Waking of Insects 346 How can I be willing to give up 4000 words
Hearing the sound of the door opening coming from the entrance, Lin Shengxia walked over slowly, holding Little Huangdou in her arms. She held her son's chubby little hand with her slender fingers and waved to Gu Zekai, as if saying hello.
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If Gu Zekai still had a cold face before entering the house, then he had quickly changed his identity in front of and behind the door.
Outside the door, he is Gu Zekai, and inside the door, he is Mrs. Gu's husband, Xiaohuangdou's father! So no matter what mood swings there are outside, Gu Zekai will work hard to control himself.
"Don't let your son come over. I'm still feeling cold outside." Gu Zekai first took off his dark coat and hung it on the hanger in the entrance. He rubbed his slender fingers back and forth to warm his cold fingers first.
Then he touched Xiaohuangdou's face.
"Are you hungry? I don't know when you will come back, so I didn't ask aunt to cook. Instead, I fed the little soybeans before you came back!" The pale lips slowly raised because of the little soybeans, and the expression faded.
The coldness of the past brings with it the warmth of melting glaciers in the corners of my eyes and eyebrows.
Gu Zekai stared at her deeply, with tenderness in his eyes. Even the tiredness that was so cold to his bones after seeing the photo gradually disappeared.
He once wanted to open his mouth to talk to Mrs. Gu who was standing opposite him and could reach out and touch her. But maybe it was because he cared about her so much that he didn't want this woman to worry about her own affairs. She was thin and frail.
There was already too much pain on her back, and what he wanted to do was not to add anything to it, but to use his own hands to help her remove those heavy burdens little by little.
"Mrs. Gu..." Gu Zekai sighed deeply and stretched out his hands to take Lin Shengxia and Xiao Huangdou into his arms. His embrace was solid and warm, which made Lin Shengxia who was caught off guard and was taken into his arms for a moment.
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"Is the share issue not going well?" Lin Shengxia subconsciously connected his abnormality with the company's affairs. Instead, Xiao Huangdou used her wet mouth to kiss Gu Zekai on the cheek,
It left a wet mark on that sharp face.
"No, it went very smoothly. Tang Huainan was kicked out of the Gu family. All the shares in his name have been signed and transferred to my name. No more, no less, still the 38%."
The corners of his lips curled up in a cold arc, not the joy that Lin Shengxia had imagined. Of course, his expression was not mixed with any emotion called disappointment. This made Lin Shengxia somewhat confused as to what was wrong with Gu Zekai.
Gu Zekai didn't say anything. He just brought his lips close to Xiao Huangdou and kissed his cheek, which immediately made him giggle. His waving hand accidentally hit Lin Shengxia's cheekbone. Although the force was not strong, it still left some damage to the skin.
She was so thin that she turned red.
Lin Shengxia didn't mind, but Gu Zekai felt distressed, and the emotion flashed in his deep black eyes was obvious.
"What did you buy?" Lin Shengxia only saw the man's packaged boutique bag hanging on the hanger when he turned sideways. It wasn't until he heard her voice that Gu Zekai recalled the mobile phone he got back from the company.
He originally wanted to surprise her when he got home, but the sudden photo broke all the rhythm. He didn't even think about it until Mrs. Gu reminded him.
"It's a mobile phone. Wasn't the one you had before been stepped on? I saw that you never sent it for repair. Fortunately, I bought you a new one. You only need to change the card to use it." Gu Zekai turned around and walked away from you.
He took the bag off the hanger and gestured to hand it to Lin Shengxia.
But before it was handed over to Lin Shengxia's hands, Xiaohuangdou burst into tears. It was like a baby's face could change in March!
"I'm going to change Little Huangdou's diaper. My phone is on the bedside table. Please help me change the card!" Lin Shengxia coaxed Little Huangdou towards the cradle. Gu Zekai shrugged his shoulders and headed upstairs.
Walk in the direction up, loosening the tie as you go.
Lin Shengxia slowly placed Xiao Huangdou in the cradle, casually took out a baby wipe and wiped the child's vagina clean, and then changed the clean diaper for Xiao Huangdou, with smooth movements and gentle lips.
The smile never faded.
Suddenly, she seemed to have thought of something, and the smile on her lips suddenly condensed. Even Qinshui's pupils widened, and her slender fingers trembled slightly.
Little Huangdou seemed to be sensitive to her mother's emotions, her big moist eyes no longer shed tears, and she just started playing with her little hands.
Lin Shengxia let go of Xiao Huangdou's hand and felt that even the air had become quiet, and her crystal clear skin was pale, even to the point of being bloodless.
But she forced herself to regain her composure, and she even heard herself clearly telling her confinement sister not to go upstairs with Little Huangdou in her arms no matter if she heard any noise from upstairs later.
After all these instructions, Lin Shengxia silently walked towards the bedroom upstairs. She never wanted Gu Zekai to discover her thoughts in this way. She really didn't...
Everything that happened just now was really too happy, so happy that she forgot what she had hurriedly hid in the bedside table last night. Every time she took a step up the stairs, Lin Shengxia felt that her fingers were getting colder, and even her calves were cold.
My stomach was shaking a little.
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The bedroom was surprisingly quiet, so quiet that she could hear her own breathing clearly.
Finally, she came to the door of the bedroom. Lin Shengxia even vaguely saw Gu Zekai's back outside the half-opened door. That lonely figure was facing away from her and still holding the thin piece of paper in his hand.
Slender fingers slowly touched the door panel.
Zhiyo...
The usually subtle sounds were infinitely amplified at this time, and the figure with its back turned to him seemed to stiffen up instantly. Lin Shengxia only felt that his heart was slowly being clenched by a pair of invisible hands, and it was sore and painful.
, even breathing becomes laborious.
She numbly walked towards Gu Zekai. He was much calmer than she imagined. Even when she stretched out her hand and landed on his tense arm, Gu Zekai turned around honestly so that Lin Shengxia could take his leave.
He saw his own cruelty in his eyes.
"When were you ready?" Gu Zekai's pupils were a little blurry, there was no expression on his stern face, and even his voice was a little stiff, but even so, he was not willing to scare his Mrs. Gu, so he just spoke in a very low voice.
spoke in a tone of voice.
The only response to him was Lin Shengxia's silence. She tightly grasped the shirt on Gu Zekai's arms with both hands, her pale lips trembling constantly but unable to make any sound.
"So, your recent kindness to me is all in preparation for this? So I asked you not to leave me, and what you gave me was silence?" Gu Zekai spoke again, his muscles getting tighter and tighter, as if
On the verge of collapse, Lin Shengxia still didn't say a word. Maybe even she didn't know what to say. What he said was the truth. What Gu Zekai said...
It's all facts!
"Mrs. Gu, let me go. I can't bear to hurt you, but I'm really... very angry!" I don't know how much time passed, but Gu Zekai took his arm out of Lin Shengxia's hand. He only felt that he was rational.
Already separated from himself, the seeds of anger took root and sprouted in his heart until they bore terrible fruits. He started smashing things in the bedroom like crazy, venting the suppressed emotions in his heart, but at the same time, he could
Precisely avoid the direction where Lin Shengxia was standing.
Gu Zekai's cold eyes were covered with red bloodshot eyes due to his excitement, and his strong arms had already been scratched with blood marks due to madness. Lin Shengxia bit her lower lip and took a step forward to hug him tightly with both hands.
Holding his fisting arm, the ground was a mess, revealing his suppressed anger, which was the emotion that had accumulated in his heart since seeing that photo.
Lin Shengxia only felt that he was pushed down on the soft bed by a huge force, and his internal organs felt like the pain of being squeezed together. His silky black hair that reached his ears was scattered on the silky sheets, and Gu Zekai was like this
He bullied her and pressed her firmly onto the soft bed.
Gu Zekai's movements were rough and cold. His strong hands pressed hard on her slender wrists, leaving red marks on Lin Shengxia's exposed skin. He was really cruel, knowing exactly what such strength would leave behind.
There were traces of it, but he gradually tightened his big palm without caring at all!
"Even you don't want me anymore, Mrs. Gu, even you don't want me anymore!" Lin Shengxia clearly heard the desperate voice of this powerful man, and her whole body trembled uncontrollably, feeling sad and distressed.
She made no move to resist and allowed Gu Zekai to wreak havoc on her body, giving up all struggles. The pain in her neck was mixed with the man's heavy breathing, and the divorce agreement had been thrown somewhere in the room.
Lin Shengxiao closed her eyes. Lin Shengxia felt Gu Zekai's big palm move to her ankle, almost forcing her legs apart, as if he wanted to attack her forcefully!
"Lin Shengxia, can you forgive me until I die?" The veins on the back of Gu Zekai's hands were clearly highlighted due to the exertion, and the bloodlust in his eyes was unabashedly expressed in front of her for the first time since Lin Shengxia came back.
Even the desperate and painful struggle inside is shown!
Gu Zekai stiffly squeezed out a smile from his thin lips. He stopped all actions to force her, and just held her hand and placed it on his neck. The warm pulsation under the thin skin made Lin Shengxia suddenly
He recalled her strong heartbeat when she was lying in his arms.
The hand that was pressing on her gradually contracted around her neck, and Gu Zekai immediately closed his eyes, letting the feeling of suffocation come over him.
"Don't be like this, don't be like this..." Lin Shengxia wanted to take out her hand. She would rather he hurt her like he just did than let Gu Zekai struggle like this!
But Gu Zekai pressed her firmly, and even Lin Shengxia could feel his grip on her neck getting harder and harder, and even her fingers seemed to be pressed into her skin by him.
With her strength, there was no way she could be his opponent. Painful emotions gradually seeped into Lin Shengxia's heart. She suddenly pushed up her upper body and pressed her soft lips against his. Bitter tears just fell down the gap between her eyelids.
It comes down, fits the cheeks of two people, spreads to the lip line, and even penetrates between the lips and teeth.
Lin Shengxia sucked his lips, tossing and turning, Gu Zekai was as cold as ice, and the force exerted on his neck also decreased because of this kiss, until Lin Shengxia could freely control her hands, but she had both hands
She crossed her arms behind his neck and pressed the man toward her.
"I just don't want the two of us to suffer like this anymore. The better you treat me, the less I can let go. Gu Zekai... what do you want me to do? What can you ask me to do?" Lin Shengxia burst into tears, as if she wanted to
It was like letting out all the sorrow in my heart.
Gu Zekai's big palms originally supporting her sides gradually tightened, and even his dilated pupils returned to normal. When he heard Lin Shengxia's cry, he finally understood what he had just done to her.
What happened.
The spots on the delicate skin, the messy clothes, the tears on Mrs. Gu’s face, the thick eyebrows gradually tightening together, accompanied by the hollow heartbeat!
In the past, he was not good to Mrs. Gu, and everyone accused him of being bad to Mrs. Gu, but now... is it wrong for him to be nice to her? He wants to love her, love her, pamper her and protect her... Is this also wrong?
Already?
"But I can't let you go, I can't let you go... How can you let me be alone in the future!" Gu Zekai's voice was very soft, so soft that it was almost inaudible. His Mrs. Gu always knew what words to use to hurt her.
He hurts the most!13acv.
He let go of her and stood tall beside the bed. The silence after the madness was cold and cold. He turned around and slowly walked out of the bedroom. Blood dripped from his fingers, and some fell on Gu Zekai.
Some of his suit pants fell on the floor.
Lin Shengxia stared blankly at the ceiling. Only then did she realize that her fingers were stained with his blood, and even her clothes were stained.
The air around is cold.
The surrounding environment is empty.
She didn't know how much time had passed, but Lin Shengxia heard the door of the villa slamming shut, then the rolling shutter door of the garage opened, and the roar of the sports car engine sounded harshly.
Salty tears rolled down her cheeks again. She covered her eyelids with her thin fingers and slowly sat up from the bed.
These hands seemed to still contain Gu Zekai's body temperature, and even had his own unique smell.
How can you let me be alone in the future...
Gu Zekai's voice seemed to still echo in her ears, and his desperate and hurt eyes kept echoing in Lin Shengxia's mind.
"Gu Zekai, how could I let you go...to be alone from now on..."
Lin Shengxia murmured softly.
In response to her, this time there was only air.
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Chapter completed!