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Chapter 270 Marriage Phobia(1/2)

I ate a meal for a long time, and I touched a glass from time to time. Before I knew it, a bottle of red wine was finished.

Most of them were drunk by Alily, and Yan Xin only drank about one-third of them.

But that third of it was already unbearable for Yan Xin to bear it.

Seeing Yan Xin's speech gradually becoming a little confused, Alily asked a question that had been accumulated in her mind for a long time:

"Yan Xin, I have a question that I have always wanted to figure out. Do you have anyone you like?"

"Yes, there are still many more." Yan Xin said with a smile.

Alily was speechless - is this the legendary flirtatious scumbag?

He asked again: "Who do you like the most?"

"Mao...grandfather..." Yan Xin said seriously.

Alily was stunned for a while before she realized that he was talking about money.

It’s both angry and funny – I don’t want to listen to your confession of love for money.

Then he asked, "Do you have any girls you like?"

Yan Xin didn't think much and said, "Yes, Sister Tianxian..."

Alily stopped quickly: "It's not about you, it's about you, it's about whether there are any girls you have come into contact with in reality?"

When I asked this, I felt a little nervous.

There is a little expectation and a little fear.

Fortunately, Aili interrupted it early, otherwise Yan Xin would have said "Ba Mi Mi" and "Koi Sister".

It is reasonable to say that Big Mi Mi is at least she has already appeared in Xiao Ming Ge's version of "The Return of the Condor Heroes". Although she is not popular, she is still considered a star.

As for the koi sister, it will take more than ten years to emerge.

People drink too much and can’t control themselves at all. Some things they don’t usually say will be said under the catalysis of alcohol.

It is not necessarily true that all the truth is told, but the probability of telling the truth is higher.

Alcohol can easily make people unable to hide secrets.

Hearing the question Alily asked, Yan Xin was stunned for a moment and said, "In reality... there are also people who like it... I like it just like Sister Lili..."

Alily smiled and was very happy, thinking: "I won't hide it at last, right?"

After thinking about it, he asked again, "Then... how much do you like it?"

Yan Xin looked at her, looking a little hiding: "I dare not say it."

Alily asked, "Why?"

"I'm afraid you will scold me if I say it." Yan Xin said embarrassedly.

"I promise you that no matter what you say, I will not scold you." Alily said.

"I..." Yan Xin leaned towards her and whispered, "I like it to the point where I want to do bad things to you..."

Alily's face was hot and she whispered: "What bad thing should you do...do?"

Yan Xin looked at her: "I want to hug you..."

Alily's face flushed: "That...that's not considered a bad thing, right?"

Yan Xin said again: "I want to sleep with you..."

Alily was a little panicked.

What she was looking forward to was not such an answer. She never thought that in Yan Xin's mind, the standard used to quantify the degree of liking was actually such.

Her own desire to escape.

It is not a good idea to get an adult man drunk.

This game is a bit dangerous.

But I couldn't help asking, "Then...why don't you sleep?"

When I asked this, my voice was very low and I was trembling a little.

When she asked such words, she was a little surprised, how could she ask such words?

I felt a devil called impulse sealed in my body, and I was about to break out of my orifice.

It is now hitting her heart violently, making her heart beat pounding.

This is a very dangerous game, but she has the urge to continue this dangerous game.

However, Yan Xin's next words calmed down her impulse, and she even felt a little chilling.

"When you sleep... you have to be responsible..." Yan Xin said, "You are going to get married... you have to be together for the rest of your life... This is too terrible..."

Alily took a deep breath and felt all the passionate blood cool down.

——Is this the reason?

——I am afraid of taking responsibility for her, so I have been staying close and distant.

I felt a little aggrieved: "Is it so scary to marry me and stay with me all my life?"

Her mother forced her to go on a blind date, and she had to go on a blind date almost every month. She was never willing to develop with others, and no one was unwilling to develop with her.

Unexpectedly, I was disliked now, and the person I liked was the one I like.

This person is actually afraid of marrying him.

I felt very hurt.

He thought to himself: "Who am I not worthy of you?"

Then I thought again: "Is it because I am a few years older than you? But is the difference between how many years really scaring you?"

She was born in 1981 and is now twenty-five years old. She is more than five years older than Yan Xinlai, which is indeed a heart disease for her.

After feeling wronged, think about it carefully. It seems that there are many men in this world who marry women younger than me, but there are very few men who are older than me.

Especially rich people, the more wealth they have, the greater the age span of their partner.

Then I felt a little depressed.

He thought again: "Does he still dislike me as a shameful illegitimate daughter?"

But after this thought arose, she rejected it again.

It is true that he is an illegitimate daughter, but he has never told Yan Xin that he cannot know his origin.

Then I thought: "Maybe he is very disgusted with my mother and doesn't want to have such a mother-in-law, so he doesn't want to marry me..."

I think this is quite possible.

After all, her mother and Yan Xin had a fierce conflict.

In addition, she also thought about whether it was because of her lack of business ability.

She is not a leader among her peers. Although both jobs belong to management and are in the senior management of her company, it is obviously not because of her own ability.

Other girls may do better than her if they have such opportunities.

——At least there will be no time when I am scolded by the service every day.

Compared with those around Yan Xin, it seems that it is not outstanding.

Whether it is Chen Li, Gu Ru, or Xiao Yuan, they all slowly get up with their own abilities.

Not to mention Yan Xin, a partner who opened an online store together, a girl who is still in her third year of high school, can beat her up in business talent.

It's really a matter of comparison between people and it's so annoying.

The more I think about it, the more frustrated I feel. It seems that I have many shortcomings. No wonder people are scared when they think about getting married.

Looking at Yan Xin with a flushed face, thinking that this guy was afraid of spending his whole life with him, he felt very uncomfortable.

After a while of silence, he still couldn't help asking, "Then do you have someone in your heart who wants to get married?"

Yan Xin tilted his head and thought for a while, then shook his head: "No, I'm afraid of getting married..."

"Why are you afraid of getting married?" Alily asked, "What's wrong with getting married?"

When I asked this, my mood improved a little.

Although she didn't win, she at least didn't lose.

If Yan Xin said a partner he wanted to get married, he would really lose.

"Marriage is so terrible..." Yan Xin remembered the marriage in his previous life and murmured, "When you get married, you have to spend your whole life with someone. You have to be nagged by her every day, and you have to be nagged by her parents. You are all kinds of carefulness and despised... You are obviously looking at a good person, living together is all kinds of trivial troubles, quarreling over unnecessary things, slowly eroding all your feelings... I dreamed in the same bed, and I was disgusted with each other, and I was so tired of each other.

Like an enemy, you feel upset when you see it... You want to say divorce, but if you really want to divorce, they still hate you. Even though you are so unhappy, if you want to divorce, they will be unhappy. If you let her down, you will scold you, stand on the supreme morality and condemn you, and bite you... If you have a child, it will be even more terrible. If you are bound by your child, you must hold it back to your child's sake, and you will not even have the opportunity to divorce..."

He talked a lot of nagging, and then said depressedly with his head held:

"What's good about such a day?"

Alily was dumbfounded when she heard this. She didn't know where Yan Xin, a man who was less than 20 years old, came from these messy feelings.
To be continued...
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