"Actually, I'm not cold at all, and I haven't caught a cold at all. That moment just now... probably my mother was talking about me again and had some ideas about me," he joked.

"Oh?" Mu Zichuan raised his eyebrows, showing a hint of interest.

"If it is convenient to reveal it, I would like to hear the details." Mu Zichuan said.

If Yang Ruoqing had been present at this conversation, she would have definitely shouted: We women are told every day that we like gossip, but it turns out that you men are also the same behind the scenes, and you are also gossips!

It's a pity that Yang Ruoqing is currently in front of the big stage at the entrance of the village, accompanying Mrs. Zuo and the elder women in the family watching the show, so she has no time to pay attention to this.

Hearing Mu Zichuan's question, Zuo Junmo smiled and said: "There is nothing inconvenient to disclose. Brother Zichuan has probably experienced the troubles in my existence, but now you have settled down, but I...

...Haha, you know."

Mu Zichuan smiled knowingly, he naturally understood.

Zuo's mother must be urging her to get married.

Muzichuan, dressed in white, held a white seed in his hand, and his gentle voice slowly sounded: "Most parents are like this. In the years when my mother was alive, she also spent all her energy on my marriage."

"Every time she saw me alone, she couldn't eat or sleep soundly. She repeatedly tried to persuade me with sincere words, and even later used my identity as an elder to coerce her, but I remained indifferent."

"It has been a hundred days since my late mother passed away. I often think alone under a solitary lamp. Is it possible that the reason why she suffered from such an incurable disease is because I have not been able to fulfill her lifelong ambitions, and she has been depressed for a long time?

Is it caused by your heart?”

"Come to think of it, I am really not a filial son! Brother Zuo, if possible, I hope to use my own lessons to remind you,"

"As a child, you should try your best to satisfy your mother within your own capabilities. Don't be like me, leaving only regrets and shame!"

As soon as he finished speaking, the white piece in Mu Zichuan's hand fell steadily somewhere on the chessboard.

He raised his eyes and looked quietly at Zuo Junmo in front of him.

Zuo Junmo sat there, seemingly a little distracted.

After a moment, he came back to his senses, smiled, and raised his hand to pinch his eyebrows.

"Brother Zichuan, thank you for speaking out." Zuo Junmo said.

"It's just that Brother Yu can satisfy my mother with anything else, but only about marriage. I also want to obey and be a filial son. However, every time when I am about to nod, here...

…I won’t agree!”

He raised his hand and pointed to the left side of his chest.

Mu Zichuan's eyes fell on the place pointed by Zuo Junmo's finger, then he smiled clearly and looked away.

"When I comfort you now, I speak plausibly and eloquently, but in fact, I was just like you, Brother Zuo, back then?" He said lightly, with a self-deprecating arc at the corner of his lips.

"Now I realize that what I can't get over are my own obsessions and inner demons."

"Because of my obsession and inner demons, I am trapped in this situation and can't find a way out. I want to get it and get it at all costs. For this reason, I have also caused trouble to others, which made her very disgusted at one time.

I."

"Haha, now that I think about it, I'm really confused. It's enough for me to go crazy alone. Why bother others?" Mu Zichuan asked and answered himself, his smile full of bitterness.

Zuo Junmo listened attentively, but in his heart he had already guessed about the object of obsession that Mu Zichuan mentioned.

If not, the object of his obsession happens to be the person he wants but can't get.

This is really the most helpless coincidence!

"Brother Zichuan, let's not talk about the past. Since you can openly tell this to Brother Yu now, it means that you have let go." Zuo Junmo said.

"The marriage contract between you and the girl from the Liu family has been made. When the period of filial piety comes out in two years, you can marry a beautiful woman, have a husband and a wife, support your family, and have a family full of children and grandchildren."

"Your Majesty, you will be very happy if you are alive in heaven. But Brother Yu, I haven't found a way out yet, and I am still making my mother worry about me. You are a filial son, and I am the unfilial one. I am ashamed!"

Mu Zichuan pondered for a moment and looked at Zuo Junmo with burning eyes: "Brother Zuo, since today's talk has reached this point, I will break the casserole and ask the end."

"Is the person in Brother Zuo's heart that he wants but can't get the same person that I have the same obsession with?" he asked.

Zuo Junmo was startled for a moment. He didn't expect Mu Zichuan, a gentle and elegant scholar, to speak so directly at this moment. It was like going straight in and hitting the deepest part of the other person's soul.

"Brother Zichuan, are you going to torture my soul, Brother Yu?" Zuo Junmo said with a smile.

Mu Zichuan did not smile, but looked at Zuo Junmo seriously: "Yes? Or no?"

Zuo Junmo: "..."

Looking at the elegant scholar, he is really a stubborn donkey. No wonder he was stuck in his own obsession for so many years and couldn't get out. Zuo Junmo finally understood the reason.

"So what if it is? So what if it's not?" Zuo Junmo asked.

"I just want to ask for an explanation." Mu Zichuan said.

Zuo Junmo smiled: "So what if I ask for some explanation? Anyway, she is a woman that you and I can't even dream of."

Muzichuan fell silent, with a hint of sadness in his eyes.

He held a white coin in his hand and clenched his fist.

"If there was no Fengtang, maybe she would choose one between the two of us!" Muzichuan added.

Zuo Junmo said: "There are no ifs in this world, and emotional matters do not come first. Everything is fate. God has arranged it, and God has arranged it best."

"So, I never make those fearless assumptions. I like her. This is my freedom and right."

"If you like it, you don't necessarily have to get it. You like the clouds in the sky, the wind in your ears, the sunshine and rain, and the flowers in the moon mirror in the water. Can you get them all and make them your own?" Zuo

Jun Mo asked again.

Mu Zichuan frowned, "I understand all these truths, but I used to be unwilling to accept it. She was my fiancée. Why didn't she look at me even after she recovered from a serious illness?"

"Brother Zuo, you didn't participate in our childhood and adolescence. You didn't see with your own eyes how Qing'er was obsessed with me back then!"

"At that time, I had just started school. No matter whether I was studying in the school in Lijia Village next door or in the school in the town, as long as I was out of school, she would wait until I was on my way home."

"Whether it's sunny or rainy, whether it's winter or summer, she'll be there regardless of weather conditions."
Chapter completed!