【710】
"Did you read the report?" His voice suddenly sounded in her ears.
Jun Yuexi was startled, and understood that what Ling Jing was referring to was probably the report of him beating a reporter. "Well, I also watched the video of that time." She answered honestly.
"Is that why you came to me in a hurry?" He continued to ask, "What did you want to do when you came to me? Did you come to ask me why I beat the reporter? Or did you want to ask me about Ling Jiyue?
"
After a pause, he slowly pulled her hands away from his waist, supported the ground with one hand, and looked down at her, "But no matter what kind of question you want to ask, I won't tell you.
"
His eyes were heavy, and under the black contact lenses, she couldn't see clearly what was hidden in his eyes. But...she could feel the struggle and pain in his indifferent eyes.
What is he struggling with, and what is he suffering from? Is there anything that he cannot let her know?
"But I came here just to give you a hug," she said.
He was stunned, and the next moment, he felt her hands wrap around his waist again - she was hugging him tightly.
"If you don't want to say it, then it's okay not to say it." Jun Yuexi said softly, "I originally wanted to know, but I just wanted to know you better, your likes and dislikes, and what worries you.
But if letting me know will make you more painful, I don’t need to know anything."
Because what she wanted to see most was his smile. Whenever a faint smile appeared on his cold face, it would make her feel as precious as the snow lotus blooming on the iceberg.
"I don't know what you are worried about, but if you are willing to talk, then I will listen carefully and try to help you solve your problems. If you are not willing to talk, then I will not ask any questions." She continued,
"Jing, I'm not a child anymore. There must be some reason for you to hit the reporter. If you are suppressing too much pain, I hope you can let me help you share it."
His fingers gently brushed the hair on her forehead, which also allowed him to see her face more clearly. This face was no longer the 7-year-old face he first met, but a youthful and beautiful face.
Face.
As she said, she is no longer a child, she can be considered an adult, with her own cognition, her own thinking, her own values of good and evil... She can make her own decision, whether to accept him or not
Yes... abandon him!
Should I tell her? Should I completely tell her the secret that has been suppressed in my heart?
——"She is a child of the Jun family. She is stronger than you think." His father's voice sounded in his ears like rewinding the tape.
"If I tell you, you become disgusted with me, what should I do?" He stared at him and murmured. This sentence seemed to be asking her, but more like asking himself.
.
What should I do? What should I do? I have assumed the possibility countless times, but I never have the courage to take the gamble.
Jun Yuexi blinked in disgust. This was a question she had never thought about, "I will not hate you. People from the Jun family can never hate their own lives. Have you forgotten that you are
Does my life depend on it?"
He was startled. Her words were like telling him the mathematical question 1+1=2. It was an answer that could be formulated into a formula without even thinking about it!
It was precisely because he was her life that she could answer him so simply, "What if I am not your life?!" These words just blurted out. The moment she said them, she regretted them.
It's coming up again.
Didn't he already know that it was precisely because he was her life that she had always been so clinging to him and instinctively liked him.
He had been deliberately not mentioning the topic of "if it wasn't his destiny" because he didn't want her to discover that her feelings for him might just be because he was her destiny.
Why did you say it impulsively at this time?!
Jun Yuexi's brows knitted slowly, as if she was thinking about the question he asked. Ling Jing felt cold sweat on his palms and back. How ridiculous, he was actually afraid, extremely afraid that she would
The answer that comes out of the mouth.
He stood up suddenly and said, "I feel a little uncomfortable. I'm going back now. I'll ask the driver to take you home later." As he said that, he was about to leave, but he paused because his hand was suddenly grabbed by her.
Stepped down.
"I haven't told you the answer yet." Jun Yuexi said.
"It's okay even if you don't say it." Ling Jing said.
"But I want to say," she insisted, taking two steps forward, walking to him, facing him head on, "because you are my life, so I like Jing very much."
He should be happy, she still likes him, but why did he feel so empty after hearing her words?
If he is not her destiny, then can she not even have this love?
"But -" her voice paused and continued, "just now I was assuming what would happen to me if Jing was not my life, and it turned out that I love you. Well, I thought so much.
A lot of likes, when added together, should be the so-called love. I love you so much that I want to be with you forever. Even if we are not dependent on you, it doesn't matter, as long as we are together."
Her voice rang in his ears word for word, making every pore in his body suddenly shrink and open...
What is she talking about?! Saying she loves him? Not just like, but love?
"You...love me?" A voice like a cassette machine came from his mouth, and his eyes looked at her in shock.
"Yes, I love her very much." She replied seriously, honestly and simply.
"No matter what I am, do you love me?" He asked in a low voice, "Even if you find out that my real side is ugly and disgusting...will you still love me?"
She looked at him with some surprise. His speaking voice had a kind of vibrato. She rarely heard him make such a sound - only when he was extremely uneasy, he might unconsciously have vibrato.
Bar.
"Yes." She replied, "No matter what Jing looks like or what her real side is, I love them all. I like Jing and have done so for 10 years. I will continue to love Jing for many more years."
As if he had lost the strength to support his body in an instant, he rested his head on her shoulder and leaned most of his weight on her, "I believe what you said, every word."
————Happy Children’s Day, June 1st! A new month has begun! Thank you for your support in the monthly ticket war in May. I got a good ranking. In June, I also
Chapter completed!