[452] The taste of being ignored
In the living room, he saw many small toys placed there, and there was even a stuffed bear doll that looked quite old on the sofa.
Just as she was thinking about it, Xia Qi had already walked to the living room with tea and put the tea on the coffee table in front of Shen Yeding.
"I didn't expect that you have a lot of toys at home. Are they prepared for future children?" Shen Yeding asked with a smile.
"Ah?" Xia Qi's face blushed slightly, and then she quickly explained, "No, these toys, uh, some of them were bought by Jinyan a long time ago and it was difficult to return them, so they kept them, and there were a few This one was brought over from my hometown."
"By the way, the woman in the photo with you in your wallet must be your mother." Shen Ye changed the topic without leaving any trace, "Although I attended your wedding before, I didn't see clearly what you were doing at that time. Looks. ”
"Yes." Xia Qi nodded and sat down on the sofa.
"Then your mother lives alone in city Z now?" Shen Yeding asked again.
"She prefers to stay in City Z. She said she wants to stay there for a while and then move to City B in a few years." Xia Qi replied.
"I heard that you didn't have a father when you were a child, and your mother raised you alone." Shen Yeding said in a casual manner.
Although Xia Qi had cared about the fact that she was an illegitimate child when she was a child, she has become more and more relieved as she grew older. If her mother had not insisted on giving birth to her, she would not have had a life at all, let alone a child like her. Such a beautiful life now.
"My mother raised me alone," she said.
"It is not easy for a woman to raise a child. I really admire you, mother."
"It was not easy for my mother to take care of me at that time, especially when I was naughty..." When she talked about her mother, Xia Qi had a smile on her face. Her mother was her pride, and she had to suffer a lot for her. , the older she gets, the more she understands how much attention she has endured from others.
At the same time, she also deeply understood that her mother gave up the opportunity to find another love for her, just because her mother did not want to have another child, lest she would be wronged in the future.
Chen Yeding looked at the radiant smile on Xia Qi's face and could feel that the relationship between their mother and daughter was deep, "What about your father? Is he dead or..."
This time, Xia Qi looked at Shen Dingye strangely. As an elder she didn't know very well, he seemed to be a little too concerned about her family affairs.
"Oh, I'm just a little curious." Shen Yeding said, "If it's not convenient for you to answer, it's okay not to answer."
The matter about my father is actually not a secret. As long as people in City Z can inquire about this kind of thing, they will know, "I don't know if that man is or is dead now, or he doesn't know that I exist at all." .”
Shen Yeding was silent, picked up the tea cup on the coffee table, gently sipped the tea in the cup, and took the opportunity to lower his head to hide his discomfort at the moment. Even though he had never I felt that I had done something wrong, but after hearing my daughter's words, I felt more or less...apologetic.
But this guilt was quickly suppressed by him.
"Sorry, it seems that I really asked something I shouldn't have asked." Shen Yeding said.
"Nothing." Xia Qi shook her head.
For a moment, there was some embarrassment in the air, and Xia Qi didn't know what to say.
Shen Yeding's voice broke the silence, "Then have you ever wanted to find your father? Or do you hate your father?"
Xia Qi said calmly, "I haven't thought about finding that person, and I don't have any hatred. To me, it's just a stranger." And she didn't want to waste her feelings on a stranger. .
Shen Yeding's hand holding the tea cup was slightly stiff, and his heart suddenly felt like he had been pricked by a needle. It was a little painful and a little uncomfortable.
It turns out that what makes you most uncomfortable is when you think the other person will miss you or hate you, only to find out that the other person never cares about you at all.
It was a feeling of being ignored.
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Neurology Clinic, City Military Region Hospital
, Jun Jinyan was sitting on a chair, and sitting opposite him was Vice President Wang, who had been responsible for his condition.
After listening to his description of last night's situation, Vice President Wang's face became solemn, "You mean, yesterday Xia Qi was almost hit by a glass falling from the sky, and then you had a dream at night. She was hit, and after that, you didn’t feel anything at all? You didn’t even know how you woke up?”
"Yeah." Jun Jinyan nodded slightly. What he remembered was only the moment when he saw her leave the bed and turn around. Before that, he looked at her with his eyes open, but there was no reaction. , he also heard Qiqi talk about it casually in the morning.
"Have you had any trauma recently?" Vice President Wang asked.
"No." He said.
"What about the headache? How many headaches have you had recently? Are the symptoms frequent?"
"I haven't had a headache recently." Since he had a headache some time ago and took medicine after a follow-up visit, he hasn't had any more headaches.
However, such an answer made Vice President Wang's face become more solemn, "Your current situation is a precursor to the recurrence of autism caused by stimulation that I told you before."
Is this a sign? Jun Jinyan's fingers twitched slightly.
"It should be said that you did not see Xia Qi's unexpected scene with your own eyes. You just listened to other people's oral descriptions, and then in your dream, you imagined a possibility. And your brain was stimulated by this imagination and made It is the most self-protective state." Vice President Wang further explained.
Jun Jinyan's eyes were dark, and he spoke after a long while, "You mean, my autism will relapse?" He still remembered the feeling of being plunged into darkness in his dream. It was as if there was nothing around him. , no one exists, not even himself, as if he does not exist.
"It's not that it's certain, it's just that the probability is higher than the last time you came for a follow-up visit." Vice President Wang sighed worriedly. Fortunately, Xia Qi was fine this time. If something really happened, then Jun Jinyan's stimulation will be far greater than it is now.
Chapter completed!