Chapter 149 I'm Not Reconciled!(1/2)
Chapter 149 I am not willing to give in!
Back in the lounge again, the K1 team members looked a little excited.
Except Xu Ruoguang and scout.
Xu Ruoguang had already noticed Scout's expression, something was wrong.
He sighed inwardly, and probably knew why.
Walk to scout and sit down.
"What's wrong?"
Scout Li Rucan raised his head and glanced at him, his tone a little low.
"I'm sorry, Brother Guang, I haven't beaten him before."
He has never been beaten before.
Faker's Ice Girl once put a lot of pressure on K1 in the mid-term, but the Enchantress who gained his confidence did not have the same effect as Faker, and even became a breakthrough for the team.
If Little Peanut and Ah Shui weren't too fat, it would be hard to tell.
The guilt and strong unwillingness that had always been hidden made Scout unable to face his own performance.
——It will have no effect if it is just targeted.
Then, what kind of top mid laner am I?
He only has one feeling now: the game was won, but I didn't win.
This feeling was like poison that corroded the bones, making him feel even more depressed.
Scout knows very well that not all problems are his own.
However, he is still a little too young.
Because I am young, I care about these things, and because I am young, I feel unwilling to do so.
This shouldn't be my performance!
He thought so.
Li Rucan was lying on a chair, covering his face with his hands, and his voice was a little unclear.
"I have already played five laning games with him and MSI."
In the quiet lounge, only his intermittent voice sounded.
"Except for the first round, every subsequent small round, as long as I am targeted, I will not be as good as him."
"In the first round today, I became our breakthrough point."
"I shouldn't be like this."
His voice was choked with sobs, and his slightly confused voice revealed strong emotions.
"I can not be reconciled."
He is unwilling to do so.
Scout has been a substitute for faker for a long time, so long that he almost lost his confidence.
If Xu Ruoguang hadn't arrived at that time, he might still be confused.
Now coming to MSI, facing the man who kept him on the bench in the past, Scout really wants to win.
faker has become his inner demon.
Not only does the team have to win, but his laning and team battles also have to win!
However, he failed to do it.
So even if he won the game, his mood was not very high.
Because he is unwilling to do so.
All the unwillingness stems from the high demands and standards for himself. Scout felt that his performance was very poor today. He felt that he relied entirely on his teammates and did not deserve to win.
So he choked and said.
I can not be reconciled.
Ah Shui put her hand on Scout's shoulder comfortingly and patted it.
He can understand this feeling.
Uzi also gave him this feeling in training matches.
Ah Shui was also confused at that time and I couldn't beat him, but our team won.
Does this victory have anything to do with me?
Xu Ruoguang looked at the choked Li Rucan silently, and suddenly squatted in front of him.
"Rucan."
he shouted seriously.
Scout put down his hand, his eyes slightly red.
"You are already strong."
Xu Ruoguang looked into his eyes seriously and said without hesitation.
"Faker is very strong. There is no doubt that he is actually playing better than you right now."
"But what happens?"
Xu Ruoguang's eyes were full of trust,
"You are no worse than him."
"Faker debuted in S3 and is already in S6 this year. He has almost four years of game experience and is a top midlaner at his peak."
"And here you are, Rucan."
"You only played one game in the S5 World Championship, and now K1 in S6 is your first debut."
"And in your first year, you have already reached MSI with us, and even reached the current MSI finals."
"You were targeted, but you didn't become a breakthrough point. Even if you occasionally perform poorly, wouldn't it be nice to fight back?"
"This is your first year, Rucan."
"But there is only Faker in front of you."
"All other mid laners have been trampled under your feet."
Xu Ruoguang said seriously and firmly.
"Isn't it shameful that you can't beat a player who has been in the game for four years in the first year?"
"You haven't reached your peak yet, Rucan, why do you put so much pressure on yourself?"
"You are strong!"
Scout looked at Xu Ruoguang quietly and pursed his lips.
"And this game is called League of Legends."
Xu Ruoguang looked at him calmly, stood up, and held out a hand.
"What's the use of being a strong faker? You don't have to rely on your teammates."
"And you must also learn to rely on us."
"A K1 with only five people is the real K1."
Under the bright light, the handsome boy stretched out his hand, smiled at the boy with glasses sitting on the chair, and said,
"Stand up, scout."
"Let us grow together and create the glory that belongs to K1."
Scout lowered his head and smiled.
The next second, he patted Xu Ruoguang's hand without hesitation and stood up.
Accompanied by crisp high-fives, only he responded seriously.
"good."
kkoma has been watching quietly.
There are some things that are very ineffective for coaches.
Just like what happened just now.
What can kkoma say to scout?
Just hold on and we win?
That would dampen the player's aggressiveness.
To be continued...