Lichun 319 Your future is still in your hands
The car slowly drove into the carved gate. Lin Shengxia got out of the car and entered the villa first. However, he never thought that as soon as he walked out of the entrance, he saw Jiang Jusheng sitting on the sofa with a thoughtful look on his face, holding a cup of hot tea poured by the servant in his hand.
Seeing Lin Shengxia coming in, Jiang Jusheng smiled slightly, put the cup on the coffee table and stood up and stared at Lin Shengxia's face quietly, as if she had a sense of vicissitudes of having passed through thousands of sails.
"Jusheng, you are here." Lin Shengxia changed her shoes and walked to the sofa opposite her to sit down. She still felt a little unfamiliar with her movements.
"Sister Shengxia, are you blaming me for taking the initiative and asking the lawyer to throw that dollar to Su Nuan? Or is it because I feel like I have changed?"
If Jiang Jusheng couldn't see it before, how could this woman who has experienced the warmth and coldness of the world now not be able to see it? But Jiang Jusheng didn't hide it and opened her mouth very simply, as if that was not a very difficult thing.
Lin Shengxia didn't say anything, and the sound of opening the door came from the door. Gu Zekai, who had parked the car, walked in and saw Jiang Jusheng sitting there and frowned, which was fleeting.
"I'll go to the study to handle business. Don't talk for too long. You just came back from the hospital and need a rest." Gu Zekai said the second half of the sentence specifically for Jiang Jusheng. Jiang Jusheng, who was originally unconsciously turning the teacup mouth unconsciously, immediately raised his head and looked at Lin Shengxia in surprise.
"Sister Shengxia, why did you go to the hospital? What happened?" When Gu Zekai's figure disappeared in the corridor, Jiang Jusheng couldn't help but speak, his eyes full of care. This was impossible to do anything.
Lin Shengxia felt a little relieved when she saw Jiang Jusheng's appearance. She could still tell who is true and who is false. Perhaps Jusheng is more important than being able to be peaceful and cherish him in her heart, but she still wanted to make her happy.
"It's okay, but you, have you thought about the future?" Lin Shengxia's gentle eyes fell on Jiang Jusheng's face. She was much more mature than when she first met her, and even spoke calmly.
"I have completely given up on Tang Huainan and have nothing to nostalgic for! Actually, I figured it out later that he could not take me seriously, but that is, he didn't love me!"
Jiang Jusheng finally said this sentence, but it didn't seem like the heart-wrenching pain I imagined. It was as if he had completed a difficult task, but he breathed a sigh of relief afterwards.
Lin Shengxia stared at Jiang Jusheng quietly. She didn't feel a little wronged or hesitant when she said this. Did those pasts that could hurt Jusheng finally disappear?
"After returning from the mental hospital, Tang Huainan has always locked himself in the study, without eating or drinking. Looking at his appearance, I feel neither joy nor pain. Now, the only thing I care about most is Xixi!"
Sometimes Jiang Jusheng couldn't help but think about her past self. She humbled herself into the dust. Why bother?
"After I suddenly realized my heart, I decided to divorce Tang Huainan!" When Jiang Jusheng said this, the corner of his mouth curled up slightly. Divorce was something she had already thought about, and it was something she had thought about for a long time to take Xixi away from T-City and start over again.
"Sister Shengxia, if I could figure it out earlier and not be so persistent, would I live a better life now?"
Lin Shengxia's gentle eyes fell deep on Jiang Jusheng's face, and her slender body leaned against the back of the sofa chair.
"I can't help you predict unknown things. I just hope that Jusheng, you can love yourself well. Love may be very important, but it is not the whole of a woman's life. Your future is still in your hands. As for the past... it is not necessary to think so much!"
Lin Shengxia's words were very straightforward, which also made Jiang Jusheng stunned. Then she laughed softly, and her eyes turned red as she smiled!
"Sister Shengxia, how good it would be if someone could tell me these things earlier? How good it would be if I met you earlier!" Jiang Jusheng said while wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes. It was not until after all the Qianfans passed, she realized how innocent she was at the beginning.
A man doesn't love you. Even if you lower yourself to the dust and lose yourself humbly to cater to the other person, he still doesn't love you, and even treats you as a joke.
Rather, why can't women become proud?
Let go bravely!
No matter how painful your heart hurts, it will be a day when you will recover, but if you are used to being humble, you will eventually lose the most precious self!
Zihuanlin Xia Tea. Once it is lost, it will never be found again.
"Jusheng, if I had told you this, wouldn't you marry Tang Huainan?" Lin Shengxia poured out the cold tea in front of Jiang Jusheng and signaled the servant to make a cup of new ones and spoke lightly.
Jiang Jusheng was stunned. She didn't know how to do it! Even if someone told her that Tang Huainan had all kinds of bad things, she would have entered this marriage without hesitation, so... there is no if!
"I understand!" Jiang Jusheng used a year of failed marriage to understand the simple four words. Fortunately, it was not too late!
"You probably won't know how much I envy you, Sister Shengxia. You have such a strong personality and will not be bullied by others. You have a husband and children who love you. You are my idol, from the past to the present!"
Jiang Jusheng couldn't help but say that her voice was very light, and even the tone of her speech became relaxed.13acv.
But Lin Shengxia, who was sitting opposite her, smiled and shook her head.
"How could you know that you envy me, and I have envied you, your innocence, and your innocence are things that I can never find after I lose it."
Lin Shengxia and Jiang Jusheng looked at each other and smiled at each other. The tea fragrance was rich and refreshing warmth.
Before Jiang Jusheng was about to say goodbye, his expression suddenly became solemn, obviously remembering the most important thing he had come here today, and even the atmosphere surrounding the two suddenly became serious.
"Sister Shengxia, I have always kept something hidden from you. It was because Tang Huainan didn't let me tell you, but I think I need to tell you!"
Jiang Jusheng's voice was very heavy. Perhaps she felt that she had been wrong from the beginning. She shouldn't have chosen to hide such important things against her morals.
"What's the matter?" Lin Shengxia looked at Jiang Jusheng calmly, with doubt in her eyes.
"The fire in the Gu family's old house was not an accident... At that time, I could clearly smell the smell of gasoline, and there was another person leaving in a panic. Tang Huainan must have known it, because he told me in person that no matter what I saw, it would be better to forget it. He didn't want a word to leak out of my mouth! So even though it took so long, I didn't say this!" Jiang Jusheng's expression was very ashamed. She was even about to forget this matter. If she hadn't accidentally heard Tang Huainan and Su Nuan's adoptive mother calling again, she would have been almost unable to remember!
Lin Shengxia's movement of holding the teacup was a little stiff. The fire in the old house was suddenly put on the table again. Her heart suddenly stumbled. She also suspected it when the fire was in the first place, but there were too many things later, and she never took it to heart again!
"Who is the one who left in a panic?" Lin Shengxia was silent for a moment, and recalled all the information about the fire in the Gu family's old house in his mind.
"I suspect it is Su Nuan's adoptive mother!" Jiang Jusheng was cruel and finally said this!
A sudden coldness flashed through Lin Shengxia's eyes. Su Nuan's adoptive mother? The fire in the Gu family's old house was released by Su Nuan's adoptive mother? To be honest, Lin Shengxia is not unfamiliar with the words Su Nuan's adoptive mother. Su Haoxuan was also brought back by Tang Huainan with her. What is Su Nuan's adoptive mother identity? Why did she do such a thing?
What's more, Lin Shengxia did not forget that when he met Yuan Muyang, he clearly said something that Su Nuan appeared again five years later because of the relationship between her adoptive mother and Grandpa Yuan Muyang, that he had no choice but to take her with her!
How many identities can a woman have for others to guess? And what is her true identity?
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After seeing off Jiang Jusheng, Lin Shengxia sat in the same place for a long time without talking.
Her head was messy, as if she wanted to make a clue. Su Nuan's adoptive mother, Yuan Muyang's grandfather, and even Yuan Muyang and Gu Zekai's grandfather seemed to have an indescribable connection between them.
After sighing, Lin Shengxia suddenly remembered that she had bought the 72-hour contraceptive pills, so she took out the medicine box from her bag, stood up and walked to the next to the water drinker and poured himself a glass of water. She heard a click of the white pills being taken out.
In fact, she rarely takes the medicine after the incident. Because of her poor stomach, she will have a stomachache for a long time after taking it, so she insisted on letting Gu Zekai wear a condom before.
Just swallowing the medicine with water, Lin Shengxia casually placed the box of the contraceptive pill on the flow table, holding the glass under the both hands, and unconsciously fell into deep thought again.
I don’t know how long it took like this, but Lin Shengxia slowly turned around.
With a clang, the cup in her hand fell to the ground and broke into several pieces.
The slender figure who shouldn't have appeared here stood behind her at some point, and even his slender and thick hand bones steadily held the box of the birth control pill in his hand.
The man looked at her eyes with deep pupils like this, and there was no emotion in it, without any waves.
Chapter completed!