"The tiger egg is gone." The infatuated ghost smiled bitterly: "Because Lingfang has no milk and the tiger egg is hungry. He is only a two-month-old child and he doesn't know anything..."

He didn't get any milk, so he cried harder. When he cried, everyone would be exposed.

Lingfang just hugged the child tightly, covering him to prevent him from crying, and forcefully covered the child to death.

"I didn't have time to grieve, so I carried my old mother on my back and dragged Lingfang along with me, and continued to flee."

I can’t count how many times I was chased by Japanese soldiers on the road, and I can’t count how many nights I didn’t sleep well.

His father and Lingfang's parents were both killed in the village, and his old mother was also killed on the way to escape.

Lingfang was shot in the leg, and he carried her on his back and ran for hundreds of kilometers.

"I have nothing to eat and am so hungry that I feel dizzy." The infatuated ghost said, "Lingfang beat me and asked me to leave her, but I won't do it."

The infatuated ghost didn't go into details, but just a short sentence, but it revealed the hardships of being helpless and confused at that time.

Finally, when the Japanese retreated, they returned to the village one after another.

"No matter how hard it is, we have to go on. We buried our loved ones, planted crops in the devastated fields, and gnawed on the roots of trees. Just like this, another two or three years later, our second child was born."

This time it was better, the child didn't eat much, and Lingfang gradually recovered from the pain of losing her child.

But unexpectedly, the second wave of Japanese invaders came again, and this time they were even more brutal.

"You can't imagine how many cruel things cannot be recorded in textbooks."

His second child died again, being cooked by the Japanese.

Lingfang couldn't bear the blow and wanted to fight with the Japanese, but was pinned to the ground...

"She was dying, and I had my limbs cut off. But how could I let go of my own mother-in-law?"

What he recalled in his mind were the days when he and she fished barefoot by the river and went up to the mountains to pick wild fruits when he was a child.

One time, she was trapped in the mountains due to heavy rain. She cried all the way back and he carried her all the way back. How could he let her die helplessly?

"I took advantage of the devil's sleep and carried her on my back."

The playboy was stunned: "Wait a minute, your hands and feet weren't picked off, how could you carry her on your back?"

The infatuated ghost smiled bitterly: "If you can't walk, crawl. Even if you crawl, you have to take her out."

His Lingfang has suffered too much. He has no ability. He can only watch her being defiled and see her heartbroken. He can no longer let her lie on the ground and die.

Just crawling and crawling like this, hiding here and there, with the ghosts chirping and screaming behind her, Lingfang cried and begged him to leave her.

"I didn't listen." The infatuated ghost still only said three short words, summarizing their life-and-death struggle for survival back then.

In the end, of course, he couldn't escape. He fainted and passed away. From that moment on, Lingfang's whereabouts disappeared.

When he woke up again, there was no one in the village.

In times of war, no one can guarantee that they will survive, let alone take care of their families. Countless families have been destroyed.

Many times when a family is broken, it is broken down, and when a person dies, he dies. Most people do not have the energy to look for it, and can only survive numbly and instinctively.

"But I was unwilling to give in. I asked the survivors and they said that Lingfang was taken away."

Even though his hands and feet were cut off, he chased after him, crawling all the way, eating grass roots and gnawing dirt when he was hungry, and lying down in a puddle when he was thirsty to drink.

Later, he was rescued by the guerrillas. When he inquired again, he learned that Lingfang was also rescued, but was taken to other places with the large army.

"After practicing for a while, my feet were able to walk. I left the small team and set off in pursuit of the large team that took Lingfang away."

The unlucky ghost sighed: "You have to find it? Where can you go to find it at that time? You won't be afraid of running into the Japanese again..."

The infatuated ghost said: "How can we forget it? She is so timid and is afraid of rain. Even if she is rescued by others, she has no one to rely on. What should she do?"

What should I do if I encounter Japanese again in the village?

What should I do if I can't find food in the city?

"When I arrived in City D, I heard that the large army was here. I found out that the large army indeed rescued a woman, but when the large army was about to go north, the woman also followed them."

The love-struck ghost continued on his way, passing through one city after another, trying to get some scraps of information about her, and even in the end there was no news from her.

"I went back to my old village. I was afraid that she would not be able to find me when she came back, so I carved a symbol on the stone in front of the village. A symbol that only the two of us know."

There were no people in the village anymore. Everyone went to the next village and merged to get more people. The village was already empty, and only occasionally people came back.

After carving the symbol, the infatuated ghost continued to set off, traveling to one city after another in the years of continuous war, chasing the footsteps of the New Army, and tirelessly questioning Lingfang's whereabouts.

He always seemed to hear about Lingfang's whereabouts, but there were too many such women in that era, and he was not sure whether the woman they were talking about was Lingfang.

I searched like this for year after year, evaded the Japanese again and again, struggled to survive from death of thirst and starvation, and finally waited for the news that the Japanese had been driven out of the country.

The whole country was cheering, and he returned to the village again. He could not find anyone, but he heard that being a teacher could teach students from all over the country, and maybe the students could help him find Lingfang's whereabouts.

"I worked hard to study on my own and reluctantly became a university teacher. I kept learning and kept my thoughts progressing."

Year after year passed, he taught batches of students and told them the story of him and Lingfang again and again.

Students graduated one after another and went to all parts of the country, but he still didn't wait for news about Lingfang.

One year there was a heavy snowfall, which crushed the house he lived in. He was trapped under a beam. In addition, his wandering around looking for Lingfang in his youth caused the root cause of his illness. In the end, he was unable to survive.

"I returned to the village before I died." The infatuated ghost said this and cried bitterly: "I just discovered that there was a mark carved under the big stone at the entrance of the village at some time. It is the unique mark of Lingfang and I."

"She's back!"

"She's looking for me too!"

What is the biggest regret in the world?

It's not that it can't be found.

Instead, they anxiously looked for each other, but passed each other.

"I didn't wait for Lingfang in the end. After I died, I wandered around the big rock at the entrance of the village. No matter it was windy or rainy, thunderous or sunny, I kept guarding..."

The infatuated ghost was bound by his obsession to the big rock at the entrance of the village. Day and night, he regretted and blamed himself. He only hoped to wait until Lingfang came back, but he never waited for her again until he became an evil ghost.

"After turning into an evil ghost, I once again embarked on the road to find Lingfang..."

But it’s hard to find a living person, not to mention ten years have passed, twenty years have passed, thirty years have passed...

How can we find so many living things and so many dead ghosts?

The infatuated ghost said: "I didn't mean to possess Xia Enyang, nor did I ever want to harm him."

"But I need to be able to continue to hold on and find Lingfang."

In other words, if the evil spirit is gone, the evil ghost will eventually disappear, and it needs to constantly look for 'food' in order to 'live'.
Chapter completed!