【379】I want to see you
Lu Xiaoxu was stunned for a moment, still unable to wrap his mind around it, "What?"
Jun Jinchen raised his fingers and rubbed her wet eyes with his fingertips. His night vision allowed him to see clearly what she looked like even in this dim environment.
Her face was full of tears, and the sadness that still remained was because of Hua Yuze? Because Hua Yuze reminded her of her brother, right?
But... even though he clearly knew the reason, even though he had warned himself countless times not to care, the moment he saw her hugging Hua Yuze, he still cared!
The tiny pain was like an explosion exploding in his chest.
When did the desire for her become so strong? It was so strong that she could no longer bear to hug other men!
"Xiao Xu, don't hug Hua Yuze." He lowered his head and his voice rang in her ears, "Even if it's because he looks like your brother, don't hug him, because..." He paused.
, the words did not continue.
"Because?" She was puzzled, but did not wait for his next words, "Why didn't you say any more?"
In the dim light, she couldn't see his expression. She could only vaguely know that his face was very close to hers at this moment.
His fingers were gently wiping the tears on her face. After a moment, a long sigh came from him in the darkness, "Do you really want me to continue?"
"Yeah." The tears stopped unconsciously, and she responded with a heavy nasal voice.
"Because I won't be able to bear it! Because when I see you hugging other men, I will feel pain, jealousy, and madness!" His voice suddenly became cold, and his lips were pressed against hers.
On his cheek, he sucked her tears, his movements were gentle and careful, "You know? Just now when I saw you touching Hua Yuze's face and crying, and when I saw you hugging him, I really wanted to be shot.
Kill him!"
Lu Xiaoxu was startled, and instinctively grabbed the placket of Jun Jinchen's chest with both hands, "I... I have nothing to do with Hua Yuze. I just regarded him as my younger brother for just a moment."
She explained hurriedly, fearing that he would misunderstand.
"I know." The tip of his tongue gently licked her eyelids. But knowing that he knows does not mean that he will be able to ignore it. What's more, if he didn't know the reason, Hua Yuze might
It was impossible to be safe and sound at this moment.
It was precisely because of this that he understood that he already cared about her to such a deep level. When he saw Jin Yan loving Xia Qi before, he thought that such deep love would never happen to him.
Even if he meets Mingyi in the future, even if he falls in love with Mingyi, that kind of love is just like the love between ordinary people.
I would like to say... I will give everything for Xia Qi, but if I don't get Xia Qi's love, I will destroy everything.
What about him? Will he do the same thing?! If he had never received Xiaoxu's love, would everything have been destroyed? But Xiaoxu had already given her love to him! Now that he had given it, he would not allow her to take it back.
.
"Next time, don't hold other men like this. I don't want to see you shed tears for other men again." He said domineeringly and pressed her into his arms, "Xiao Xu,
I'm very selfish, so even though I know some things, it doesn't mean I can control myself."
His arms held her so tightly that she couldn't even move. Lu Xiaoxu's face was buried in Jun Jinchen's chest, and she could easily hear the other person's strong heartbeat.
Is he jealous? Lu Xiaoxu thought, in fact, how intense his reaction was, it meant how much he cared about her. Although this care sounded so overbearing, it didn't mean that she couldn't understand it.
.
"If one day I hug another man and cry for another man, and you can't control yourself, will you really shoot me?" she asked abruptly.
His arms hugged her tighter, almost burying her into his body, "Maybe." Maybe at that time, he would lose all reason, or at that time, he would be overwhelmed by jealousy,
Maybe then, he will really pull out his gun.
This was the first time in his life that he faced a problem with so many possibilities.
Lu Xiaoxu felt as if her back was about to break. He hugged her so hard that it was almost difficult for her to breathe. In her eyes, Jun Jinchen had always been a very calm person, but at this moment, he
This was the answer given to her.
"Jinchen...can you please turn on the light?" Lu Xiaoxu said with some effort.
There was silence in the air. After a while, Jun Jinchen's voice sounded again, "Why?"
"Because..." She bit her lip, "I want to see you." Not just that, she could only be held by him in the dark and listen to his voice.
His body froze suddenly, and he stared at her in his arms, his eyes seeming to be contemplating something in the darkness. After a long time, he loosened his arms around her and walked to the switch on the side.
Snap!
With the sound of the switch being pressed, the lights in the box suddenly turned on, and Lu Xiaoxu finally saw everything in front of him clearly.
The furnishings in the box were very similar to the box where I saw Hua Yuze just now. At this moment, she was standing on the wall not far from the entrance, while Jun Jinchen was standing on the other side at the switch. The lights
It fell on that slender body, giving off a dark and inexplicable feeling.
When Jun Jinchen turned around and walked closer to Lu Xiaoxu again, she felt her breath tightening, and his warmth still remained on her body.
His embrace, his touch, and his...suck...
His footsteps were not loud, but in this silent room, they became very obvious. Every time there were footsteps, her heartbeat would speed up.
But when he really stood in front of her, when he looked at her intently with those dark phoenix eyes, Lu Xiaoxu's heartbeat calmed down for some reason.
He... just cares about her, and she also cares about him! So she doesn't want to see him become miserable because of her.
"Are my eyes very red?" Lu Xiaoxu asked.
"Well, it's very red." He replied, staring into her eyes. At this moment, her eyes were red, her eyelids were slightly swollen, and her eyes were still wet, all proving the fact that she had cried just now.
She took a deep breath, wiped her eyes vigorously, and then said to him, "I'm sorry."
Chapter completed!