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Zhao Ziwen recalled the past and said sadly: "Do you remember Xiao Kai? He was the first group of special forces recruits to die. He was shot in the head. Although I did not participate in that battle, when he was carried back, I vaguely remembered his hideous face and those eyes that had not closed."

Thinking of this, Zhao Ziwen couldn't help but shudder, because when he saw Xiao Kai's appearance, he had nightmares for several nights.

Because this incident was too profound, it was considered the most unforgettable scene in the experience of being a soldier. Zhao Ziwen immediately remembered it and even said it.

The three new recruits Lu Xuan, Xiao Kai and Zhao Ziwen were very good at playing. They still remember that on a night of lightning, they sneaked out of the military district and ran to a hair salon in a nearby town, preparing to solve the physiological needs of men.

At that time, their faces were still tender and shy and didn't dare to walk in. They wandered around the door of the hair salon for a while, and the boss of the hair salon found them and pulled them in.

But when the three of them saw a few aunts in their forties and fifties, they were so scared that they ran away and ran back to the military region in one breath. They stood at the gate of the military region and looked at each other, their faces turned red and laughed loudly. It was so embarrassing.

I have carried a gun together and been prostitutes together. This is the real brother. Even though this prostitution is a bit funny and ridiculous, they really walked into there and could never finish the night when they were almost scared to pee their pants and ran back to the military district in a mess.

In fact, even if the hair salon is full of beautiful young women, they dare not, because they were too young at that time and were underage.

Xiao Kai? He shot the head with a shot. Ning Wanxi suddenly stopped the chopsticks that were preparing to pick up food. Her heart trembled and looked at Lu Xuan with some fear.

At this moment, Lu Xuan's body began to tremble slightly. He suddenly drank a whole glass of wine and then breathed heavily. His lips trembled a few times before saying, "Xiao Kai was not killed by a headshot."

"Then how did he die?" Zhao Ziwen said in confusion.

There was already a few traces of pain on Lu Xuan's face, and he said in a deep voice: "I killed him?"

"You killed!" Zhao Ziwen woke up immediately when he heard this. He stood up from the stool and shouted loudly: "What the hell is going on!"

"Brother Ziwen, don't be excited. Let me explain it to you." Ning Wanxi said in a frightened look when he saw Zhao Ziwen's angry gaze.

Lu Xuan shook his head: "I'll say it."

"In that operation, the opponent's firepower was too fierce. We lost a lot of people and the ammunition was also shot. We could only retreat and piled up in a ruin. Xiao Kai was shot in the head in the battle, but this was not fatal, but it hit his brain nerve tissue. He could not bear the pain," Lu Xuan said in a low voice, and his shoulders were trembling violently: "And those terrorists searched for it. I can't let Xiao Kai make a sound, I can only cover his mouth desperately. He can't vent his pain-"

Hearing this, Zhao Ziwen sat down dejectedly, his heart was beating violently, his eyes were a little lost, and he murmured to himself: "How could this happen, how could this happen!"

Lu Xuan's eyes were full of pain: "Then he was killed by me like this. I killed my closest comrade-in-arms and the best brother with my own hands."

After saying all this, Lu Xuan kept pouring wine for himself, one cup after another, with a gloomy look in his eyebrows. Ning Wanxi's heart trembled. She hugged him in a sudden voice and said, "Lu Xuan, this is not your fault, it is really not. Don't think about it anymore."

"Haha!" Lu Xuan shook his head with a wry smile.

Zhao Ziwen's heart was like a knife cut. Looking at Lu Xuan's dismal face, his heart felt very uncomfortable, and he wanted to slap himself a few times. He didn't open any pot and brought up any pot, so why did he mention Lu Xuan's painful past!

Lu Xuan only told the head of the Military Commission that no one else told him. Therefore, the entire Beijing Military Region thought that Xiao Kai was shot and died of the head of the head. Otherwise, how could Zhao Ziwen not even know how Xiao Kai died?

"Do you know that Xiao Kai also has a fiancée, who often takes her photos and shows off in front of us. We are so angry that we often beat him up together," Lu Xuan said with a smile on his lips.

Zhao Ziwen's heart seemed to feel broken, and his teeth were squeaking. He vaguely remembered that Xiao Kai was grinning in the sun, holding a photo of his fiancée and showing off, causing a blow to himself and Lu Xuan.

At that time, I was really happy, but Xiao Kai had already been asleep on the ground, and no one could accept such an ending. More importantly, Lu Xuan killed him with his own hands.

If Zhao Ziwen was under such circumstances, he would do this, because if Xiao Kai made a sound, the entire special forces would die!

But why did God choose Lu Xuan as this "executioner"? It's so cruel to suffocate his brother to death with his own hands!

Ning Wanxi has heard this story, but even if she listened it again, she still felt shocking. Lu Xuan was so pitiful that he had to withstand such a blow.

"Lu Xuan, you should forget the past and cheer up again," Zhao Ziwen said with a trembling palm. Looking at the struggle in Lu Xuan's eyes, he discovered that Lu Xuan seemed to live happily and freely, but his heart was covered in bruises and could no longer withstand any blows.

A past event can make him suffer like this. This is the veteran's post-war psychological syndrome! Zhao Ziwen was so confused that he never expected that Lu Xuan would have this disease, which was fatal.

When in the military region, Zhao Ziwen heard that many veterans could not bear the psychological trauma after the war, and many veterans would become crazy and self-harm. What's more, many veterans directly ended their young lives.

This kind of psychological trauma exists in the heart like a demon. Once it occurs, it will be difficult to control it!

In fact, Zhao Ziwen didn't understand at all. Lu Xuan was actually the first person with strong psychological qualities. How could Xiao Kai's incident be hit like this? It was because there were too many battlefield memories, which led to his current appearance.

Lu Xuan, who blamed Xiao Kai for his own death, gradually suffered psychological trauma from that time, and then became increasingly deeper and deeper. Until he was fired from the army, it was already difficult to heal.
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