After a long while, she murmured, "I don't understand what you mean. It was you who said you didn't like her anymore and wanted to break up."

That night, she cried hard. She experienced the feeling of breaking up for the first time, and understood for the first time that relationships can change quickly.

But now, he is telling her that he still likes her!

"Yes, it's me who said I wanted to break up! Because I'm too jealous, I feel uneasy, at a loss, and want to escape from this feeling that I can't control!" He shouted in a low voice, making him the most reluctant to confess.

I completely confessed my feelings in front of her.

"envy?"

"I've always been jealous of Cangyao, don't you know? I'm jealous that the person you're dating is me, but you seem to pay more attention to him, jealous that he always protects you, jealous that he can...

Being by your side all the time, this kind of jealousy almost drove me crazy at that time."

He said mockingly, paused, and stared at her deeply, as if he wanted to take a closer look at her appearance.

Bai Yueran never knew that Chu Lu would have such emotions at that time. She only knew that he cared about Cang Yao's existence, but she didn't expect that he would care to this extent.

All the time, the feelings she has seen are the feelings of Daddy and Mommy, and the feelings of Xiaoxi Lingjing. She only thinks that as long as two people are in a relationship, the only thing they should care about is each other, and there is no need to mind it.

Something else.

If you like someone, you will date them; if you don't like them, you won't date them again.

But I never knew that there is another situation where you like someone but break up with them.

Beginners in love will always pay a lot for it, he is like this, and so is she.

"I didn't know... it would be like this." Bai Yueran said honestly.

"I didn't expect that after we broke up, I would still be jealous in the end. Not only Cang Yao, but also Xiao Si was jealous." Chu Lu sneered and changed the subject, "But this time, I don't want to

Escaped."

What do you mean you don't want to escape? Bai Yueran's eyes flashed with doubts. He looked at Chu Lu and saw his serious expression, and then he seemed to understand something.

His lips parted slightly, "Of course, I like you, and I have always only liked you. This time, I don't want to give you up to anyone, I want to be your favorite man!"

Once upon a time, he also said that he would become her favorite boy. At that time, she was so happy when she heard his words! She thought that she would encounter the kind of feelings her father had for her mother.

But now, when he said this to her again, she felt confused in her heart. What kind of feelings did she have towards Chu Lu?

Then, she heard her own voice saying to him, "But Chu Lu, I don't like you anymore."

When she finished saying this, his face turned pale in an instant, and his whole body seemed to be frozen, motionless. A deep pain suddenly flashed in his dark eyes.

Suddenly, he covered his eyes with his hands, as if he didn't want her to look into his eyes anymore. Did he not like him anymore? Yes, he was the one who broke up with her back then. She would no longer like him, too.

Of course.

But this time, it was different. This time, he didn't want to retreat.

He slowly lowered his hand, and the pain in his eyes was replaced by determination, "Then I will make you fall in love with me again. However, this time, I won't let you go!"

This is his oath!

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Some things, once let go, will become more difficult when you want to catch them again.

It turned out that after the breakup, his feelings had not changed, but hers had.

I want to get her again and don't want to see her back again. This idea is so strong in my mind.

"Chu Lu, I heard that you and all your girlfriends have broken up?" Lu Minghai rushed over in a hurry and asked Chu Lu who was staring out the window at the window sill of the library.

"Those people are not my girlfriends, they are just female companions who are bored to pass the time." Chu Lu said calmly. The only girlfriend he has admitted to from beginning to end is Bai Yueran.

"Hey, whether it's a girlfriend or a female partner, are you and those girls really separated?" Lu Minghai asked. The two of them have known each other since junior high school, and they can be considered close friends.

"Yeah." Chu Lu replied.

"Why? What happened?"

"I just found that none of these are what I want. What I want has never changed."

Lu Minghai felt a little dizzy, so he simply asked directly, "What do you want?"

Chu Lu did not answer, but said abruptly, "Sitting in this position, you can see the stadium."

"So what?" Lu Minghai was confused. He looked out the window at the gymnasium and didn't feel anything unusual. From here, he could see the main entrance of the gymnasium and it was clear who was coming in and out.

"In the past two years, I have often sat in this position when I was alone." Chu Lu said, "I thought I was missing my time in the basketball club, so I often sat here, but now I think

Think about it, that’s actually not the case.”

His eyelashes lowered slightly, and his eyes held a certain nostalgia, "Actually, I just want to see Bai Yueran a few more times. From here, I can see her entering and leaving the gym, even if it is only a few minutes, it is good."

"

Lu Minghai looked at Chu Lu with shock on his face, and after a long while he said with a dry throat, "You... what you want, shouldn't it be Bai Yueran!"

Chu Lu smiled lowly, with a hint of bitterness, "Yes, I want it." I wanted it so much that my body ached.

"You're crazy!" Lu Minghai shouted, "How long has it been since you broke up with Bai Yueran? What's more, she is now with Cang Yao..."

"They are not dating, are they?" Chu Lu interrupted, "Besides, even if they are dating, I... don't want to let go."

Lu Minghai sighed, "If I had known this, why would you have broken up with her in the first place."

Chu Lu's eyes were still fixed on the door of the gymnasium, watching the people coming in and out, "Yes, if I had known this, why bother..."

Why let go so easily, why say you no longer like it so easily, why give up your position so easily!

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In just a few days, the news that Chu Lu had broken off his relationship with all the girls in the past broke out in the high school and became the most talked about issue.

Many people were speculating on Chu Lu's purpose for doing this, but Chu Lu didn't say anything.
Chapter completed!