He kissed her lips fiercely, her lips as soft and sweet as flowers, working in her mouth wantonly like venting, grabbing her random lilacs like a play, and he felt so contradictory.

Wandering inside his body, he wanted to make her suffer, to make her feel the despair and embarrassment of being alone just like he did three years ago, but after all, there would still be some soft emotions spreading from the deepest part of his heart, just like not long ago.

In that way, a person walks alone in the lonely night, but he always clings to the past, always longs for something, cares about something, and is obsessed with something.

He hugged her, as if something was gradually collapsing, gradually crumbling. He began to use gentle force, running his slender fingers through her flowing hair, and avoiding the wound on her shoulder with his hand, slowly, slowly

He moved to her waist and hugged her gently.

"Chu Zhiling..." Xin Yue raised her eyes, and the hand that originally grasped his sleeve slowly moved up and wrapped around his neck. She knelt on the bed, brought her face close to his, and breathed into his ear like

Landao, "Whether you want to satisfy yourself or embarrass me, I can give you whatever you want, but I beg you, don't do this in front of your children..."

Her voice was low, her face was also low, and she refused to raise her head. Only her shoulders were trembling slightly.

Chu Zhiling stretched out her hand to lift her face. She had jade-like skin, slender black eyebrows, and black and white eyes filled with tears. Her eyes were red, and she looked at him like a pitiful little animal.

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"Get out!" Chu Zhiling hesitated for a moment, turned his head away, and said coldly to the child who was sitting on the ground and staring blankly.

The child remained motionless, while the little witch mouse next to him chirped and jumped up and down in front of the child. The little witch mouse kissed his arm with his mouth and kept making kissing sounds, as if saying to the child

, you idiot, people have to work, why are we still here being a light bulb?

Seeing that the child was still indifferent, the little witch mouse became anxious and simply bit the child's clothes with his mouth. When he caught a glimpse of Chu Zhiling's increasingly cold eyes, the little witch mouse shivered and dragged the child out even harder.

"Chunchun, why are you biting my clothes?" The child sucked his index finger in his mouth and looked at his anxious friend in confusion.

The little witch mouse felt his whole body getting cold. He turned around and showed his small white teeth to the livid Chu Zhiling, and said with a smile. Then he no longer cared about his offline little master, raised his calf, and disappeared in a flash.

Ran out.

"Chunchun, where are you going? Wait for me!"

Yan Xiaozhi got up now and hurriedly chased his friend, fearing that he would miss something fun.

Chu Zhiling looked at the child's retreating back, and his eyes suddenly became blurry. If he and she had a child, they would probably be this old.

Chu Zhiling closed the door and slowly walked back to the bed.

"Take it off." Chu Zhiling said calmly.

"Ah?"

But after saying "oh", there was no movement.

Looking at the girl huddled together, Chu Zhiling rubbed his forehead, walked forward, bent down and looked at her and said, "Do you still need me to teach you what to do?"

"No...no need." The girl shook her head and said decisively.

"I promised you and I will never break my promise." As if to cheer himself up, Xin Yue clenched his fists and murmured in a low voice.

Chu Zhiling raised his eyebrows, and an interesting smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. This smile made his originally stern face soften a lot, but he didn't notice it at all.

Xin Yue pursed her lips, shrank her head, then slowly raised her head, looking at him timidly with her black eyes, stretched out her arms to hug his neck, and slowly pressed her lips to his.

Her back was stiff, and the expression on her face looked a little funny because she was overly serious. Suddenly, a warm palm touched her back, and a man's voice sounded softly in her ear: "Fool, kiss

When you are in trouble, you have to breathe."

"Besides, don't look at me with such serious eyes."

"Ah?" Xin Yue narrowed his eyes slightly doubtfully, misty, a little innocent, a little enchanting.

"Very good, that's it." Chu Zhiling hugged her gently, smiled slightly, changed from passive to active, and rubbed her soft red lips.

"Every time we're in bed, you're much cuter." Chu Zhiling smiled softly, and something gentle quickly wrapped him up in his heart. The past was so gentle, but suddenly, there was a strange feeling.

A very strong feeling swept over him quickly. He was not the only one on the bed with her, at least there was Yan Zhan. They even had children.

My heart seemed to be pulled by a string and tightened rapidly. Why, why was he the only one who couldn't get out? In the past three years, I had no interest in any woman. I had told myself countless times to let go of the past, but every time

In the dead of night, one can't help but think of those past times where bones were eroded. But, he was the only one like this.

Not only did she have a husband, she also had a child of her own.

He made compromises again and again, was as proud as he was, and trampled his self-esteem under his feet again and again, but what did he get?

"Your body no longer arouses any interest in me. I'm tired of touching you. Why are you looking at me like that, so disappointed? Isn't breaking up with me what you want? Are you saying categorically that you want to cut off all contact with me?

You expect me to satisfy you in bed, you are really not shameless at all!"

If he can't continue, then let him cut off the bond and let him be ruthless for once.

Without looking at her tearful face, Chu Zhiling smiled cruelly, then straightened his back and walked away decisively step by step. He walked so steadily, but his heart was already desolate.

It seemed that he had won. In this emotional game, he had won. He was the proud one, but in his heart, there seemed to be snow falling one after another, as cold as if he were at the end of the endless horizon.

He smiled bitterly, and too many past memories came to mind. Back then, he chased her blindly. He saw her elegant smile like a goddess, but he never noticed the deep love for him in her eyes.

Maybe it's not that I didn't notice it, but I just thought that he was very kind to her and she was a girl. Even if she couldn't accept him for the time being, she would be moved one day.
Chapter completed!