Six: Gaku lost(1/2)
She has always been by Jingzhi's side and is the first ordinary human to know Jingzhi's identity.
Her relationship with her mother was very bad, but most of the moment her mother died, she understood her mother. Her name was Wanting and Wen Wanting.
A woman who has been staying by Jingzhi's side has a higher learning ability than Jingzhi and is the class monitor in Jingzhi's class.
Have strong school abilities and network abilities (but because I love learning, network abilities have always been left behind).
Let’s take a look at her experience.
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(PS: The following is Wanting's self-report)
Hello everyone, my name is Wanting, my full name is Wen Wanting, I am 15 years old this year, and I will be 16 years old in a few months.
I was born in Pinggu District, Beijing. I was supposed to be a very happy family, but one day...
My mother told me that when I just held my first anniversary birthday, my father was seeking revenge by his enemies and finally killed by his enemies...
So I was taken care of by my mother since I was a child, and maybe because of that incident, my mother was very strict with me.
When I was playing with other people's children, I learned piano and painting at home, so I basically had no smile in my childhood.
Many people say that I am very talented in doing those things, and even my mother says so.
But I know that this is just the reason why my mother asked me to study these things. As for those, it may be just for my mother's sake...
My mother is the chairman of a company. In our area, her company is very influential, so I said that they are just for the sake of my mother.
I also asked my mother why I had to work so hard and why I didn’t accompany me once.
Because I have been envious of those who have been with my parents since I was a child, but my mother... is always busy with her own affairs and has never been with me.
Even the most common meals are cooked by myself. I celebrate my birthday myself.
I really want to have my mother with me. I remember one time when I asked my mother to play with me, but my mother slapped me and the answer was "All this is what your father meant."
At that time, I was angry and shouted to my mother, "Dad, Dad, you will always just treat me with the orders of dad."
"Mom, am I your biological child? Why are other people's children with parents and can play every day, but what about me? I can only do the things you ordered."
"I just want you to accompany me for a few hours this time, why don't you refuse?" I cried. That was the first time I cried.
I left my mother's office crying and returned home. I also cried all night. I cried for a long time. Maybe I cried until two or three in the morning, so I fell asleep.
Now that I grow up, I realize how stupid I am. My mother must have her reasons, but at that time, I went to my mother's company for such a small thing.
The next day, I went to apologize to my mother. But my mother seemed to have said she wanted to take me out for fun because of my cry yesterday or some reason.
"You are here, Tingting." She said to Wanting with a smile.
"Mom, I'm sorry, yesterday I..."
The mother shook her head and said, "I am the one who should say sorry. Yesterday was my mother, so in order to compensate you, how about my mother staying with you for one day today?"
When my mother said this, I was shocked. I didn't expect that my mother would say this.
I asked carefully, "Really?"
The mother smiled and said, "Of course it's true. But you have to promise me that after today, stop making trouble."
I nodded quickly and said, "Yes."
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The next day, my mom and I went out to play.
tour
We went to play the park, the park, and the ones we could play. There was a coffee shop that was my best memory there... But the day after tomorrow, because my mother didn't have time, so she didn't come to this coffee shop...
That day was the happiest day and the first time I laughed in my childhood.
On the way home, my mother and I met Jing Zhi at that time. She looked very down and sad.
He raised his head and looked at the mother and daughter, stretched out his hand and said, "Auntie... help me." Then he fainted.
My mother didn't want to care about him and let him lie on the ground, but I couldn't bear it, so I let go of my mother's hand alone, and then took out a small piece of cake brought out from the store for him.
After he smelled the fragrance, he woke up immediately, and the wolf ate the cake voraciously.
Then, I started to communicate with the boy and found out that his name was Jingzhi. A few hours ago, a fire broke out in his home and his parents died to protect him.
He was the only one in the family who survived. After leaving the house, he went to find his relatives to live in.
But all his relatives rejected him and said they could not let him in.
That's why Jing Zhi appeared here, and he didn't eat it for several hours, so he did this.
My mother and I originally wanted to take him in, but I thought about it. I was the only one in the family and my mother was often not at home. I might not be able to do my best to keep myself and Jingzhi at the same time.
So my mother and I took him to the orphanage, settled for a while and left.
After leaving the orphanage, I never saw Jingzhi again because I couldn't go out to the orphanage myself.
But I have some affection for Lin Jingzhi, not only because the two of us have similar experiences, but also because he is the best boy I have ever met. It can be seen from some of his gestures and expressions.
"I hope I can meet again in the future!" This was what I thought at that time.
A year later, I also reached the age of elementary school.
I went to elementary school under my mother's guidance and paid for those tuition.
My mother wanted to arrange me to go to the express class in elementary school. I would obediently follow my mother's arrangements with my personality.
But after I glanced at the list, I actually saw the name I had always wanted to see, Lin Jingzhi.
I pointed to the name "Lin Jingzhi" and asked the teacher, "Teacher, why is this Lin Jingzhi in the last class?"
The teacher in charge of the registration brushed his glasses and said, "This student is from the orphanage. According to our school rules, we wanted to give the orphanage the best class and the best education to the orphanage, but this person's character in the orphanage seemed very bad, so we arranged him to the last class, the worst class."
When I heard this, I didn't believe it. I had bad character? The Lin Jingzhi I saw was not like this.
So for the sake of the truth, I took the initiative to ask, "Hello teacher, I want to enter this worst class."
After hearing what I said, not only my mother was shocked, but the teacher was also shocked. Mom even asked, "Tingting, what are you doing? Is it for Lin Jingzhi?"
I shook my head and said, "Mom, I want to know something, so I want to go."
"But with your character, it's not suitable for such a class at all." Mom comforted.
"It's okay, mom, I will definitely study hard." I said.
"This..." Mom seemed to be hesitating, so I continued, "Don't worry, Mom, I will definitely not lose face."
After hearing her daughter's words, as a mother, she made up her mind and said, "That's OK, remember to be good."
I nodded seriously. But I was thinking in my heart: Jingzhi, we are going to meet again.
Although I have only met once, Wanting still wants to see him again.
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My mother and the teacher took me to that class. As soon as I entered the class, I saw a person sitting next to the corner, which was very quiet.
Then the teacher asked me to introduce myself, "Hello, my name is Wen Wanting, I am your future classmate."
After that, the teacher asked me to choose a seat, and I chose to sit next to Jing Zhi.
When Jing Zhi saw me, he seemed very surprised and asked, "You... why did you choose the worst class? You still have to sit next to me?" He was very confused about Wanting's choice.
Because when Jing Zhi met Wanting, he also had a good impression of her, but he thought he was not worthy of being friends with her.
I said to Jingzhi, "It's nothing, I just want to be good friends with you." After that, I smiled and stretched out my hand to face Jingzhi.
"Friend? Really? I've been afraid of me since my parents died and have never played with me... Are you really willing to be friends with me?" Jing Zhi asked with inferiority.
I nodded and said, "Well, of course I do."
After listening, Jingzhi slowly stretched out his hand and held it with mine.
"Let's get to know each other again, my name is Wen Wanting." "My name is Lin Jingzhi." His voice was very small and he sounded very inferior, but I also understood.
Wen Wanting and Lin Jingzhi's actions made the class burst into trouble.
The mother also looked at Wen Wanting worriedly.
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Jingzhi and I started playing very quickly.
I started teaching him what homework was done.
At first, Jingzhi was the one who was shy and dared not speak. Every time I had an objection, he didn't object, and he could say he had never said a word.
At first I thought it was nothing, but after a long time, such a Jingzhi gave me a feeling of being unfamiliar, not like a friend, but a stranger.
Once after class, I couldn't bear it anymore. After 20 minutes of exercise during class, Jingzhi and I started a conversation.
On a stone wall, I had a conversation with Jingzhi.
I asked, "Jingzhi, why don't you speak?"
"As expected, you are very annoyed by this too." Jing Zhi said with inferiority.
To be continued...