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"Yao, don't come in front of me, I don't want you to see my face now." Her tears kept rolling down from her eyes, and her face was covered with tears.
Even she couldn't remember how long it had been since she cried, but now she was crying so hard and she shed so many tears.
This was her order, and he knew he should obey it. But when he heard her crying constantly in his ears, his hand had automatically pulled her over and pressed her head into his arms, "Like this
If not, I won't be able to see the young lady's face." This was the first time he disobeyed her order.
Her face was buried in his arms, and her tears seemed to be absorbed by the fabric of his clothes.
No one can see her face, so she can cry as much as she wants. And he will stay with her until the moment of death...
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Jun Haixin never expected that her daughter would come home with red and swollen eyes. Since she was a child, her daughter has rarely cried. She is calmer and stronger than ordinary children.
But no matter how strong a child is, there are times when he is sad. Seeing his daughter like this, Jun Haixin couldn't help but feel his heart twitch, "Didn't you go to Chu Lu's birthday party today? Did something unhappy happen at the party?"
?”
Bai Yueran shook her head, the banquet...when she went, the banquet had already ended.
"Then tell Mommy, why are you crying? Mommy knows that you won't cry for no reason." Jun Haixin continued.
Bai Yueran was silent.
Seeing that his daughter had no intention of saying anything, Jun Haixin said to Cang Yao who was standing behind Bai Yueran, "Xiaoyao, tell me what happened."
"Don't say it!" Bai Yueran said suddenly.
Jun Hai was slightly surprised, but Cang Yao said calmly, "I understand." Then he closed his lips and said nothing.
Obviously, Cang Yao's words were an answer to Bai Yueran. He showed with his actions that the only master he considered was Bai Yueran. Therefore, when the two gave the same order, he put Bai Yueran's order first.
Jun Haixin felt a sense of loss in her heart. Is it because her daughter was older? So she would not be as clingy to herself as she was when she was a child, and would tell her all her feelings.
However, Bai Yueran's immediate words made Jun Hai's feeling of loss dissipate.
"I will tell mommy myself, so Yao doesn't have to say anything!" Bai Yueran said, and then came to the study room with Jun Haixin.
Yesterday, she saw her father sitting alone in the study room, but today, it was her and her mother sitting on this sofa.
"Am I the child who was conceived because my mother was raped by my father?" Bai Yueran didn't use any tactful words and directly said what mattered to her most.
Jun Hai was stunned, "How did you..." She was so shocked that her voice was a little out of tune. Although the adults in the Jun family knew about this kind of thing, they all tacitly concealed it.
She is from the younger generation. Naturally, her daughter should not know anything.
"I heard the chat between Daddy and Mummy this morning. Mummy actually didn't want to give birth to me at all, right? And to Daddy, I am just a tool. He can marry Mummy.
Tool!" Bai Yueran continued, lowering his head, his voice a little hoarse from the previous crying.
Jun Hai was shocked, was his daughter standing outside the door at that time? Because he heard those words, that's why...
"Mommy... I have never wanted to give birth to you." Jun Haixin gently placed her hand on Bai Yueran's head, caressing her tenderly, "Although I was shocked when I first found out I was pregnant with you.
I can’t believe it, but the thought of strangling you in my belly makes me feel uncomfortable just thinking about it.”
"Is it because I am mommy's life dependant?" she said in a low voice.
"No, because you are my daughter, the continuation of my life, and the proof that I live in this world." Jun Hai said in his heart, "Mingyi, I saw you for the first time when I gave birth to you.
, a fact that I just realized. But when you were not born, I thought that I must work hard to give birth to you, teach you everything I know, and work hard to love you, even if my body
No matter how painful it is, I want to make your life happy. At that time, I just wanted to be your mother." And her daughter will be her life support, which is another kind of happiness.
"But I was obviously conceived because of Daddy's treatment of Mommy. Shouldn't Mommy be disgusted?" No woman can bear to be pregnant with a child who is not the man she loves or likes.
"I... have never hated it." Jun Hai replied leisurely, recalling the scenes at that time again in her mind. At that time, she had conflicts and struggles, and most of all she wanted to
The thought of giving birth to the child, and her feelings towards Bai Zhuyun that she could clearly express herself, "At that time, Mommy used to hate your daddy because he had done some things that I couldn't forgive.
But at the same time, I sympathized with him and had a feeling of pity for him. I think at that time, I actually liked him a little bit."
Yes, even if she didn't want to admit it at that time, her heart had begun to move closer to the man who was willing to give everything for her. When she looked at the pain of him not getting what she asked for, sometimes she felt like she was watching
Same as myself.
Is that so? Mommy didn't hate her birth?! Bai Yueran thought, that hesitant heart had gained a little peace of mind because of her mother's words.
"To your daddy, you are actually not a tool, but a hope." Jun Haixin continued.
"Hope?" Bai Yueran raised his head and looked at his mother.
"Yes, it is hope in despair. At that time, Daddy really wanted to be with Mommy, so for him, you were his only glimmer of hope at that time. So of course..." Jun Hai paused for a moment.
, opened his arms and hugged his daughter, "You are not only your daddy's hope, but also my hope. It is you who allow mommy to form a family with daddy, and allow mommy to face her feelings more frankly.
It also makes your daddy rise from despair."
Jun Haixin's words gradually calmed down Bai Yueran's heart. She wanted to believe her mother's words, and she wanted to believe that she was a hope-like existence.
"Mommy, have you reconciled with Daddy?" Bai Yueran asked suddenly.
Jun Haixin smiled slightly, "Mommy will reconcile with Daddy soon." Yes, Zhuyun had already experienced despair once before. If his despair hadn't reached its peak, he wouldn't have used such extreme means.
, making her pregnant.
Chapter completed!