Chapter 3898 Love words hurt the most
The cypress trees are full of cypress trees and the green smoke are owls. At this time, Lu Xuan has already arrived in the back mountain of Mount Emei.
"Dong, dong, dong—" One after another, the sound of singing Buddhist scriptures was ringing, and the sound of chanting in his ears was heard from time to time, making Lu Xuan's heart quiet.
When a magnificent temple was erected in front of him, Lu Xuan stopped.
Lu Xuan actually knew that he shouldn't have come this time. Even if he came, he could only return in disappointment.
But he still couldn't help coming. Here, there was a person he had been obsessed with and felt guilty.
Little Doctor Fairy Bai Yayun! Thinking of Bai Yayun's decision to accompany her green lamps, the wooden fish tapped her to live her life, Lu Xuan's heart felt like a needle, and it hurts so much.
He wanted to see Bai Yayun before leaving the capital, even if he couldn't see him-"Donor Lu!"
An old nun wearing a monk's robe walked behind her, and she clasped her hands in front of Lu Xuan.
The old nun is the head of the Emei Sect and the Master Jingxin.
When Lu Xuan set foot here, Master Jingxin knew about it and also knew the purpose of his arrival.
But Master Jingxin was still surprised why Lu Xuan was coming.
After all, the last time he came, Bai Yayun avoided him. Didn’t he give up?
"Master!"
Lu Xuan clasped his hands together and said seriously: "I want to see Bai Yayun."
Master Jingxin's eyes were too complicated and he smiled bitterly, "You want to see her, but I'm afraid she doesn't want to see you."
"I would like to ask the master to inform me. She doesn't want to see me, so I will leave," Lu Xuan begged.
"All right!"
Master Jingxin sighed and immediately walked into the temple.
In an elegant Zen room, Bai Yayun's eyes were closed and she was sitting cross-legged at a desk, gently tapping on the wooden fish, and chanting Buddhist scriptures in her mouth.
"Dongdong--" There was a knock on the door outside the door. Bai Yayun slowly opened her eyes, revealing a pair of clear and beautiful eyes, and her red lips slightly opened: "Please come in!"
The door was gently pushed open, and the one who walked in was Master Jingxin.
"Sect Master!"
Bai Yayun slowly stood up and said respectfully.
"Lu Xuan, he is here," Master Jingxin came to her and whispered: "Do you want to see him?"
Bai Yayun's delicate body trembled, and her slender hands trembled slightly.
Seeing Bai Yayun's reaction so much, Master Jingxin sighed in his heart. Bai Yayun still did not see through the world. Because of this, Master Jingxin rejected Bai Yayun's request to cut his hair, but asked her to lead her hair to practice.
"not see!"
Bai Yayun shook her head and said.
"Vomit--" As soon as the words fell, Bai Yayun suddenly made a nauseous sound from her mouth.
Master Jingxin's face changed drastically: "Yayun, you!"
"Please don't tell him," Bai Yayun took a deep breath and said.
Even Master Jingxin, who thought that his mind had already practiced to the point of Gujing Bubo, was trembling slightly at this moment.
"Is this really worth it?"
Master Jingxin asked.
"Haha--" Bai Yayun smiled bitterly: "Nothing is worth it. Now I just want to recite scriptures every day and copy scriptures to save the dead souls and wash away my sins."
Master Jingxin knew who Bai Yayun was referring to the dead soul, and even more understood what she called sin.
Even though the Zhu family was not like that, they were Bai Yayun's blood relatives, and she fell in love with a man whose hands were covered with the blood of her closest relatives.
"well!"
After a long sigh, Master Jingxin clasped his hands together and said, "Amitabha, there will be a cause and a result. I will not tell Lu Xuan about this."
"I will tell Lu Xuan that you don't want to see him," said Master Jingxin again.
"etc!"
When Master Jingxin was about to leave, Bai Yayun called her, then walked to the desk, picked up the paper and pen, wrote a few words, and handed the note to Master Jingxin: "Please also ask the head to pass the note to him on my behalf."
Master Jingxin was stunned for a moment and nodded: "Okay!"
When Master Jingxin closed the door gently, Bai Yayun sat cross-legged at the desk again, two tears fell from her cheeks: "Lu Xuan, I'm sorry, I still don't know how to face you-" Lu Xuan, who had been waiting outside the temple gate, finally saw Master Jingxin coming out.
"Master, how about it?"
Even though Lu Xuan guessed the result, he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart.
"She doesn't want to see you!"
Master Jingxin shook his head and said.
At this moment, Lu Xuan really wanted to rush in and talk to Bai Yayun in person, but even he didn't know what to say to Bai Yayun.
Do you want Bai Yayun to forget the scene where he killed his father and grandfather with his own hands?
If Lu Xuan insists on breaking through, who can stop him?
But Master Jingxin knew that he would not do this.
Lu Xuan's eyebrows were filled with haze, and the palms of his hands couldn't help but clenched into fists.
In this life, Lu Xuan did not want to be ashamed of anyone and wanted to do it perfectly, but he still failed to do it - although his life was not satisfactory, Lu Xuan could not accept this fact.
If Bai Yayun had not become a monk who was unthinkable, but chose a place to hide and avoid him, he might feel better.
"Master, I'm disturbing!"
Lu Xuan lowered his head and said with a painful expression.
"Yayun has a note, let me pass it to you," Master Jingxin said suddenly.
"Note?"
Lu Xuan turned around and said in surprise.
"Um!"
Master Jingxin put the note in Lu Xuan's hand, and Lu Xuan opened the note impatiently.
But the above content made Lu Xuan's heart fall into the bottom again - "The green lamp is always with you, the world is lost, and the poor nun has broken the world. Please don't bother Lu again!"
A light sentence, but in Lu Xuan's opinion, is so heartless and righteous.
Obviously, Bai Yayun called himself a poor nun and called Lu Xuan as the donor Lu. This was the last thought that he didn't want to give him.
"hehe!"
Lu Xuan laughed, laughing louder and louder: "Haha--" "Okay, that's OK!"
There was tears in Lu Xuan's eyes and he was laughing like crazy.
When a person's heart is extremely painful, it is not crying, but laughing! Seeing Lu Xuan leaving with a big smile, the sad and lonely back made Master Jingxin feel a little unbearable.
Master Jingxin opened his mouth slightly and wanted to speak, but when he thought of his promise to Bai Yayun, he could only swallow what he wanted to say.
"Seven emotions and six desires, the word "love" hurts the most!"
Master Jingxin sighed again and then walked into the temple.
Maybe Lu Xuan is surrounded by beautiful women, and he is deeply in love with him, so he is definitely not inferior to Bai Yayun, but he will protect every woman with his life.
This is a responsibility, a protection of love.
Bai Yayun may become a pain that Lu Xuan cannot erase in his life—
Chapter completed!