But as a man, Yang Yongxian felt that he had the responsibility to take care of Li Xiuxin for the rest of his life.

Because in the eyes of the villagers in Shiliba Village, Li Xiuxin was his wife. Even if they divorced, Li Xiuxin would be labeled as an abandoned wife in the eyes of others for the rest of her life.

Therefore, he cannot abandon her.

As for Ping'er, she is a good girl, and she is still the pure and pure one in the eyes of others.

She will find a better husband than him and take care of her for the rest of her life.

Yang Yongxian opened the clothes cabinet and took out the sachet at the bottom.

The sachet was embroidered with lotus flowers, which were given to him by Ping'er.

Last New Year's Eve, Li Xiuxin saw this and ran back to her parents' house.

At that time, she threw the sachet on the ground, and he picked it up and put it at the bottom of the cabinet. Li Xiuxin came back the next day. The two of them have been repairing their relationship recently.

So he never touched the sachet.

Now, he has thought clearly that if he wants to start a new life, he must let go of everything in the past.

Li Xiuxin went back to her parents' house for dinner at noon today. He just happened to sneak back and planned to take this opportunity to dispose of the sachet.

Yang Yongxian was looking for fire certificates and planned to burn the sachet when the door suddenly creaked open.

"It's clear as day, why don't you stay in the school and come back?"

The first time Li Xiuxin saw Yang Yongxian, her beautiful eyebrows wrinkled. After she glanced at Yang Yongxian with doubtful eyes, she suddenly became vigilant.

I raised my legs and entered the house. First I raised the curtain, then I leaned down and looked under the bed...

"I came back to change a pair of shoes. I didn't do anything. Why did you come back so quickly? Didn't you say you would pick you up after school in the afternoon and come back together?"

Yang Yongxian asked, secretly hiding the sachet in his clothes.

When she saw the sachet, he jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it away.

Li Xiuxin ignored Yang Yongxian, but got up and went to the closet again, opened the door of the closet, and leaned in with half of her body.

"Xiuxin, what are you looking for? Didn't you hear me talking to you?" Yang Yongxian asked again.

Li Xiuxin turned around with a puzzled look on her face, and her eyes swept around the room.

"You sneaked back here secretly. Did you make an appointment with someone to do some shameful things here?"

Li Xiuxin asked Yang Yongxian, his eyes scanning Yang Yongxian from head to toe.

I wish I could poke Yang Yongxian's chest and see into his chest.

Yang Yongxian quickly shook his head, "What nonsense are you talking about? The sky is clear and the sun is shining brightly."

Li Xiuxin twitched her lips and sneered, "Abnormality is a monster. Normally when I'm at home, you always stay in the school at noon and never come back."

"It just so happened that I went back to my parents' house today and you came back. Isn't this weird?"

Yang Yongxian was speechless and couldn't stand Li Xiuxin's interrogation like a prisoner.

"If I say no, there will be no. It didn't happen before, it doesn't happen now, and it won't happen in the future. Believe it or not!" Yang Yongxian said, turning around to leave, but Li Xiuxin took the lead and blocked the door with her body.

"Yang Yongxian, don't just abandon the stall and leave like me." She raised her head, her face was angry, but her eyes were cold.

"What does it mean to be held back by whether you believe in love or not? You could say this before, but now you are not qualified."

"Do you know why? Just because I haven't reconciled or died yet, you got together with that person named Ping'er,"

"I'm really sad that you are such a person. I thought the two of us had the same feelings for each other and we worked together as brothers."

"Whether it's poetry, songs or anything else, I can talk freely with you. I thought I was your red sleeve. I thought you were different from other men. You keep yourself clean."

"I overestimated you. The world is as dark as crows. You betrayed me and the promise we both made. I don't believe you anymore. Just leave!"

Li Xiuxin stepped away from the door, covered her face and ran to the bed, dove into the quilt and choked.

Seeing her crying so sadly, Yang Yongxian couldn't bear it. He stood at the door, hesitated for a moment, sighed and walked back to the bed.

"Xiuxin, I know I did something wrong, but I want to tell you two things."

"First, I'm different from those men. I have feelings for you, and I don't change my mind so quickly."

"When you left out of anger for two years, do you know how lonely and sad I was during those two years?"

"I looked for you, I don't know how many times, but you hid from me, and your mother even poured footwash on me."

"My heart was really cold. During that time, I lived very depressed. I was confused every day and didn't know what the meaning of life was. The road ahead was dark."

"I saved Huahua because of an accident. Ping'er was grateful to me and took good care of me in life."

"Occasionally she mended my clothes, shoes and socks. When I was sick, she gave me porridge twice."

"I'm grateful for her kindness. She is also a considerate girl. We just chatted a few more words, and that's all..."

Li Xiuxin suddenly turned her head, her face full of tears and anger.

"I've given you a sachet, so that's all?" she asked.

"Yang Yongxian, are you really stupid or are you pretending to be stupid? Don't you know what the sachet and purse represent?"

"If you didn't have that kind of relationship with them, would they give it away? If you didn't have that kind of relationship with them, would you accept it?"

"You just lie to me and continue to fool me. I, Li Xiuxin, am a fool. You can fool me as much as you like! Wuwuwu..."

She turned her head away, buried her face in the quilt again and cried.

Yang Yongxian stood in front of the bed, really at a loss.

The more you say, the more mistakes you make, the less you say, the fewer mistakes you make. I have never felt so powerless!

After being silent for a while, Yang Yongxian said: "I don't care whether you believe it or not, I, Yang Yongxian, will definitely do what I said."

"In this life, I will only have you, Li Xiuxin, as my wife, and I will never have anything to do with other women."

"Although I am just a poor scholar, I am a teacher in the school thanks to the care of my cousin. I have a decent and respectable job."

"Even if one day in the future I get lucky and get rich, I will never take a concubine like my fourth uncle did."

"A long journey can tell a horse's power, and time can tell a person's heart. I came back today just to find that sachet and burn it while you are away."

"I was just looking for Huozhezi, and you came in..."

Hearing Yang Yongxian's words, Li Xiuxin stopped crying temporarily.

She turned around and looked at Yang Yongxian suspiciously.

"Are you really planning to burn it instead of moving it to another safe place while I'm gone, and then taking it out every once in a while to see things and think about people?" she asked again.
Chapter completed!