He just wants to embarrass her, begging her for mercy like a cat or dog without dignity, but he won't completely let her go, he just watches her embarrassment, and will continue to insult those who should be insulted in the future.

When did he start to become so vicious?

She remembered that he used to be quite good at taking care of people. Even if she was so angry with him that he almost exploded with anger, as a pirate leader, he never caused any actual harm to her.

Back then, he would have protected her.

He would also happily play rogue and make her laugh.

Where did that fool who always ran after her and insisted on calling her madam go?

Why is that idiot man who played all kinds of tricks in order to get her to sacrifice himself? Why is he missing?

Why can't the King of the Night, who rode a fierce horse, risked his life alone, and rescued her in dire straits, never be seen again?

Why does he seem to be a different person now? So cruel, so callous.

Why did the initial love between two people turn into cruel torture now? Why can't he trust her and treat her well like before?

As expected, the man kept his word. The knife against her back was still cold, and he kissed her delicately down her fair neck. His tongue entangled with Xin Yue's delicate and thin butterfly bone, and he slowly bit open the clothes on her chest.

"Chu Zhiling."

"I'm busy." He thought she was about to say another word of resistance, so he interrupted in a cold voice.

"I don't regret meeting you."

The soft voice with a vibrato spread into Chu Zhiling's ears with the wind. Chu Zhiling was startled and immediately lost his movements, just because of her beautiful words, which were similar to farewell.

"It was you who taught me to love someone, to want to have a child for him, to change myself, to forgive him, and to live happily with him for the rest of my life."

With a "clang" sound, the sword in Chu Zhiling's hand suddenly slipped and fell to the ground. The crisp sound seemed to come from a broken heart.

Chu Zhiling suddenly became at a loss. Although the sky was so dim and the surroundings were so dark, he seemed to clearly see her empty and lonely eyes, as well as the flashing shadow of his panic in them.

He knew better than anyone else that if he didn't let go of the sword and was as stubborn as her, he would push forward so calmly.

"If God could give me another choice, I would still want to meet you." She smiled sadly, "It's just that one of us should die early, okay? It can be on that island, and I will tie you up.

I decided to go away, and you were trapped and died on that island. I lived my life with the guilt for you. I will miss you forever and put you in a different position. Or maybe it was when I was surrounded by Shimono Shou.

At that time, I was killed, and when you came on horseback, you only saw my body. You held me and cried bitterly, and then remember me for the rest of your life, okay?"

"lady……"

"Or, in October, I wasn't pregnant with your child, so you didn't have to worry about me being bumpy. We set off on our way back to China early, and then there was a tornado, and we were all drowned, and we would never meet again.

It’s such a sad thing that hurts your lungs, okay?”

She looked at him with tears in her clear, black and white eyes, as fragile as a dream.

"Okay?"

Chu Zhiling couldn't answer her, he only felt a sense of complete sadness.

The night wind blew so coldly, and the girl's face looked so pale in the cold wind, and her thin body was like paper, crumbling.

Chu Zhiling suddenly took a step forward, hugged her thin body tightly, as if to grasp the treasure in life, and pressed his lips to her ear:

"You know I'm just venomous. I can't bear to treat you like that. As long as you say a few words to me, I will let you go."

"Yeah?"

Xin Yue seemed to be very tired, and gently leaned his head on the man's broad shoulder. Somehow, his body felt as if he had fallen into a glacier, and his heart felt cold.

"So, why didn't you let go of my child when I begged you so much?"

A drop of crystal tear overflowed from the corner of her eye, streaking across her thin and pale cheek. The liquid that had been warm just a moment ago was as cold as ice.

Chu Zhiling was speechless.

"That's your child too. Why, why are you so cruel?"

Chu Zhiling was even more speechless.

The night wind made his hands feel cold.

The girl's tears were like a knife, piercing his heart gently and slowly, causing blood and flesh to pierce and hurt.

He hugged her a little tighter, but she was surprisingly obedient, without any sign of resistance or rejection, and was a bit passive.

"I apologize for the things that caused you harm. I lost my mind and acted recklessly." His voice was deep and his attitude was sincere, "But I really don't want to lose you. Let the things between you, Xia Chuan and Yan Zhan be in the past.

Now, let’s start over, okay?”

The wind blew even colder, as if it was crying, and it kept whimpering. Xin Yue felt that his body and mind began to sink.

Let the matter with Xia Chuan and Yan Zhan be over.

How hurtful.

Seeing that someone loves someone, this hat was firmly attached to her. He looked magnanimous and did not care about past grudges. She was the one who caused unreasonable troubles.

hehe.

Xin Yue laughed out loud.

"I don't think I can reach such a high level." She raised her head from his arms and smiled lightly and mockingly.

"you……"

"A woman like me who is so free-spirited, knows no restraint, is proud and self-willed, and doesn't know how to praise, can't have children yet." Speaking of children, Xin Yue's throat tightened, and he suppressed the bitterness in his heart, and continued to talk as if nothing had happened, "

You really are not worthy of Captain Chu."

She didn't even call her the pirate eldest brother, she just called him the captain and kept him as far away as possible.

Her ridicule caused a hint of anger to gather in Chu Zhiling's eyes: "I have been so humble and merciful to you, don't force me."

Snowflakes began to fall, little by little, hitting Xin Yue's delicate and clean face. They also covered her neck, which had been kissed by Chu Zhiling, and slid down until they were buried in her clothes.

"Do you really want me to die?"

Xin Yue changed the topic and raised his eyes deeply, like an ancient well, deep and complex, with no bottom.

Chu Zhiling paused and shook his head.

"Then, will you let me go? Chu Zhiling, I know that I am too weak and if I am your enemy, I will always be homeless and have no fixed place to live. I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life. Please do your best.

Let me go. Anyway, there are many women in the world and I have nothing good to offer. Go find someone else to have children and live with someone else. You can have as much as you want. Just give me your sympathy as a charity, okay?
Chapter completed!