Chapter 483 The past is too painful to look back on

“Now that I think about it, I feel pain all over my body.

Every time my mother hit me, it was very hard.

This makes me always think that my mother is harsh on me because she doesn't like me and because I am too stupid and can't practice Gu well.

However, I later learned that the reason was actually more than that."

"Sister, there's something you don't know. I didn't know it until my father passed away.

I was previously confused as to why my mother treats you and me so differently.

But after what my father said, I finally understood.

Because, unlike you, I am not my mother's child.

I'm just a child born to a maid when my father was drunk.

I have never met my biological mother, and I don’t know her identity. I only heard that she was executed by our noble mother, who is the Queen, after I was born.

That's when I suddenly understood.

It turns out that my mother doesn’t like me, not because I can’t learn Gu, or because I’m stupid.

It's because I'm different from my sister, I'm not my mother's child.

My sister’s mother is the noble king of Nanyuan,

But my mother is a maid who is so humble that she can be executed at will."

With a smile on her face, she clasped her hands together and bowed again, without stopping what she wanted to say.

"I know that my mother has never liked me,

If it weren't for my sister's care, I probably wouldn't have survived long.

For this, I am truly grateful to you.

It’s sincere.”

He sighed softly, and when he opened his eyes, his clasped hands slowly loosened and fell to his sides, and his eyes couldn't help but feel a sense of loss and regret.

"It would have been nice if what happened later didn't happen."

She took a deep breath, then breathed it out slowly, murmuring to herself,

"Actually, it doesn't matter if my mother doesn't like me.

She wants to give you the throne, and I can accept it.

Maybe it’s really because of blood,

What flows in my bones is the humble blood of my unknown mother,

I always fail to learn the art of Gu. I know my incompetence better than anyone else.

At that time, I was content with the status quo,

Even thinking about it,

With the sisterhood between you and me for many years, even if you become the new king of Nanyuan, you will always treat me well.

I had good intentions, but there were always so many surprises.

Who would have thought that someone as smart as you would make a wrong decision."

"You said, there are so many good men in Nanyuan Kingdom, why is Fu Xin the one you like?"

The past is hard to look back on.

When I think about it, I can't help but sigh.

It seems that only in this way can those heavy dark clouds be moved away from the top of the head.

"You thought your chance encounter with him was a destined marriage?

But, do you know that that afternoon outside the palace, he came to see me?

Do you know that he already has a crush on you?"

With a bitter smile, he slowly shook his head,

"you do not know,

You just happily fell in love with the man you fell in love with at first sight.

Then, I went to find my mother to marry you.

I still remember that you came to me and told me how happy you were, but at that time... I didn't dare to say anything.

Yes, I just don’t dare.

Because there is a world of difference between us.

Our mother, no, your mother to be precise, would not allow it if she found out.

Your mother has a heart that wants the best for her children.

Her status as a king gives her absolute supreme rights.

As her daughter, you deserve everything you can get.

But what about me?

Who am I?"
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