【534】Autism March Monthly Pass 100 Chapters
So there was silence in the office, and there was a suffocating feeling in the air.
But, she has to be strong! Because now it’s not just her, but also the baby in her belly!
Licking her dry lips, Xia Qi finally said, "Do you - still remember me?" When she asked this question, even she felt flustered. If he had really forgotten her, he would have forgotten her.
Everything between her and him, what should she do?
But his answer surprised her, "Remember, I remember you, and I also remember the things that happened between me and you from childhood to adulthood."
"Then how could you..."
"But now I have no feelings for you. Even if I remember everything, I don't know what it feels like to love you." He answered her calmly, and there was still no trace of emotion on his clear and beautiful face.
expression.
Her body suddenly became as stiff as a stone. In other words, did he no longer love her? How could this happen?! When she was kidnapped by Xia Hao, and when Xia Hao used her to threaten him, he
He could stab his body with a knife repeatedly, he could give up his pride and kneel in front of Xia Hao, and he could even break his wrist without hesitation.
But he, like this, now tells her that he has no feelings for her anymore. Even if he remembers everything, he doesn't know what it feels like to love her!
She bit her lip, stood up, and walked to him, "Are you really feeling nothing?"
"Yeah." He said calmly.
Her teeth bit her lower lip harder, so hard that it seemed like she was going to bite her lip open. His brows furrowed slightly, almost invisible, and even he didn't notice it.
Then, his eyes saw her raising her hand and stretching her fingers towards his face. Her fingers were attached to his face, stroking the skin of his face inch by inch.
The thick black eyelashes trembled slightly, and Jun Jinyan looked at the woman in front of him steadily. He knew that he never liked others to touch him, even his family, as he grew older, he rarely did.
There is physical contact.
But when she touched him, it was so natural. It was just like when she hugged him downstairs before, and it was like now when she was stroking his face.
In her memory, she seemed to hold him and caress him so often, not just on his face, but also on his body. She touched every part of his body. Is it because of this? So now
, he would not have any resistance, as if it was natural for him to be touched by her like this.
Her fingers crossed his eyebrows, followed his eyes, wandered to the ends of his eyes, then touched the straight bridge of his nose, and finally landed on his thin lips. When touching like this
While sleeping, Xia Qi noticed that Jun Jinyan was thinner than before.
She had touched his face countless times, so she could naturally feel the touch of the bones on her face becoming more obvious.
"Do you usually eat well?" she asked suddenly. Now, she was just touching his face. What about his body? Has he become even thinner?
A hint of surprise flashed through his calm eyes, "Why do you ask?"
"Because I think you are thinner than before." She replied,
Scenes of scenes suddenly flashed through his mind: she told him that he was too thin and that if he had to eat more and gain weight, she would like him more; when she disappeared, when her aunt
When she walked up to him with the food, he was obviously vomiting, but he still vomited and ate at the same time, and kept saying that she didn't like him being thin.
But even if I remember it, I don't know what it feels like.
"Did I love you very much before?" he asked abruptly.
She nodded, "I love you very much."
"What about you, do you love me too?" he asked again.
"Yeah, I love it too."
He slowly pulled down her hand that was on his lips, "But now I don't know how to love someone anymore." Because that feeling has disappeared...
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When Jun Haixin learned from Secretary Tian's phone call that Xia Qi had appeared, she rushed to Jun's Group as quickly as possible. When she opened the door to the president's office, she only saw Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan, one standing and the other
Sitting there, Xia Qi's hand was touching Jin Yan's face, while Jin Yan looked at Xia Qi calmly.
Jun Haixin's heart sank suddenly. Even when Xia Qi appeared in front of Jin Yan, he... still didn't feel anything?
The sound of Jun Haixin pushing the door open obviously alerted the two people inside. Just when Jun Haixin was about to leave the room and give them time, Xia Qi said, "Auntie, wait a minute!"
…
The conversation between Xia Qi and Jun Haixin took place in another empty conference room. There were only two people in the huge conference room, so it seemed a bit empty.
Jun Hai was surprised that Xia Qi returned safely. After asking about what happened after Xia Qi disappeared, especially when he learned that it was Ye Nanqing who saved Xia Qi and that Xia Qi only woke up after being in a coma for more than ten days.
, Jun Haixin only felt a bitter taste in his mouth.
Maybe sometimes, it is really fate. If someone from the Jun family was the first to find Xia Qi at that time, and if Jin Yan was the one who accompanied Xia Qi when she was in a coma, then maybe there would be some
thing, it won't happen.
"Auntie, what's going on with Jinyan?" Xia Qi asked anxiously, "Why does he not have any feelings for me and look at me like a stranger, but he said, he doesn't
Remember what happened between me and him!"
"Jin Yan..." Jun Haixin pursed his lips, as if he was organizing his words, "His autism has relapsed."
"Recurred?!" Xia Qi was startled, never expecting such an answer. "But hasn't he been undergoing follow-up consultations all the time? And he has always been under good control..." Her voice suddenly stopped, "Yes.
...Because of my accident? Because I fell into the river?!" When she said this, her voice was trembling faintly.
Jun Haixin nodded, somewhat unable to bear to continue talking, because the scene in those days was like a nightmare to her, but now, she had to face it again in front of Xia Qi.
Let’s talk about this nightmare again.
"After you fell into the river, Jinyan tried his best to look for you in the river. He almost drowned several times. If he continued to look for you, he might even lose his life. Later, Jinchen knocked him out directly.
, and then brought him back to Jun's house. But when Jinyan woke up, we discovered that although his life was saved, his spirit completely collapsed, as if the entire spiritual world had been completely destroyed.
It’s like it’s gone.”
Chapter completed!