266 The Cold and Fallen Immortals 5
Yes, there are some things that cannot be undone even if they are regretted. His eyes dimmed and there was no more light. It was as if all the light in his life was lost at once. Shen Pian couldn't bear it, and After all, she was here to attack him, not to make him more desperate. So, she thought about it and changed her tone and said: "Feng Bai, maybe it's just God's will that makes you happy. You should let it go."
Feng Bai stood up and staggered back. "Letting go is easy to say, but too difficult to do. In the past, I was heartless and had no desires. The only thing I had was a little compassion for the world. So, I can survive for thousands of years." For thousands of years, I have been that high-ranking but lonely immortal. But now, it is impossible for me to return to my former self."
For the rest of his life, he could only live with this mark. He didn't want to see anyone again, especially his former colleagues in the immortal world. He even didn't want to see other people again, because those people would laugh at his depravity.
"Feng Bai," Shen Lian raised his voice and called him, so that he could wake up a little, "you shouldn't be like this. If I knew it would be like this, maybe I shouldn't have been chasing him in the first place. You didn't let go. It made you tempted and fell in love, but it made you become an immortal. It's my fault, everything is my fault."
Hearing her words of self-blame, Feng Bai shook his head, "No, it's not because of you, it's because of myself." It really had nothing to do with her. It was because he fell in love too late and was too cowardly to tell her his feelings. .So much so that now, I have missed her and my whole life.
Shen Lian cursed in his heart, you asked the question, why don't I still understand? Everything is because of the fault of the original owner, Hua Yan. Of course, Feng Bai himself also made mistakes. However, Hua Yan has to bear most of the responsibility. It's a fact. No, we can't let him continue, otherwise he will only become more and more unable to extricate himself.
"Listen to me, Feng Bai, you shouldn't go on like this, you have to cheer up." But this kind of comfort seemed too pale for Feng Bai at this time. As soon as Shen Lian said the words, he obviously Realized. "Feng Bai, you were never so cowardly and gave up on yourself. And the one I liked was always that Feng Bai."
Finally, he listened to some of her words. "The former Feng Bai?"
"Yes, even though you didn't understand love at that time, you sympathized with the world." Shen Lian thought about the words and said, "That heart of compassion and justice was what made me sink. Now you, What do you look like, do you only feel sorry for yourself? Are you still the high-ranking Immortal Fengbai who protects the world?"
Feng Bai's expression was shocked, but he remained silent.
"Is it just such a small blow that knocks you down? If you really want what you lost in your own hands, take it back with your own hands instead of hiding from the world and living an ignoble existence." Shen Lian said to her for the first time. He spoke harshly, "Feng Bai, you are a man, just do it for me. If you feel regretful and unwilling, go and make up for it yourself."
Feng Bai's expression finally changed completely. Yes, he got up wherever he fell. Didn't he even have the courage to try? With such cowardice and inaction, were his feelings really that deep? Again Or, even if he can't get her, he still has the world he used to protect. Does he really not care about anything and hide here all his life?
No, he shouldn't go on like this. When he saw that there was finally light in Feng Bai's eyes, Shen Lian felt a little relieved. Fortunately, fortunately, he finally listened to what he said.
It's not easy, Shen Lian thought silently. Moreover, after being so excited and talking for so long, Shen Lian felt tired. So she lay down again and said, "I'll take a rest, and you can think about it yourself. "
After saying that, she closed her eyes and fell asleep quickly. Feng Bai stood beside her at first, and then gradually came outside. He stood outside the wooden door, looked up at the sky, and thought for a long time. It took a long time until Shen Lian woke up, got up and walked out of bed. Hearing the footsteps, Feng Bai turned around and asked, "Huayan, you're awake, how do you feel?"
She felt that his voice was much calmer and so was his gaze. It seemed that he must have thought through something. "Feng Bai, have you figured it out?"
"You're right, I shouldn't be like this. Since I lost it in my own hands, it's up to me to get it back instead of continuing to feel sorry for myself." It seems that he has indeed figured it out, Shen Lian said happily. Thinking, "I shouldn't give up on everything I protected before. Don't worry, I will cultivate immortality again and return to the position of immortal."
Shen Lian nodded happily. It would be great if he could think so. It was not in vain that she had been hurt just now to encourage him and comfort him for so long. "It would be great if you could think so."
Wait, what did he mean when he said he wanted to get back everything he had lost? Didn't everything he lost include her. In the next few days, while she was recovering from her injuries, Feng Bai's actions verified this. Everything. Indeed, he began to pursue her again, and he was always gentle and considerate to the extreme. It made Shen Lian a little confused, who was attacking whom.
Shouldn't she be the one to conquer Feng Bai? However, as long as the results are the same, that's enough. She thought like this, and now she's just waiting for him to return to the right path and become an immortal again. She doesn't need it. I have conquered it. Compared to the last world, this time it is much happier and less troublesome.
However, how could things be so simple, or how could the task be so easy? System Lord was teasing her in the dark. Indeed, in terms of conquering the target, she had no difficulty this time. After all, it was Feng Bai who was attacking her now. , to be more precise. But on the other hand, it’s not that easy.
In this way, while Shen Lian was recovering from his injuries, he watched him practice cultivation again and calm down the obsessions and demons in his heart. Only when the obsessions and demons disappeared could he become an immortal again. The first and most important thing is, It's his state of mind. Feng Bai understands this very well, but following one's heart is also the most difficult thing to do. It is far more difficult than practicing magic again.
Therefore, he began to show kindness to Huayan and be gentle and considerate. He hoped to win her heart back, because a large part of his obsession came from her. Missing her was the biggest obsession and concern in Fengbai's heart. Inner demon. Therefore, he no longer escaped, but took the initiative to attack. Shen Lian had always been aloof. She did not deliberately resist or alienate him;
Nor did she accept his kindness and return to the way she used to love him. Therefore, Feng Bai couldn't figure out her thoughts for a while. Moreover, it was the first time that he fell in love with someone, so he became even more clumsy. Get up. He doesn't know how to please a woman at all. He can only try his best to be nice to her, be considerate of her, and think thoughtfully for her.
Shen Lian was actually very satisfied with his current performance. He promised her that he would become an immortal again, and at the same time, he treated her well. She enjoyed his care and meticulousness, and she felt good in her heart.
Feng Bai saw that she did not resist him or break up with him. Therefore, he was also very happy. He felt that he still had a chance to redeem herself. So, he was twice as kind to her.
As for Qian Mo, as soon as he recovered from his injuries and recovered a little, he went down to the Demon Abyss again. Time and time again, he went down to the Demon Abyss to look for her. But no matter how many times he searched, he just wouldn't give up. Obviously he knew that time The longer he delayed, the smaller her chance of survival became. After a few times, her chance of survival basically disappeared. However, he still refused to give up.
Hua Yan is the woman he loves most in his life, and she is also his wife. He will never give up on her, even if he has to climb every inch of the cliff. He still wants to find Yan'er, Qian Mo thought, and then jumped off again Fly down.
Three full years have passed since Qian Mo and Shen Lian said goodbye.
Shen Lian still lives in that place with Feng Bai. They either play chess together or study together the methods of cultivation and how to eradicate inner demons and obsessions. At the same time, Feng Bai has been attacking Shen Lian. This kind of people who have been counter-attacked The feeling is not too good for Shen Lian. She loves her current life so much that she has completely forgotten her husband, Qian Mo.
Qian Mo, on the other hand, has been looking for her and never given up. In such a comparison, Qian Mo is really a bit pitiful. Mr. System cursed in the dark, but did not say it out loud. This host is very stingy, if she hears it , maybe he gets emotional.
On this day, Shen Lian stood on the green grass outside, looking up at the blue sky. The weather was really nice today, so she had to take Feng Bai out for a walk. Instead of being bored in the house, she should go out to get some fresh air. , she thought this way. She also did this, so Feng Bai was successfully pulled out by her. The two of them walked on the grass together.
"Feng Bai, relax, you should understand better than me. The more you try to get rid of your inner demons and obsessions, the harder it will be to do so. It's better to relax your mind and your mood. Perhaps unknowingly, you I’ve given up everything.”
Feng Bai smiled lightly, "Maybe, I listen to you."
Wow, he is really completely different from the previous immortal who was known as the iceberg. If the original owner saw him, wouldn't he be very angry and unwilling? She had been chasing behind him for so long before, but she didn't even see him. As a result, Shen Lian, the person who performed the task, got everything she had ever desired. If the original owner Hua Yan could see it, she would probably be very angry.
When Shen Lian thought about this, she felt better and better. Moreover, Feng Bai has been very obedient to her recently. Moreover, his temperament has changed drastically. In addition to being gentle and considerate, he is also very good at understanding her. thoughts.
There are some things that Feng Bai already knows what she wants without her having to say it explicitly. Therefore, he will give it to her in advance. It doesn't feel too good to have such a satisfying person by your side. Therefore, she successfully forgot about the cheap husband Qian Mo. Moreover, Feng Bai's good looks were also pleasing to the eye.
Moreover, now he is no longer paranoid. Although the mark of the fallen immortal on his forehead is still there, Feng Bai has changed back to his former self. Of course, there is one thing that is very different from before. That is, his attitude towards her,
Chapter completed!