Chapter 456 [I never blame you]
Chapter 456 [I never blamed you]
The meaning of Xing Ying's words was actually that he wanted to tell Murong Xue, "He doesn't want Murong Xue and Murong Xue to become old friends who are separated from each other for two days and never see each other again. He doesn't want Murong Xue to suffer the pain of missing him alone in the secret place of Xianbei."
He didn't want to live up to Murong Xue's deep love for him. He wanted to take Murong Xue away from the secret land of Xianbei and live in the outside world.
That's why Xing Ying said, "We are not old friends, and... we can't become old friends. Xing also doesn't want to become old friends with Miss Murong."
The meaning of the words was already very clear, telling Murong Xue that Xing Ying wanted to take Murong Xue away from the secret place of Xianbei. At the same time, it also indirectly explained that Xing Ying had Murong Xue in his heart, and... he couldn't let go of Murong Xue.
of.
However, Murong Xue had a preconceived idea. She originally felt that what she did back then was really selfish, and she did 'that thing' without Xing Ying's complete knowledge. Although that thing was very difficult for her.
He made the choice under difficult circumstances and with a burst of anxiety in his heart, but Xing Ying was completely unaware from the beginning to the end. This was indeed difficult for Xing Ying to accept.
After all, Xing Ying is a person who values love and justice, not the kind of man who is flirtatious and flirts with women. He has always taken relationships very seriously.
In that case, Xingying would definitely not be able to accept that fact.
In Murong Xue's heart, she was thinking about what she had done at the beginning, which she had not considered. Therefore, when Xing Ying said these words at this moment, what she was thinking about was completely misinterpreting Xing Ying.
meaning.
After a long time, seeing that Murong Xue still did not answer his words and remained motionless on the spot, Xing Ying also felt uneasy. He thought: Could it be that Miss Murong is really unwilling to leave Xianbei secrets with him as Senior Murong said?
To live in the outside world?
With this thought in his mind, Xing Ying finally couldn't care about anything else. He had already decided in his heart when he came: No matter what, he must take Murong Xue away from here. He must not let Murong Xue stay here alone and suffer the pain of lovesickness.
This is what he doesn't want to see.
Immediately, Xing Ying moved slowly, walked in front of Murong Xue, and said to Murong Xue, who was still confused: "Miss Murong, you...really don't want to leave the secret place of Xianbei with me? Go there.
Life in the outside world?”
"What?" Murong Xue suddenly saw Xing Ying walking in front of her, and heard Xing Ying's words again. For a moment, her whole person was completely confused, and her eyes were confused and surprised.
Xing Ying was completely stunned on the spot.
She never thought that Xing Ying would suddenly say this to her: He asked me to leave here with him and live in the outside world?
Doesn't he blame me? Does he want me to leave here with him and live in the outside world? Does he accept me?
how so?
How could it become like this?
What was he thinking?
For a moment, Murong Xue was completely stunned by Xing Ying's words. Her eyes were full of doubts. She looked at Xing Ying with surprise and anxiety, and was speechless for a long time.
There was confusion in her eyes, wondering why Xing Ying suddenly said this to her, and shock and suspicion. Not only did Xing Ying not blame her, but he also wanted to take me away from the secret place of Xianbei.
It's time to leave the secret place of Xianbei with Xing Ying.
At this time, Xing Ying saw that Murong Xue was still silent and became anxious. Then he didn't care about anything and told Murong Xue exactly what he was thinking. He said urgently to Murong Xue: "Miss Murong, last time
I have already learned the specific reasons from Senior Murong Yuxin. You did that at that time entirely out of protection for your father and me. I didn’t understand this until Senior Murong told me.
"
"When I woke up that day, after I learned that what happened between us, I was completely at a loss, because I didn't know why you did that? And because the two sides were at war at the time, I didn't
I didn’t stop to ask you more questions, but decided to leave.”
"Perhaps, in your heart, you thought that I was blaming you, so you decided to leave without saying anything to you. In fact, in my heart, I have never blamed you."
"Perhaps for any man, he would not blame this kind of thing, but would be more confused!"
Xing Ying let out a long sigh, with a strong affection flashing in his eyes, and continued in a solemn tone: "A woman, for a strange man she has never met, chooses to value herself more than life.
She dedicated her chaste and innocent body to him just to protect her father and this man. Who would choose to blame such a kind, sincere, and infatuated woman?"
"If it weren't for the fact that the two sides were fighting at that time and the war situation had entered a critical moment, and I learned from you that our side might have been completely defeated, I would not have resolutely left Wangyou Pavilion before I figured out the cause of the matter.
When I leave you, I will definitely ask you why you did that?"
"If I had not left at that time, you would not have fallen into deep self-blame because of my leaving."
"Now, the war is over. Although our side has won, because of you, I don't feel so happy about entering the secret land of Xianbei and winning. Instead, I feel heavy in my heart."
"No... you are not a stranger. You are not..." Facing Xing Ying's words, Murong Xue couldn't help but said: "It's my fault, it's all my fault. If I hadn't been so
Selfishly using your love and righteousness to try to keep you and your father safe and sound.
It would not have caused today's situation. Even if it weren't for me, you wouldn't kill your father. I already know this. All of this is my fault, Xing Ying, Mr. Xing, don't let your mood change because of me.
Heavy, not... not worth it, Xiaoxue... Xiaoxue is not qualified to let you do this..."
By the end of the sentence, Murong Xue's eyes were already wet, and crystal tears suddenly flowed out of the corners of her eyes.
She choked up her words and turned her cheek to one side to prevent Xing Ying from seeing her crying.
However, Xing Ying had already seen her every move, word and deed in his eyes and engraved it in his heart.
Seeing the pitiful appearance of Yi Ren in front of him, Xing Ying felt an inexplicable sadness in his heart, and then said to Murong Xue in a solemn tone: "Miss Murong, if Senior Murong hadn't told me about you before we were about to leave, and you
I would never know that it was because of me that you made that choice."
"At this moment, I already know what happened, and we have become a de facto husband and wife relationship. Therefore, I came to Wangyou Pavilion this time to tell you that I have never blamed you.
You, secondly, I want to take you away from the secret land of Xianbei and live in the outside world, are you... willing?"
Hearing Xing Ying suddenly say these words, Murong Xue's heart trembled, and she was completely stunned. She turned her head with a look of disbelief on her face, and mustered up the courage to look up at Xing Ying.
It was a touch, a look of disbelief.
Chapter completed!