His tone was serious and a little fierce, but the flirtatious meaning in his words made Xin Yue startled.

"This is an order." Chu Zhiling had a straight face, and there was no trace of lust in his eyes, only the slightest hint of coldness.

Xin Yue had no pants to wear. He relied on clothes that could cover his buttocks like a skirt to cover his body. If he spread his legs, he would have a clear view of the flower path. This request was made by him in such a cold and commanding tone.

, it seemed so insulting. Even an ordinary woman would find it difficult to do such a humiliating thing, let alone someone like Xin Yue who has stronger self-esteem than anyone else.

Xin Yue, who was sitting on Chu Zhiling's lap, bit her lip, closed her legs tightly, and wanted to retreat, but Chu Zhiling was one step ahead of her, blocking her retreat, and held her wrist, preventing her from flinching at all.

The messy hair wrapped around the pale face, the big eyes were shining with black water, the chin was small and thin, and there was a hint of stubbornness. Xin Yue was held tightly by Chu Zhiling's wrist, and his hand seemed to

It's like being petrified and unable to move.

A look of panic flashed across her eyes. Chu Zhiling frowned irritably, turned over and pressed her under him, and growled:

"Are you scared and uncomfortable now? Didn't you take the initiative just now? Didn't you keep calling my name, asking me not to leave you and hold you? Didn't you feel quite happy under me just now?

Aren't you still obedient to me and expecting me to want you over and over again? Why, in the blink of an eye you turned into a human being?"

Chu Zhiling sneered and fixed his gaze, not missing the expression on Xin Yue's face.

"Wait a minute if I want you and want to be with you to death, will you take the initiative to kiss and hug me again, and hold my hand and not let go? Or, you will call my name when you are most comfortable and linger.

Do you want me to continue to satisfy you?"

Xin Yue's face turned pale and suddenly became embarrassed.

Chu Zhiling did not let go and continued to ask: "Can you tell me the reason? As soon as you do something, you are as soft as a puddle of water to me, and as soon as you stop working, you are as cold as ice. I urgently want to know the reason.

"

The aggressive and merciless questioning made Xin Yue's spine stiffen. She looked at the sharpness in Chu Zhiling's eyes, and her heart tightened at first, and then she smiled nonchalantly, with a mocking and cold expression on her face:

"What other reasons could there be? It's just that I'm a bitch, a slut who was born to be unsatisfied. When a man wants me, I forget everything. I don't even remember to maintain the reserve I usually put on. You said so much

, isn’t that what it means? In fact, I don’t deny that I am stupid and cheap.”

Chu Zhiling's face was ashen, and his reaction was slightly beyond Xin Yue's expectations. She smiled lightly and mocked, "Why, are there any other disgusting shortcomings about me that I haven't discovered yet?"

Snow started falling outside, and for a moment, the world became a little quiet.

Chu Zhiling's expression was empty and cold, and his voice was low:

"Is it so difficult to say that you love me and never forget me? Is it so unspeakable to say that when you are unconscious, you will reflexively want to rely on me? Isn't it so difficult for us to say that our relationship has reached the point where you are free?

Are you devaluing yourself to the point where you are not willing to say a few gentle words to me?"

It's snowing heavily outside, and the goose-feather-like snow flakes cover the ground, making a rustling sound, making the world become more and more quiet.

It’s hard. It’s unspeakable. It’s been like this for a long time.

The answers to the three questions were arranged in order and were about to spit out from his lips, but Chu Zhiling suddenly got up from Xin Yue, opened the door and walked out.

Xin Yue remembered that he had no clothes on, his arms were bare, and he walked into the coldness of the world.

Three days have passed in the blink of an eye, with rain and snow falling all over the sky, and a few streaks of white lurking in the leaden gray.

"Uncle Hao."

The kind-hearted doctor nodded slightly, put down the medical book printed with strange fonts, and raised his eyes to greet Chu Zhiling who was approaching.

"Today is your birthday."

Chu Zhiling raised his hand and threw a bottle of sake to Uncle Hao.

The bottle is made of jade and is warm to the touch. The wine has also been heated and is slightly hot.

Uncle Hao kept a low profile and did not elaborate. When Chu Zhiling met him, he was still very young. At that time, Uncle Hao was in his thirties, but in his thirties, he used his vicissitudes of life and restrained smile to wipe away all the sharp edges.

.

At that time, the captain of the ship they were on was not Chu Zhiling. It could be said that Uncle Hao had watched Chu Zhiling grow up.

Uncle Hao poured a glass of wine, took a sip, and breathed a sigh of relief. It was obvious that he was in a good mood.

"I have not wasted my years." Uncle Hao smiled kindly, "From my birthday last year to now, I have saved more than two hundred and nine people."

Uncle Hao's doctor knows no bounds. As long as he is a patient, he will save them, no matter whether they are good or bad.

Every year on his birthday, Chu Zhiling would hear Uncle Hao talking about how many people he had saved this year. He didn't know why Uncle Hao was so obsessed with numbers, and he was so clear that he would spend every penny. But he knew that when he talked about this,

, is the happiest time of the year for Hao Bo. The feeling of relief makes his whole face radiant and his kindness becomes more real.

"Uncle Hao is a doctor's heart." Chu Zhiling smiled faintly, pressed his thin lips against the wall of the cup, and took a sip of wine.

Hao Bo smiled: "It's just atonement."

In the past, Hao Bo's compliments to Chu Zhiling were just a slight smile, modest and respectful, but now, he had such a response, which did not surprise Chu Zhiling.

Chu Zhiling asked tentatively: "What sin can you atone for?"

"A small part of it is original sin, and a large part of it is the sin of being unable to face one's heart."

Chu Zhiling was confused after hearing what he said, and he couldn't help but frown slightly: "What is original sin, and what is the sin of being unable to face one's heart?"

"Original sin refers to the mistake made at the beginning. It is a small mistake and can be undone. But because of the paranoia and inability to face it, the mistakes become bigger and bigger. Even if you know you are wrong, you are unwilling to admit it. How can you admit it?

What? My whole life has been wrong, my beliefs are wrong, my companions are wrong, and my pursuit is wrong, how can I feel so embarrassed? So, I continue to let my mistakes go, and even try to get the whole world to correct its ideas."

"This kind of person is not evil at heart, he is just a little stubborn." Chu Zhiling took another sip of wine.

"It's not just that it's not evil. On the contrary, it's very pure. Because the self-blame is too strong and it's so strong that it can't bear the responsibility for the crimes committed, so I deceive myself and others, telling myself repeatedly that I did nothing wrong and that I was right. In my heart, justice overwhelms evil.

It is worthy of the original intention, and it has not let anyone down."

With a bang, Chu Zhiling's cup fell to the ground. His expression froze, and then he naturally took another cup to pour wine and said with a smile:

"Pure Doctor Hao Bo, the wine is almost cold, don't just talk, drink and eat."

Hao Bo smiled and followed the good deeds.

Chu Zhiling asked Hao Bo in a seemingly normal way: "Then how did you realize your mistake?"

"One person reminds me with his life."

"Death advice?"

"No."

Seeing that he had nothing to say, Chu Zhiling raised his eyebrows slightly and couldn't help but ask: "So, is there any way to make up for the mistake?"

"Give the person who made the mistake what he needs. The premise is..."

"It's not good!"

Before Hao Bo finished speaking, Ouyang Ziluo burst into Hao Bo's room and shouted nervously:
Chapter completed!