【716】worship
The sun shines brightly, everything is silent, the gentle wind rusts on the grass, and the gray and white desolation is everywhere in my ears.
Ling'er stood quietly in front of Luo Zhenyu's tomb.
Ling Yu was worried about her emotions and accompanied her quietly.
In front of the tombstone, there is a bouquet of white lilies, a bouquet of light yellow daisies, a small blue and white porcelain bowl, and a bottle of Maotai in the collection.
Luo Zhenyu on the tombstone was exactly what he looked like not long before his death. He was not as tall and elegant as when he met Ling'er, but his weather-beaten eyes hidden too many stories that could not be told clearly.
Ling'er stared at his eyes like this.
After a while, she squatted down and took off two bracelets from her wrist.
Ling Yu looked at it and couldn't help but raise his eyebrows.
Guan Yu said it well on the phone yesterday. This bracelet is indeed very delicate and beautiful. The knot weaving method is also very special, which he has never seen before.
Ling'er put two bracelets in a small tea bowl and poured fine wine for Luo Zhenyu himself.
She raised her hand, asked Guanyu for a lighter, and then lit it at the mouth of the bowl.
Ling'er slowly stood up, and at that moment, she burst into tears.
Ling Yu didn't dare to say anything. She didn't say a word since she picked Ling'er up to the cemetery. Until now, they have been out for two hours, and she hasn't spoken.
He thought that the love between parents would be hidden in their hearts forever, forever!
With an unspeakable tacit understanding, even if there is life and death, as long as there is a spirit in the sky, we will definitely understand each other.
"hehe."
Ling'er looked at the burning bracelet and suddenly laughed: "This is a knot created by my Ling family, called Yongxiangsi. I made one for your father back then. When he received it, he was so moved that he couldn't describe it. He said that he would love me forever. However, after thousands of sails, I now understand what eternal love is."
After saying that, Ling'er's eyes were red and she looked at Ling Yu sideways: "Eternal love - only love that cannot be together forever can be eternal love."
Ling Yu felt very distressed when he saw his mother like this.
He raised his hand to wipe her tears and said softly: "Mom, don't be sad, it's all over, I'm sorry."
My lover who has been waiting for half a century has become a handful of loess. Such sadness is too heavy.
Ling'er smiled slightly: "I feel comfortable in my heart. Otherwise, I would have come back to find him long ago. Unfortunately, I still lost. The moment I left, I said that he would never give him the chance to see me in this life, because he gave me a different kind of deep love, and in the end, he also gave me unspeakable injuries. I will never forgive him!"
She made a vow so unyieldingly, but now she still stands in front of his grave without her promise!
After saying that, Ling'er looked at Luo Zhenyu again: "Listen, even if you are dead, I, Ling'er, will still not forgive you!"
Ling'er stared at Luo Zhenyu's photo, and there was another silence.
Time slipped away silently at this moment.
The breeze was gentle, and the two bracelets in the small tea bowl turned into black ashes little by little like wicks in a kerosene lamp.
Ling'er stood there, looking down at Luo Zhenyu's tombstone next to her, next to her own tombstone.
She bit her lip and her body began to tremble slightly: "You don't believe that I have your child. You insist that I betray you. Why do you want me to accompany you?"
Ling Yu frowned. The past was too entangled. He tried every means to find the answer.
And now, when the mother exists in the world safely, he realizes that being able to live is the most important thing.
If those who have ever given her deep wounds, then forget it like this!
Forgotten is the coldest verb in the world.
Ling Yu was hoarse and felt depressed: "Mom, it's all over, whether it's love or hatred, it's all over. Dad loves you. For the sake of the years, let all this go away!"
Ling'er clenched her fists and sighed: "For the sake of time, haha, now I can only see how time passes."
As the afternoon approached, the sun became more and more intense, and Ling'er's clothes were wet with her back.
After standing here for two or three hours, Ling Yu was really worried that she could not bear it. After all, she was older.
He waved and asked Guanyu to collect the tea bowl. Then he knelt down and gave Luo Zhenyu some paper money. After the worship, he stood up and held Ling'er's arm and said, "Mom, go back! You want to come next time, your son will accompany you."
Ling'er said nothing, turned around silently and followed Ling Yu.
After returning to Ling Mansion, Ling'er entered her suite.
Aqin helped Ling'er take a shower, then Ling'er changed her nightgown and sat on the bed, silently.
Ling Yu brought beef wontons and two plates of side dishes.
"Mom, if you are in a bad mood, eat less. The body is the most important thing."
Ling'er took the thing and ate it bite by bit. After eating, Ling Yu took out a tissue and wiped her mouth personally.
Ling'er smiled: "I know you are filial. I am old, but you are not young anymore. You also have to take good care of your body. Some things that should be let go, let the children do. They have grown up and need exercise."
Ling Yu nodded: "My son knows."
There are some things that he can indeed let go, but some things cannot.
Ling Yu accompanied Ling'er and talked for a while. Finally, Ling'er was tired and fell asleep. Then Ling Yu covered her with a blanket and told Aqin to take good care of her, and then got up and left.
When he returned to Luo House, Ling Yu was also tired.
He ate a bowl of noodles, took a shower and went to bed.
When Jin Ruge bought things and came back from outside, she found Ling Yu's car parked at home, and was surprised.
After she returned to the house, she couldn't find him everywhere. When she returned to the room, she suddenly realized that he was actually sleeping on the bed.
When did this man sleep at this point?
Jin Ruge smiled and took her pajamas to take a shower. After she came out, she climbed onto the bed without saying a word. She stretched out her little hand from behind Ling Yu, wrapped around his waist, and then buried her cheeks on his back and fell asleep.
Just as he closed his eyes, a big hand came over and held her little hand tightly.
His tall body slowly turned around, facing her, took her into his arms, and hugged her gently.
Her mouth curled up and she felt relieved.
His lips gently touched her forehead, smelled her hair, and fell asleep while kissing.
During the whole process, he and her both closed their eyes and no one looked at each other.
It seems that I have done it skillfully thousands of times.
Chapter completed!