After a while, Jun Haixin finally spoke first, "What else do you want to say to me? I have already said everything I thought I should say."

Bai Zhuyun's body swayed slightly. Yes, she had finished speaking. When she was in that village, it was the first time she told him her true thoughts so frankly, or... it should be the last time.

.

She said that she didn't hate him, but she didn't love him either.

Therefore, he was just an ordinary outsider to her, and he didn't even have any other feelings. However, he couldn't be happy.

Rather than her being so indifferent to him, he would rather she hate him. Although her hatred will make him hurt, and when the pain is severe, he may even feel suffocated, but that at least means that he is in her emotions.

, occupying a place.

Instead of like now, when she passed in front of him, she didn't even look at him.

"How are you these days?" he asked in a low voice, his voice had a desolate hoarseness.

Jun Haixin pursed her lips slightly and wanted to shake off Bai Zhuyun's hand, but the look on his face and his voice made her feel unbearable.

Can't bear it...how strange that she actually used the word "unbearable" to Bai Zhuyun.

"I'm fine." She finally answered him.

"Where is the child? Is she bothering you?" He glanced at her belly, which was bigger than when she was in the village. It was so big that he was suddenly afraid. Will her delivery go smoothly? Looking at the nurse just now,

After the baby was taken out and Xia Qi was pushed out of the delivery room, this feeling of fear suddenly spread throughout his body.

Her age...if there was any danger when giving birth...Suddenly, he began to hate himself. Because he wanted to tie her up so much, he designed to get her pregnant, but he forgot to consider that she

Risks associated with childbirth.

"He (she) is very well-behaved and doesn't bother me much." Jun Haixin replied. Strictly speaking, apart from the difficulty in moving, the child in her belly did not cause her any trouble.

Only occasionally, she would suffer from insomnia and would inadvertently think of him and the scenes between him and her over the years. She knew that although the child in her belly did not disturb her, her thoughts were not calm.

After hearing this, he remained silent again and did not speak, but he still did not let go of his hand, obviously not intending to let her leave.

Jun Haixin twisted his wrist, but Bai Zhuyun clasped it tighter.

"I...miss you very much." He said hoarsely, "I know that you may not have thought about me at all, and I also know that you have never loved me, but...even if it is sympathy, even if

I sympathize with the fact that I have loved you for so many years, and I sympathize with the fact that I have tried my best to win your heart. Hai Xin, don’t turn a blind eye to me, okay?"

The man who was once a high-spirited man, who once said that what he wanted was never sympathy, is now begging for even sympathy.

Jun Hai was stunned, was this still Bai Zhuyun, or the Bai Zhuyun she knew and knew?

Or maybe she never really understood him, never understood that he loved her so deeply. What he said could be said to have completely put his dignity at her feet.

She could step on him and completely crush his dignity.

"But what's the point of this?" Jun Hai thought to himself, she only had a few years to live, and if this continued, he would sink deeper and deeper. After she died, did he really want to die with her?

He smiled bitterly, "Maybe it doesn't mean anything to you, but to me, it allows me to live."

Jun Haixin remained silent because she no longer knew what to say. She had already finished speaking, and if she continued speaking, she would just repeat what she had said before.

Bai Zhuyun's lips were filled with bitterness. He knew clearly that he might never get the woman in front of him in his life, but he couldn't let go no matter what.

His fingers clasping her wrist slowly moved down, holding her hand, "Hold my hand, and we will grow old together." He whispered, "Hai Xin, you are here, and I am here.

, you live for one year, I live for one year, you live for one day, I live for one day. Even if you don’t

If you love me, I will give you my life in this life. All I ask is that you allow me to see you occasionally, even if..." He paused, "For the sake of the child." Now.

He, the only thing that could move her was the child in her belly.

Jun Haixin still didn't speak, her eyes were lowered slightly, and her long eyelashes covered most of her phoenix eyes, making it difficult for him to see clearly and guess what she was thinking at the moment.

At this moment, her skin was so white that it had a sense of transparency, and her expression was erratic, as if he was clearly holding her hand, but actually didn't hold anything.

His hand couldn't help but touch her cheek, and the next moment, he hugged her into his arms. Because she was pregnant with the child, he didn't dare to hug her too tightly. But it made her face

She pressed tightly against his chest, truly feeling her presence.

Jun Hai struggled in his heart, wanting to leave Bai Zhuyun's embrace.

"Hai Xin, just let me hold you for a little while," he begged, his voice sounding so humble.

Her struggle gradually became smaller, and then she stayed quietly in his arms. The tip of her nose was filled with his breath. Her left ear was close to his chest, and she could easily hear him.

The sound of heartbeat at this moment.

Jun Haixin didn't know why she let Bai Zhuyun hug her in such an intimate gesture just because of Bai Zhuyun's words. It was because she couldn't afford what he wanted, so she could only use it like this.

Way to make amends?

After an unknown amount of time, Jun Hai thought to himself, "It's time for me to go back." She slightly broke away from his arms.

But this time, he followed her wishes, let go of his hand, and watched her turn around, watching her carefully, step by step, slowly walk down the stairs.

When Jun Haixin walked downstairs, Jun Jinxiu was leaning on the stairs. When he saw her, he smiled slightly, came up to her, supported her and said, "Auntie, do you want to go back to Jun's house directly?

?”

"When passing by the People's Square, stop the car. I want to buy some things for the baby." Jun Hai thought to herself. For some reason, she suddenly wanted to walk for a while and relax. Maybe it was because of the conversation she had with Bai Zhuyun just now.

The meeting made her feel confused and suddenly felt very depressed.

"Okay." Jun Jinxiu responded, took Jun Haixin into the car, and drove all the way to the People's Square. However, along the way, he didn't mention a word about Bai Zhuyun just now.
Chapter completed!