when he was about to turn around, the man had already disappeared behind the station sign and didn't know where he went.
At the same time, the car door in front of her was slowly closing.
Qianxing couldn't help but gritted his teeth, but at the end, he just said, "It's okay, I took a picture of him with my phone and the bus also had surveillance. I don't believe he can run away - of course he wants to forget about such a person, but... he can't."
...
That night, Huo Jinbei worked overtime until midnight before finally returning home.
As soon as he entered the door, he saw Qianxing sitting next to the dining table, holding a short, soft hair, eating a bowl of noodles.
"Are you back?" Qianxing looked up at him, "Have you eaten? Are you hungry? Do you want to eat noodles?"
"No need." Huo Jinbei walked to the dining table, pulled open the chair and sat down, then said, "Why are you eating at this time?"
"I've just returned not long ago," Qianxing replied.
Huo Jinbei's eyes fell on her head again, and he stayed for a while before slowly speaking: "Cut your hair?"
"Yes." Qianxing pulled his short hair, "I just cut it myself in the bathroom."
"Why did you think of cutting your hair by yourself?" Huo Jinbei said.
"Because hair shorter will look smaller," Qianxing said. "That way, I can sit in the library and pretend to be a high school student--"
Hearing this sentence, Huo Jinbei raised his eyes again and his eyes stayed on her face for a long time.
"Does it look like it?" Qianxing asked.
"Like." Huo Jinbei said.
"Okay." Qianxing stroked his hair again and said, "Then I'm going to pretend shamelessly-"
Huo Jinbei leaned against the chair, stared at her quietly for a long time, and finally started to laugh slowly.
Qianxing met his gaze and his eyes flashed twice.
She wanted to tell him-
She began to feel that the future was not so vague, and it was not difficult for her to face herself calmly.
She finally confirmed what she wanted to do and what she could do.
She wants to regain her dreams and she wants to help some people.
There is nothing to be afraid of failure. As he said, I will wait for another year.
Her future is still long.
Their future is still long.
...
There are so many things to do, I don’t know where to start.
But she knew that even if she didn't say a word, he would understand.
So, maybe she really doesn't need to say much.
Therefore, when I opened my mouth again, Qianxing just said: "Huo Jinbei, in addition to the tutoring materials you bought, I also need a complete set of high school textbooks... If you have mathematics, you may also need it in junior high school."
Chapter completed!