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[128] I won't like it anymore

Again? Xia Qi wondered about this word. Could it be that - a possibility suddenly occurred to her mind, and she blurted out, "Do you know that I have dated Ye Nanqing?"

After she said these words, his body suddenly stiffened, his breathing became slightly rapid, and his arms around her suddenly relaxed.

Xia Qi finally felt her breathing became smoother again, and took two deep breaths. She looked at Jun Jinyan, but found that his face was so pale that it was almost transparent, "What's wrong with you? Are you okay?"

She raised her hands, held his cheeks, and gasped immediately. The temperature she felt in her hands was ice cold.

"Why is your face so cold?" Xia Qi asked, but Jun Jinyan just pursed his lips and didn't say a word.

Xia Qi simply grabbed Jun Jinyan's hand again. His hand was equally cold. It was already June, but his body was frighteningly cold.

He must be sick! Xia Qi thought, then said, "Do you have a family doctor? Do you want your family doctor to take a look at you, or... I will accompany you to the hospital now?"

He still remained silent.

Okay! Xia Qi pulled Jun Jinyan and was about to take Jun Jinyan to the parking lot to pick up the car, but he didn't move at all, as if his feet were nailed to the ground.

"What if I knew?" A cold voice suddenly sounded.

Xia Qi was stunned, "What did you say?"

"What would you do if I knew that you had a relationship with Ye Nanqing?" He repeated.

"How did you know?" Xia Qi was surprised. She dated Ye Nanqing in the days after Jun Jinyan separated. After they reunited, she happened to have broken up with Ye Nanqing, so she didn't mention it to him.

Ye Nanqing’s matter.

Later, although she wanted to tell him about her past relationship with Ye Nanqing because of several conflicts between Ye Nanqing and him, he said that he didn't want to know at all.

So at that time, the words that came to my mouth were not spoken.

What's more, she and Ye Nanqing have been dating since they met, and very few people around them knew about it. Originally, Xia Qi wanted to wait until the relationship was stable before telling her family and friends, but she didn't expect that when she wanted to say something, she was interrupted because of

The appearance of Mei Xinyi changed everything.

Jun Jinyan remained silent, just looking at Xia Qi with fixed eyes, silently waiting for her answer.

His look actually made Xia Qi feel a little pitiful, like a dog about to be abandoned, nervously waiting for its owner's choice.

Is it because his face is too pale? Or is it because the way he stares at her is full of uneasiness?

Xia Qi thought, pulled Jun Jinyan and said, "Follow me first!"

This time, he finally picked up his steps and followed her to the school playground. By now, it was almost noon, and the June sunshine was warm, but also tinged with heat.

She pushed him down and sat down on the steps of the playground,

She didn't know how he knew about her relationship with Ye Nanqing. Maybe Mei Xinyi went to him that day and told him about it? Xia Qi guessed, then raised her hand and touched Jun

Jinyan's short black and smooth hair.

His eyelashes trembled, and then he slowly raised his head to look at her.

"I don't care how you know this, but I will never have feelings for Ye Nanqing again." Xia Qi said seriously, "Yes, I once liked Ye Nanqing, but when he said it to me personally

, he was with me just because he regarded me as a substitute, and my love for him has completely disappeared."

He stared straight at her, her palms carrying a certain kind of temperature, which was warmer than the sun, making him nostalgic for it.

She paused and then continued, "The relationship I want is for someone who only loves me wholeheartedly, rather than treating me as anyone's substitute. Therefore, I will no longer like Ye Nanqing."

This was the first time that Xia Qi spoke clearly about the matter between her and Ye Nanqing in front of Jun Jinyan.

Her voice and the way she stroked his hair seemed to soothe his uneasiness.

His Adam's apple rolled, and it took him a long while before he said in a hoarse voice, "So, you won't like it anymore?"

"Yes, I won't like him anymore." She nodded and said, so don't feel uneasy anymore, don't show that kind of look anymore, it will make her feel that he is so fragile that he will collapse at any time.

"Even if Ye Nanqing didn't regard you as a substitute, would he not like you anymore?"

"There is no such thing as "event". How can we use 'event' to calculate or imagine things that have already happened?" Xia Qi replied, holding Jun Jinyan's cheeks with both hands and looking at the picture in front of her carefully.

Appearance.

With his delicate facial features and pale skin, he used to be like the most flawless doll, because his eyes were always empty most of the time, making it impossible to know what she was thinking.

But now, his eyes contained a kind of vulnerability and uneasiness, which made her heart feel a slight pain.

If her mother is the person who has been with her the longest, then Jun Jinyan is the second one. When she was a child, she would feel very uncomfortable whenever he showed such eyes.

Then as she grew older, she gradually realized that that kind of discomfort was treated as distressed.

"Jinyan, the person I like is you, not Ye Nanqing, so don't have any uneasiness because of him." She said seriously.

He stared at her blankly, his eyelashes gently lowered, and his cheek rubbed her palm with nostalgia.

"Okay, Qiqi, I listen to you." He will listen to her and will always listen to her. As long as she doesn't change, she will always like him like this!

forever and ever……

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Xia Qi accompanied Jun Jinyan back to the apartment. When Xia Qi was about to find the phone number of Jun Jinyan's family doctor from Jun Jinyan's mobile phone, Jun Jinyan insisted that she was fine.

"It really doesn't matter?" Xia Qi said worriedly. After all, his complexion was really bad before. Even though he was better now, he was still pale.

"Well, I know my body very well," he replied.

"Then...if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell me. You can't deliberately hide it because you are afraid of seeing a doctor and hate going to the hospital." She said, as if she was telling a child.

He nodded, and there was a look of fatigue in his brows. It was like the fatigue shown by a person who has been nervous and suddenly relaxed.

"You go and have a rest first. I'll cook some lunch. I'll call you when the food is ready." Xia Qi pushed Jun Jinyan into the bedroom. It was already past one in the afternoon, but both of them were
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