Because I am strong, I am troubled.

This is actually something that deserves a beating. If I keep saying it, I guess someone might want to come up and give us both a hard time when they see me.

However, this is indeed the dilemma I'm currently facing.

After settling down in the past few days, I carefully examined the results of my breakthrough. I have already gained a better understanding of myself. The results I obtained are amazing. I feel that if I don’t use extreme means, it will be those who just don’t agree with each other.

By exchanging lives with others, by fighting normally, the current me can at least beat two of the former me!

The improvement is too big.

In general, I have made too much progress, and my own techniques have not caught up. I am unable to adapt to and calmly deploy my current power. This is particularly prominent in Jing Qi Shen. The reason is also very simple. Like Jing Qi Shen,

The power is invisible and intangible, and the difficulty of controlling it is terrifyingly high.

Inspection of oneself requires extremely high requirements on the control of energy, energy and spirit.

Its operating principle is actually very simple. When the essence, energy and spirit are spread out, it can be evenly divided into 362 parts through the control of the mind, and finally let the divided essence, energy and spirit power penetrate into one's own body respectively.

Among the three hundred and sixty-two acupuncture points.

The fingerprints involved in the process are just for the purpose of completing this goal.

The principle is that simple!

But the problem is that my current energy is too huge. Once it spreads out, it is difficult for me to control it to such a handy level. I can barely control it, so that it can enter the acupoints and distract me at the same time.

If you lose your focus even a little bit, all your previous efforts will be wasted.

Even if you are in excellent condition occasionally and control the energy and energy to enter the acupoints, it is difficult to stabilize.

After all, although the power of essence, energy and spirit is invisible and intangible, it is still a kind of power in essence. To put it more scientifically, it is still a piece of energy. The acupuncture points of the human body hide the great secrets of the human body. After being stimulated, many secrets will be stimulated.

The energy stored in the human body, acupuncture is to stimulate this self-carried energy to complete self-treatment. When the power of essence, energy and spirit enters the acupuncture points, it will also stimulate the own energy stored in the acupoints. If it is not controlled well, the two

The forces clashed with each other, causing confusion in my body. There were several times when I almost killed myself.

That's not all. When the power of essence, energy and spirit stimulates the acupoints, the body will react, either with pain or itching. There are even some acupoints that feel like pressing the prostate when touched.

It's hard to explain. If it were a normal situation, I, a cultivator, would be able to cope with all kinds of abnormalities. But now, all my attention is focused on controlling the huge energy and spirit. How can I have the time to restrain the stimulation of these acupoints?

My body's reaction was so ugly that I didn't dare sit down to practice meditation if there were other people in the room.

I have concluded that if you want to complete Vipassana itself, you must take into account all the above aspects at the same time. After practicing day after day and working hard, I actually lost weight day by day. I lost a lot of weight and my cheeks also became sunken. It can be seen that sometimes

Laboring the mind is more draining of the body than labor.

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On this day, as usual, I started meditating to strengthen my energy and energy from the moment I woke up.

After this period of diligent practice, I can now disperse my energy and spirit and successfully enter the acupoints, but I still cannot grasp the details after entering the acupoints.

As expected, it was another failure.

I opened my eyes from meditating. The navy blue Taoist robe on my body was soaked with sweat and stuck to my skin. It looked like a tights. Every muscle wrapped in the clothes was trembling slightly.

It feels sore and numb. This is a reaction to the stimulation of the acupuncture points. It is already very good. At least I have resisted the reactions of a few fatal acupuncture points. I woke up from meditation a while ago and looked even worse.

After exhaling a long breath, I couldn't help but sigh softly. Even if I learned the Taoist mental method and my mood was as good as before, after failing thirty or forty times in the morning, I couldn't help but feel a little irritable. This kind of

The state is no longer suitable for continuing to practice. It is easy to lose control and hurt myself. Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I have not gone out for five or six days. I thought it was time to go for a walk. Maybe it would be better to get some air, so

I walked out of the mountain gate with my hands behind my back, thinking about my spiritual practice in my mind, while walking on the quiet mountain path, and unknowingly arrived at the foot of the mountain.

It has been more than half a month since Qingzhu left, and he has nothing to do. The coffin shop at the bottom of the mountain has opened again. Yesterday, I heard from Lao Bai that two high-quality coffins were ordered from the village next door, which can be regarded as adding income to the Zhenwu Temple.

Zhang Xinya specially bought some good vegetables, and asked Aunt Yindi to stew an old hen. All the soup and meat were brought to me, and even Wushuang and Xiaozhi, who were always greedy, didn't come to grab it.

I knew in my heart that they were feeling a little distressed because I was stuck at the pass and was practicing hard and falling off the scale continuously. I did not disappoint them. Under the watchful eyes of everyone, I poured a large bowl of food into my stomach. Everyone looked at me like this.

Then he looked back with satisfaction, looking at the satisfied look, it seemed as if they were the ones feasting.

In the coffin shop, Wushuang was holding half a watermelon and eating it with a spoon. He was obviously eating a watermelon, but he was eating it with a ferocious expression, as if he was eating the flesh and blood of his father's enemy. He was reincarnated as a starving ghost.

I'm afraid it's not that exaggerated. You didn't even notice that I was here.

Snap!

I lightly slapped him on the head and scolded him: "He's stealing food again. I gave you fifty yuan as pocket money yesterday, but this morning I didn't have any left. I stuffed it all into my stomach."

I don’t know if there is any leftover for me!”

"Brother, you are finally willing to go out!"

Wushuang raised his head and saw that it was me, and his face lit up with joy. He pushed the watermelon in front of me and pulled a stool over: "Brother, it's hot. Eat a few mouthfuls of melon to relieve the heat!"

It is also an ability to make this starving man give up food from his mouth.

I smiled, sat down and ate. With every spoonful, the corners of Wu's eyes twitched, as if he was walking away from his flesh. He stared at me eagerly. In just a short moment, he pursed his lips several times.

I kept looking at him out of the corner of my eye, and naturally saw this scene. I just thought it was fun to tease him. Seeing that he remained silent, I felt a little distressed. I knew that he was acting like this because he saw that I had become much thinner recently, so

He took out two hundred yuan from his pocket and said, "Okay, stop watching helplessly, go to the nearby village and buy a few more melons, and eat them as much as you want!"

Wushuang saw two red ones and almost knelt down to worship them. He hurriedly took them and ran away.

In fact, during this season, after coming down from the mountain, the surrounding area is quite lively. Villagers from several nearby villages often wander around here when they go to the fields. There are also children hanging out in groups in the forest, playing with elm money, or doing something on the mountain.

Most of the wild fruits and the like are not ripe yet and are sour and astringent. In this age where there is no shortage of food and drink, I don’t know what the fun is in eating these things. Anyway, for an adult, it is incomprehensible.

Always extremely envious.

Wushuang and I were sitting in the shop, eating melon, and watching people coming and going. The haze of these days of hard work unconsciously dissipated, and I took a deep breath of air, and felt an inexplicable sense of happiness.

This is the human world...

There was no smoke and smoke floating in the sky, and it was actually quite depressing at times. I suddenly realized that since I reached the end of humanity, my pursuit of power has become a bit crazy, and I have lost my humanity.

The sound of swallowing beside him suddenly disappeared. At some point, Wushuang put down his spoon and stared at a person on the uneven dirt road in the mountain.

I glanced at the melon in his arms and found that most of it was left.

This is not Wushuang's style. Normally, he would not stop until he saw the bright green skin of the melon without digging it out. He couldn't help but joked: "What's wrong? I've only had enough food for a few days, and I can't even stop eating."

Are the melons in your hands no longer fragrant?"

"no……"

Wushuang shook his head: "That person... I feel so familiar, and he has passed by here several times today..."

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Chapter completed!