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【099】He in the dark

Just as she was about to trip over, an arm suddenly grabbed her around the waist, causing her body to stop and avoiding the fate of falling.

"Jun Jinyan?" Xia Qi asked again.

However, the owner of this hand did not answer her, but just supported her body to keep her standing.

Xia Qi pursed her lips, then suddenly stretched out her hand, along the waist arm, and touched the other person's shoulder, then his neck, and then...she stood on tiptoes and touched the other person's face with her hand.

Her fingers followed the outline of his face, touching his eyebrows, eyes, bridge of nose...and lips! But he just stood quietly, letting her fingers caress every inch of skin on his face.

It was Jun Jinyan! This familiar touch and breath made her understand who the person standing in front of her was!

"Why don't you say anything?" Xia Qi asked, putting down her hand.

In the darkness, she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she could feel that he was looking at her.

After a long while, when Xia Qi thought Jun Jinyan would not answer, a cold voice suddenly sounded hoarse, "What do you want me to say?"

"How long are you going to keep me here?" she asked.

"As long as we get through tonight." He replied, suddenly picking her up in the dark and walking towards the bed.

When Xia Qi walked by herself just now, she groped slowly along the way and almost fell down. But now when Jun Jinyan held her in his arms and walked, he could be described as a meteor. In just a few steps, he reached the bedside.

"Sleep well, I will take you back to school tomorrow." After saying that, he put her down and lifted up the thin quilt to cover her.

Feeling that Jun Jinyan was about to leave, Xia Qi suddenly grabbed his wrist, "Wait! I think we need to have a good talk."

"No matter what we talk about, the result will not change. If you are really pregnant, we will get married. If not..." His voice paused, and he suddenly leaned down and touched Xia Qi's lips with his lips,

"I want you to marry me too!"

She was stunned! Her lips were burning but seemed to be cold.

"Marry... you?"

"Yes, Qiqi, I want to marry you, you should be mine." He said.

"But I haven't..." Halfway through her words, she was completely blocked by his lips. He kissed her hard to stop her from continuing.

"Well..." She was forced to bear his kiss, her lips were pressed tightly, and the tip of his tongue pried open her teeth, squeezed into her mouth, and brushed every part of her mouth.

, and finally soft.

The blood rushed to the top of her head, and Xia Qi felt that her lips and tongue no longer belonged to her. When she was almost out of breath, he finally let go of her tongue.

His slender fingers were inserted into her hair. He held the back of her head with his right hand and whispered in her ear, "Don't say anything."

She was like a fish deprived of oxygen, her lips opened and closed, and her chest kept rising and falling, "Jun Jinyan...can't you respect me? I'm not your toy, not what you want, just say a word,

I have to act accordingly!"

For the past three days, the depression and frustration of being locked in the room, as well as the constant uncertainty of not being able to control her own life, made Xia Qi suddenly explode.

Because she couldn't see his face in the dark, she instead asked her to say all the things she usually didn't dare to say, "If you say dating, you must date. If you say you can't take anti-yun medicine, I can't take it."

, even if you say you want to get married, I can only get married?"

He pulled her into his arms suddenly, "I didn't treat you as a toy!" If it was really just a toy, he could easily destroy it or find another one. How could he have so many things because of her?

The fear, uneasiness, and... a attachment so deep that he couldn't even explain it.

"But what you did was treat me like a toy!" She clenched her hands into fists and kept beating his chest, struggling to leave his arms. But every time she pulled away slightly

After some distance, he pushed her back into his arms again.

This was repeated until Xia Qi was so tired that she was panting and had no strength to struggle anymore.

"I don't treat you as a toy! Never!" Jun Jinyan repeated this sentence word for word in Xia Qi's ear, "Qiqi, don't reject me, I won't be able to bear it."

"So, I can't refuse you at all, right?" she asked.

He hugged her tightly and said, "Yes, you can't." The cold voice was like an ice pick, piercing her eardrums.

"Unless I die, or - we die together." He said.

At this moment, she suddenly felt a chill coming up from her back.

Perhaps because of his autism, his paranoia and morbidity have always frightened her. Even though his illness is cured now, his paranoia has not changed at all.

She once thought that maybe dating her could slowly change her paranoia, but now, she was wondering if she was too naive. In fact, his paranoia was not something she could easily change at all.

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Early the next morning, Jun Jinyan drove Xia Qi to school. Along the way, the car was quiet, and no one spoke. Until the car arrived at the gate of K University, when Xia Qi opened the door and was about to get out,

Jun Jinyan suddenly reached out and grabbed Xia Qi, "Are you planning not to talk to me again?"

She bit her lip uncomfortably and said, "No!"

"Do you still remember what you said to me when you were a child, any baby is a gift from God?" He said abruptly.

Xia Qi was stunned for a moment. After a moment, she remembered that she had indeed said this to him before. It was when she was still in kindergarten. Because of her mother's instructions, she had to hang out with Jun Jinyan all day long, but...

He always took up almost all of her time as a matter of course. Later, she got tired of being pestered, so she pushed him away hard and said loudly, "I don't like you, so I don't want to play with you anymore."

As a result, Jun Jinyan asked her pitifully if she didn't like him because he was sick?

At that time, she learned from his mouth the name of this disease, which is called autism, and from the adults' mouths, she learned that people with this disease are unwilling to talk or play with other people, and she is

That exception.

At that time, she suddenly felt a little sympathy for him, so she specially comforted him and said, "Any baby is a gift from God. This is what my mommy said! Like me, although I don't have a daddy, I am a gift from God."
Chapter completed!
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